Gu Xiaofan came forward and saw an A4 paper placed neatly on the computer desk, with words written in black gel pen on it. The words "suicide note" were written very large at the top of the paper, while the words at the bottom were much smaller and written crookedly. Many of the words seemed to be sloppy at first glance, but in fact they were not. They looked more like they were written reluctantly with suppressed violent shaking.
"Recently, I often feel extremely empty inside, as if there is a big hole in my chest, and the emptiness makes me uncomfortable. I try to do something to try to fill this emptiness, but all efforts are in vain. I suddenly realized how my life of more than 20 years has been wasted. I was in a daze all day long and didn't know what the goal of my life was. I thought money could bring happiness, so I indulged in squandering. I also thought that games could numb my spirit, so I played all night long, but suddenly one day I found that no matter how hard I tried to please myself, the emptiness in my heart could never be filled. I felt that my existence had no meaning. Aristotle said that the ultimate value of life lies in the ability to awaken and think, not just in survival. Now I finally understand that I have been living in a daze from beginning to end, like a walking corpse. I have never had a real life. Now I understand and wake up, but it is too late. I have despaired about my life and cannot change it. Instead of trying in vain to change this hopeless life, I might as well start from scratch. If there is an afterlife, I hope I can be a poor but fulfilled person. Please don't be surprised by my death. This is my own choice. I hope my family will not feel sad for me. Death is a happy relief for me. Dong Xinghai's last words. "Gu Xiaofan read the suicide note carefully, then looked up at Zhong Han beside him: "After reading it, I think either Gong Zhixue only understood the surface of Dong Xinghai and did not understand his true character, or..." "Either this suicide note is not from Dong Xinghai's 'original', it may be copied." Zhong Han already had his own speculation in his mind, and he pointed to the suicide note on the table. The other hand gestured towards the house, "If a 'dandy' didn't forget to mention Aristotle when writing a suicide note, I don't think his life would be empty! Look at the situation in this room, at least for me. I can find a lot of details that don't match Dong Xinghai's suicide behavior."Gu Xiaofan turned around and looked at the furnishings in the living room. Dong Xinghai's home didn't have much stuff. There was a large-screen LCD TV hanging on the wall of the living room. On the walls on both sides of the TV were two rows of small bookshelf-like shelves, but there were no books on them. There were densely packed with colorful stand-alone computer game discs, and a black box-like thing stood on the TV cabinet under the TV."What is this? For watching TV online?" Gu Xiaofan didn't know what it was, so he asked Zhong Han.Zhong Han shook his head: "The latest Xbox, for playing games, has just been on the market for less than three months. We have only been able to buy it in China in the past month."Gu Xiaofan curled his lips: "This Dong Xinghai is really an out-and-out game fan.""If you have such feelings, then if you see the game peripherals in his bedroom later, won't you be so surprised that you can't close your mouth?" Zhong Han shook his head disapprovingly.Gu Xiaofan followed his instructions and walked towards the bedroom. The house where Dong Xinghai lived was about 70 to 80 square meters, with two bedrooms and a living room. The doors of the two rooms were opposite each other. One of them was the bedroom. In addition to a bed, there was also a large bookcase. Of course, there was still no book on the bookcase, but there were a lot of messy things, including a cool-looking "treasure sword". Even if Gu Xiaofan was not a game player, he could see that the thing was definitely a souvenir imitated from an online game. In addition to those game-related toys and a bed, there was nothing else in the bedroom. In the room opposite the bedroom, there were several sets of large wardrobes placed along the wall. Gu Xiaofan walked over and opened the door of one of the wardrobes. He was surprised. Dong Xinghai's wardrobe was tall and big, but it was still stuffed full. The clothes in this large wardrobe alone were probably more than all Gu Xiaofan's clothes put together."Dong Xinghai's conceit is probably as good as yours?" Gu Xiaofan turned her head and looked at Zhong Han, who changed clothes almost every day. She felt that this was not even a teasing to him."The quality of clothes is more important than the quantity. Being conceited and fashionable is not the same as taste." Zhong Han raised his index finger and shook it at Gu Xiaofan, as if he felt that her evaluation was a bit lowering his level.Gu Xiaofan took a rough look at the piles of clothes in the large wardrobes, including many expensive brand-name clothes, and there were no less than 20 pairs of leather shoes. Then