While everyone was trying to settle in Paris, Nathaniel felt like he was drowning and without any boards to save him from drowning.
The pain he was feeling was excruciating and difficult to bear. He did not want to continue this agony and wanted to put an end to his agony.
He felt that his life has no meaning, if he does not have his girlfriend, who does not know his name. Whenever he saw a movie related to the beach, Nathaniel thought about the happy moments he spent with her, Sookie and that, with her, he met true love.
What Nathaniel feels for Sookie is true, pure, romantic and eternal love and that, he had not felt for any woman and since he does not have her, he feels that it is not worth living.
By all possible means that he knows, he tries to kill himself and in vain, because there is always someone to save him.
"Son, what were you planning to do with that? Why do you get hurt like that?", asked his father, seeing and noticing his son's despair.
"My life here has no meaning, if I don't have the woman I love by my side," said Nathaniel, who didn't know what to do, so as not to feel the hell he was feeling.
He felt really desperate, hurt, tormented for not having his wife by his side, annoyed with himself, for not having insisted on asking her name, he cannot find consolation, in that deep pain that he was feeling and that he felt how it was. it tore at the soul of so much pain.
He couldn't take it anymore, he wanted to remove himself, so as not to continue supporting so much pain, pain that does not allow him to continue breathing.
"Think that this is not going to do forever and try to remember the happy moments that you lived together with her and that way this hell will be more bearable for you," said Jeremy Cartwright, trying to get him to think positively about this hell.
"Thank you, Godfather. I'll keep that in mind," Nathaniel told him, hugging him.
"Now, we have to prepare to go to the game of romantic exploration in Mont Martre and from there, we go to the Restaurant Guy Savoy, to try to spend a pleasant moment between us," said Jeremy, trying to comfort both of them.
They all made the greatest of attempts, not to think at all about everything and everyone they left behind in Cape May.