I can't relate to you anymore
You did this yourself
You built this wall with your own two hands
You burnt the bridge connecting us
And now there's nothing I can do anymore
I can only watch,
I can only watch as the bridge burns
And the wall just gets thicker and thicker
There's nothing I can do anymore
I really did try my best ,
To always smile,
To keep up my "little miss flawless perfect" act
To just be the best and ideal
The kid you could brag about
But I got tired
I got sad
The makeup couldn't cover up the flaws anymore
So I went to plastic and now I'm not human anymore
Please know I tried
I really tried hard
Even if it meant hiding my scars and not treating them
Even if it meant practicing a perfect smile at 3am after bawling my eyes out
Even if it meant loosing my mind
Even if it meant jumping into the flames to hold your hands just to know I'm there
Even if it meant learning architecture to bring back the bridge
I really tried everything
But I can't anymore
I'm all grown up now
And the scars don't really hurt anymore
I'm fine now and I hope you are too