Today was the day my board results came out I was quite happy as i scored around 85% percent all thanks to corona but my parents thought otherwise for them there already existing ambition that was burning at very high flame has gotten a huge reserve of fuel .They looked at me and said
"Now that your board has been finished you should go some coaching institute search the institute you want to go in."
They did not ask me wether am i ready or do i even have interest in the rat race of IITS or even they have i would have just nodded my head without using even ounce of my brain .From childhood I was feeded one thing there is only one path that is IIT other than that you are destroying your life they did not looked at me there child mental capabilities, neither they taught me options from the day I passed from class 5th my parents constantly used to talk around me about IIT and even when we go to relative house there talking was centered around me, the relative used to ask
"what are you planning for his future?"
and the only reply my father used to give to them was
"IIT what else the childs future is destroyed if he did not go there ".
At that time i didn't know what was wrong but subconciously i don't used to like that they are talking about me all the time .I used to go away and simply walk in quiet making fantasies inside my head .I was not great in academics but was not bad too i was just average and my parents thought they can fill the my academics gap with hardwork and time .That's why just after board I started preparing for IIT but I will be lying if I say I was not excited .So, I started searching for the institute I came across many institues like Allen,Vidyamandir ,Akash,fitjee etc. There centers were also located in my city, I started searching online and I was so dumb at that time I saw that in simply searched
'xyz insititue how many percent kids are selected'.
At the top it showed 90% 96% etc.. I was shocked that almost 90 out of 100 people from this institute get into IIT and mind you IIT acceptance rate was only 0.1% .Then i thought and thought and joined vidyamandir classes the total fees of two year course was 2 lakh rupees.My father sumbitted the first installment and when we were submitting the first installment in there office there was a huge poster of all the topper that has secured there place in IIT from there institute, my father looked at the teacher that was telling about the details of course and said "I hope his face is there at the poster."
From then on my life only flowed downwards.