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Chapter 5 - I will lose everything in your love

The humid air of Kolkata enveloped the city like a thick, suffocating blanket, a constant reminder of its relentless embrace. As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting an amber glow over the crumbling buildings, Princess Mrinalini moved with quiet determination through the narrow, winding alleyways. Her silk sari flowed elegantly around her, a vibrant hue of deep purples and rich reds, a striking contrast to the drab, faded walls that bore the marks of time and neglect. 

Mrinalini was a princess of the esteemed Zamindar family, a lineage that granted her immense wealth, yet it paled in significance compared to her true inheritances: her grace, her ethereal beauty, and an unwavering iron will are hidden behind her delicate features. Tonight, her destination was a small, one-room apartment—a sanctuary steeped in solitude—belonging to the enigmatic hermit she secretly adored.

As she approached, the worn wooden door creaked open with an eerie groan, breaking the heavy silence of the evening. Stepping inside, she was greeted by the sombre atmosphere of the tiny space, once vibrant with life, now bearing the melancholic stamp of its solitary occupant. Dust motes floated lazily in the single shaft of soft evening light piercing through the grime-caked window, illuminating scattered sheets of music and a well-worn tanpura case that leaned in a corner like an old friend waiting patiently. 

In this hushed desolation, a vision of grace emerged. Mrinalini flowed gracefully through the room, her silk sari a brilliant splash of colour against the muted browns and greys surrounding her. Each movement was purposeful as she navigated through discarded music scores and overflowing ashtrays. Her fingers, once adorned with exquisite emeralds, now moved deftly, a testament to her connection to this space. As she worked, a soft, haunting melody escaped her lips—a familiar folk song that had been a lullaby her mother sang to her in the tender moments of her childhood. "Ami tomar preme hobo sob hara," she hummed, her voice barely above a whisper, resonating softly against the room's walls. "I will lose everything in your love," echoed in her heart, poignant and raw.

Her hermit, the object of her affection, led a life of vivid contrasts. By day, he was a teacher, imparting the intricacies of Carnatic music to a handful of wide-eyed children who hung on his every note. His voice—a mesmerizing blend of passion and piety—filled the air, drawing Mrinalini outside, where she would listen, her heart soaring as his melodies wafted through the streets. At dusk, he would retreat to the local temple, plunging into silent meditation, seeking solace in the divine. While he found peace in his solitude, Mrinalini discovered solace in the act of caring for him. 

With each visit, she arrived armed with cleaning supplies and a vibrant basket brimming with fresh fruits and vegetables. She swept away the dust with tender care, washed the few dishes that sat, forgotten, in the sink, and arranged the well-worn music scores, treating them as sacred. She crafted simple, nourishing meals, carefully leaving them on the small, weathered table, a silent testament to her affection and concern for him. Yet, the meals often remained untouched, a poignant reminder of his unpredictable schedule and the fragility of their unspoken bond. 

There was always a subtle sign that he had returned—a soft, haunting melody drifting through the window. He would begin his evening raga, a slow, mournful piece that flowed through the stillness of the air. Mrinalini would pause, heart racing, breath catching in her throat as she savoured the beauty of the music. It became a private concert for her alone, a silent exchange of souls, an acknowledgement of her presence in his world.

One fateful evening, as she hummed her lullaby, a deep, resonant voice joined in from outside. It was him, harmonizing with her in a way that seemed to dissolve the boundaries between them. "Tōmāra pathēra kām̐ṭā karaba caẏana, yēthā tōmāra dhulāra śaẏana sēthā ām̐cala pātaba āmāra-- tōmāra rāgē anurāgī." The moment the words left his lips, Mrinalini felt a jolt of electricity surge through her, leaving her breathless. 

He stopped singing, and in the heavy silence enveloped them, she felt the weight of every unspoken word linger in the air. Finally, he repeated the line softly, almost as though he were speaking to himself, a warmth radiating from him that illuminated the space. "Tōmāra rāgē anurāgī," she managed to whisper, her heart bursting with a newfound hope. 

Their eyes locked in a moment that transcended words—a shared understanding, a silent acknowledgement of the music that had woven their lives together. Suddenly, he began to sing again, his voice swelling with newfound intensity, "Āmi tōmāra prēmē haba sabāra kalaṅkabhāgī. Āmi sakala dāgē haba dāgi." The raw emotion in his voice pierced the stillness, bringing a shiver crawling down her spine. 

As the final note hung in the air, imbued with a poignant resonance, Mrinalini felt a tranquillity settle within her. However, just as their shared connection began to flourish, the sound of a door creaking open from outside jolted her back to reality, her gaze snapping toward it, uncertainty flooding her thoughts and heart.