she went to the bathroom and looked. There was a row of men's skin care products on the bathroom washstand, from facial cleansers to essences, and even two bottles of men's cologne."If I were to live like him, I think I would definitely not lose faith in life." After walking around the house, Gu Xiaofan felt that she really couldn't imagine how such a young man with a good living condition could suddenly leave a suicide note and jump off the building to commit suicide.Zhong Han smiled and asked, "You've walked around, don't you have any ideas?""Yes," Gu Xiaofan nodded immediately. When she looked around the house just now, she already had her own ideas in her mind. If it was someone else, she might still have some concerns. Since the last time she dealt with Zhong Han because of Ren Xuefeng's matter, she found that although this man usually didn't spare her mouth and often squeezed her a few words, when it came to work issues, he would not have any sarcasm, no matter right or wrong, and his attitude was very tolerant. "Just now I heard that Gong Zhixue said that Dong Xinghai should be a person who doesn't have anything to do and is greedy for fun. Those game discs in the house just now, so many toys and decorations related to games, at least I didn't see a book or a magazine in this house. For such a person, I dare not say that he must be ignorant, but at least he is not a person who talks about I find it hard to understand why a playful person who speaks in a flowery way would suddenly commit suicide, not to mention writing a suicide note like prose! "Zhong Han listened and nodded: "Anything else? Continue."Gu Xiaofan bit her lip and thought for a while, then said: "I don't understand those things about games. Just now you said that the black thing on the TV cabinet is a game console that has just been on the market for more than three months, and you said that it will only be available in China for about a month. If your information is accurate, it would be even more strange. Even if you can't think it through, people always have a process from positive to negative, from optimism to pessimism, right? Even if Dong Xinghai bought it early, he bought the latest game console about a month ago and came back to play. After a month, he was so tired of the world that he felt that he had wasted his life and wanted to think about it. Isn't this too fast? ""You are right, is there anything else?" Zhong Han asked.Gu Xiaofan shook her head. These are the only two points she could think of at the moment.Seeing that she couldn't think of anything more, Zhong Han pulled her into the room that was used as a cloakroom, opened the door of one of the closets, pointed at the clothes inside and asked Gu Xiaofan: "Look here, pay attention to the details, what can you find?"Gu Xiaofan looked at the full of men's clothes in the closet again. At first, she didn't think there was anything special, but then she found a special place. On each of the hangers in Dong Xinghai's closet, there was a small round sticker with different patterns. If you look closely, you will find that the same marking stickers can always be found on the hangers for tops and pants: "Hey? He put small stickers on the hangers. "Yes, the same goes for shoes and shirts. There are these inconspicuous little stickers." Zhong Han was very satisfied that she didn't take long to find this detail, even though it was inspired by him. "So I suspect that this person named Dong Xinghai, although he likes to keep up with the fashion, is not good at matching his clothes, so he uses this more mechanical method to help himself remember which clothes should be matched with which pants. I won't comment on his taste for now, but at least it can show that Dong Xinghai was a more organized person in his life. This can be seen from His game discs and other things are neatly arranged and can be seen. Then look here——"As he spoke, he walked to another cabinet, opened the door, and took out an empty clothes hanger and an empty pants hanger from it: "When I opened this closet just now, I found that the other empty clothes hangers were all hung together. Only these two were sloppily stuffed under the closet. Pay attention to the stickers on them. One is green and the other is blue. When I saw the body downstairs just now, I was still wondering how someone could wear a plaid shirt and choose to wear a pair of casual pants with obvious stripes on the lower body. Now seeing this The two clothes hangers answered my question. "Gu Xiaofan looked at Zhong Han in disbelief: "Oh my God, you are really a strange man! I admire that you didn't feel sick when facing such a jumping scene, but in that situation, you can still pay attention to the clothes of the deceased?"Zhong Han shrugged, looking innocent: "It's a habit, details determine success or failure!""I don't think this sentence is used in this way?""It doesn't matter, get the spirit!" Zhong Han cleared his throat, "By the way, this kind of completely mismatched clothes, plus the way of jumping off the building to die, don't you think it's unreasonable?"