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Chapter 4 - (chp3) Noah pov

I saw noah being slapped by someone, is he Noah's father? They kinda look alike, I want to see what's going on but they already left, tsaka mabilis konti yung takbo nang buss so I decide na wag nalang, magkikita pa naman kami bukas eh.

~chapter3~

EIDEN POV:

I don't know pero sobrang gaan nang loob ko kay noah kahit di pa kami masyadong magkakilala, parang I know him before na eh, pilit kong iniisip na parang kilala ko na siya dati even though we weren't meet before, but di ko na papansinin marami namang tao yung nagkakaganto diba??

Matutulog na sana ako but my phone suddenly rang.

"EIDENNNNN!!! " wow grabi ang pag sigaw, tinignan ko yung phone ko, kung sino yung tumatawag di ko kasi napansin nung sinagot ko e.

Haysss it's my sister. She isn't actually my real sister it was my father daughter, sa new wife niya, you guys must confused kung ano yung nangyayare. My mother died when I was still a young and need ni papa nang kaagapay para alagaan ako and they meet my second mother. The most caring mother father my mama, She love me and my sister even though di kami magkaano-ano, my new family makes me that I'm not left out to them, I'm not saying that I replaced my real mama, I've even don't think of replacing my real mama. I love them both.

"Hellooo my sista, what happened" biro ko pang sabi.

"Hello my brotha, tinanong lang ni papa if may allowance kapa... Para hati tap dito sa bigay ni mama"

"Ah yes of course.. Di kasi ako magastos"

"Pinaparinggan mo ba ako my brotha?? "

"Ayay tabi tabi po"

"By the way, okay ka lang ba diyan si bording house mo? Maiinit ba? Pwedi natin palitan yan... Nalaman ko medyo malayo yung school diyan ah, pero alam kong keri mo yan, ikaw paba... Tsaka ID may need ka one call lang ako ah"

"One call daw, eh noon nga naka ilan ako nang tawag kasi nanakawan ako, wala akong pamasahe"

"Haha.. Sorry na.. Oki na byebye ingait ah? "

I said bye na sakanya, honestly I was so lucky to have them, tinuring niya akong parang tunay niyang kapatid at yung mom niya, he see me like a real some narin.. I love them so much even though we were not blood related to eachother. Sakanila ko matutunan na kahit di mo kaano ano you still have a right to love them. A way to make them feel na they are not alone.. I've never been lucky, but for me they are my treasure that came and completed my life. They are not the best but at least they're tired what best they can. I love my family so much, kaya ngayon napagtanto ko na may mga taong nagmamahal pa satin nang tunay.

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"Oh noah... You look tired ah, kamusta gabi mo?" Tanong ni renz kay noah. But noah seems not okay di siya sumagot dun sa questions ni renz. Noah is still quite as usual and di na pinansin ni renz yon and continue kung ano yung ginagawa niya

Wala pang ilang minuto dumating narin si eiden. Biglang napatingin yung dalawa but yung tingin ni noah agad niya rin binali at nagpatuloy sa pag kinig nang song "hello noah" nagulat si noah sa narinig niya, eiden say hello kay noah. Gusto niya sana tanungin if he's okay pero parang masyado na siyang nagiinvade sa nararamdaman niya beside they are not close enough para mag tanong kung ano yung nakita niya kahapon sa bridge. Noah didn't response, he just rolled his eyes and di siya tumingin kay eiden. His face seems like he's shy?

"Noah nagawa mo na yung assignment?" Tanong ni eiden.

"... Yes"

"Eh yung reviewer? Naka gawa kana? "

".... "

"Eh yung recitation for tommorow? Ready kana ba? Ako kasi... Uhm... Ayoko kasi sa reporting to I guess not ready yet"

"... Who ask? "

"Ay grabe siya.. Super harsh namn Noah buenodavides"

Noah meet eiden eyes nung sinabi niya yon. And na realized lang ni eiden yung nasabi niya kay noah. Kitang kita sa mga mata ni eiden na kinakabahan siya.

