November, 12th, 2002

New York City, USA

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In the middle of the room in a cold winter Matthew was there sitting in front his desk studying applied physics....

The fact is that anything related to the fictional and non-fictional things seems to attract his mind.

Matthew in his early twenty.... He had just turned twenty one last month!

Gazing over the books with a deep admiration to seek knowledge while his friend Rick called him by few times asking him to join....

Probably with his life's pleasure moments.

It's not like that, he does not want to be a part but its just like that....

I am too afraid to hold on to myself to being far from anything but wild... He thought to himself.

"Why?"

Yes, its seems like a great question, which always seems to bother me but I know I must keep myself calm.

The phone is ringing again…Cring ! Cring !

"Matthew!" Matthew!

Pick up the phone, its Jenny! " Matthew heard his mother's voice coming from living room.

"Ok, Mom, I am coming"

It's one of the most beautiful voice that he loves to hear, Jenny's voice.

"Hi, Jenny! What is it?"

"You fool, Matt" 

"I have been calling you so many times in your mobile phone, found it was switched off. So, I have called on the Telephone, hey do you want to go to Adam's party, Lets go. I have to meet with Chris and I think, I will give him what's he wants from me, Finally I have decided its time. "Hey are you even listening?" -Jenny was talking in a rush from other end of the telephone. 

She continues, "Chris will be so happy."

Suddenly the sound seems to blank in my head. As I put the phone in the side of the table shaking in my own rage of disappointment. I was not even listening to her anymore rather I began to think why is this happen to me. I could barely have enough courage to ask Jenny, why are you doing this to me!

Jenny! Why don't you love me. Instead of that bustard Chris who has been the heart throb of College. Chris is 6'2'' with his blonde hair and blue eyes, most of the girls are crazy for him including Jenny.

But I hate him. Not only I am jealous of him but also the fact is Chris is a very mean boy but the fact that every-one treats him as the superstar of our College. Chris certainly tall, handsome, play baseball in the team. His good looks and many different tricks to be with most girls including Jenny. That person is full of shit!

And just to add to his perfection, he is rich, very rich. His father is a millionaire, owns lots of shops, gas station and companies.

On the other hand, what am I? 5'6'', Hairy and boy with glasses.

Chris and Morty calls me hairball, Rick is my best friend but he calls me shorty. So, I guess I have no rights get a girl like Jenny.

Jenny, the girl of my dreams, she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Her soft black hair, blue eyes, height 5'5'', slim body with thick breast.

I wonder why on earth she is the prettiest girl and I am the worse. I have always dreamt to be with Jenny and if I only could tell her how much I love her but I wonder will she be ever be mine!

Why did I hang up Jenny's phone? Is it because, I was too jealous or too afraid to admit that I don't deserve her. I have to meet with Jenny. 

So, I ran towards my bike, it's too cold I had to put on my muffler, then I took my bike and ride it towards Jenny's house.

Jenny's house is two blocks away, probably it will take 10 minutes to go to her. Rick lives one block next to Jenny's but I will go directly at Jenny's home.

I will pick her up and say sorry to her.

I parked my bike next to the orange tree outside Jenny's house.

Jenny's father Mr. Fuller is a passionate gardener. He has planted many plants and flowers in his mini garden in front of their house. Probably the plants have to fight against cold this year. Its bit more chillier this year. 

After some knocks Mrs. Fuller opened the door she raised her eyebrows and said, "Hello! Matthew, how are you?"

"I am fine Mrs. Fuller. Can you call Jenny, please"

"What happened dear? why are you in so rush in the middle of this late night!"

As I thought to myself waking up Jenny's parents this time of the night may sound bit odd. Even it could make everyone puzzled as I wonder in my mind.

Instead I have a backup plan-as Jenny's mobile is switched off, I got up on the mango tree. It is big enough to reach at Jenny's windows at the 1st Floor.

Some how Matthew managed to climb up the tree but there was no one. At least not Jenny is not at her bed.

"I could see the empty bed with dim light from the street lamps."

Oh shit! The soft branches of the mango tree could not carry his weight, as Matthew dropped down to the grass.

Thanks to Jenny's dad he fell over the fertilizer and cow dung, which, otherwise the fall could have been very ugly.

Although from the fall part of his face, body and hands got some bruise and filled up with dirt and cow dung.

He cleaned some of the dirt in the grass and ran over to the nearest tap for water. There he cleaned his face but the clothes were dirty.

The cold water pinched in by bruises. He has to find Jenny, he thought to himself. Then, he get up on his feet and ran towards the bike.

I may know where might be Jenny, he thought to himself. He thrusts the bike's paddle very fast.

''I have to ride my bike for 20 minutes more towards the western street and then I have to take a sharp left turn towards the party at Chris's place.'' 

I thought Chris's house is big but it's not big it is a huge mansion indeed"- Matthew wondered as he saw the big house where Chris lives.