".. Ah- ahha sorry na"

"Eden... You have so many questions"

Eiden changed his face mula sa pagkaba to confused and annoyed face.

"Wait.. Did you just call me EDEN? "

"W-whats wrong? Isn't that your name? Eden right? "

"Wag mo akong tinatawag na cheese okay? EIDEN. pronounced as eyden not iden... Ang ganda ganda nang pangalan ko tapos tatawagin mo lang akong cheese? Aba! Di okay yon ah.. Alam mo ba bullying yung ginagawa mo? "

"How's that bullying? I was just wrong diba? Not intentional though" Noah said habang nagbabasa ng book.

"Yo-" eiden was about to say what he want to say pero nagsalita naman si Noah

"From now on.. I will call you iden okay?"

"See??? Sinasadya mo eh? "

"I'm not. Your name is hard to pronounce. "

"Akala ko ba matalino ka? "

"..... "

"Ginawa ba naman akong cheese"

"Your being exaggerated iden"

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Noah know how to prounounce eiden name perfectly. Di naman talaga mahirap, pero sinasadya talaga ni Noah na ganon yung pag pronouns nang name niya pero mas prefered niya yung iden kaysa sa eyden.

Noah and eiden seems a bit close pero medyo awkward parin sa ibang tao/classmate nila because no one dare to kumausap kay except he's close friend, takot kasi sila sa makipag kaibigan sakanya since parang war freak ang turing sakanya

Warfreak: naghahanap nang away or cause siya nang away.

Medyo nagulat nga yung mga students na may gustong kumakaibigan kay Noah lalo na medyo talkative pa sila eiden and most of all transferred students siya. Wala namang pumigil kay eiden do to what he want pero medyo nahihirapan talaga siya because they're personality is so different, they are totally opposited.

Since Noah don't know how to express he's feeling nahirapan din siya mag udjust, honestly he really want to make friends with eiden, nababahala lang siya na baka pag may nalaman siya na pangit sa about sakanya like ugali/gusto/ and of course kung paano siya makipag interactions sa mga tao which is yung ayaw niya na magawa or masabi niya kay eiden.

Si Noah yung tipong tao na walang pake kung ano man yung naramdaman nang ibang tao, pero sa lagay nato he seems like he cared about others na? Kasi sa nakikita natin may cared na siya about sa feelings and sa nararamdaman ni eiden na baka ayaw niya kay Noah because of he's personality nga diba.

Noah pov

I'm just afraid na baka ayaw niya sakin, I really want to make friends with iden pero natatakot ako.. Natatakot ako na he will feel na ayaw ko sakanya but the truth is... I really want to make friends with him, I don't know why I feel just like this, pero confused din ako eh, nalilito ako kasi never ako nag appreciate nang feeling nang ibang tao. But eiden makes me feel that I'm not left out, he make me feel like may lugar pa ako sa mundo, na may mga taong nakakaintindi pa sakin, I don't know what to say, even though we we're not close enough ang gaan gaan nang feeling ko pag kasama siya, I feel like may kakampi na ako, I've never been said this before in my intire life but he makes me feel this way eh. He make me feel na may special pa saakin. He make me said all of this things to him. I really wanna makes friends with him, if Hindi kaya I'll try to udjust...

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I don't know how go express my feelings and emotions because of what happened to me before, they said na I born with gold and silver spoon kaya di ko na need magaral kasi nga successfull na daw kami, yes that's true but I've been never successful in love. Kulang kulang kasi binibigay ni nang parents ko to make me feel worth. Everyday they always make me feel na wala akong kwenta, lagi nila akong kontrolado sa galaw ko, even with my personal private like messenger walang araw na hindi nila tinitignan yon, they think kasi ba gagawa nanamn ako nang kalokokan haha... They never love me.. Sabi nila pagmamahal daw yon pero bakit nasasakal ako? Simula bata pa ako tinuruaan na nila ako na wag maging mabait, mapagmigay.. They thought me to be selfish pero and yes they succeed..

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