After making a deal with Esme, Axton now goes to his son's hospital room. Before entering his son's room, he looked at Helio and gave Helio a punch to the stomach. "This is a blow for betraying me about El," Axton said, looking angrily at Helio.
"I'm sorry, sir, I was only obeying Miss Elanor's request. I've also tried to get her to come back, I've even told her about young master Ellard's situation. But she still doesn't want to meet the young master. She said that it's not time to meet the young master," said Helio.
"The number you gave, is it really Elanor's number?" asked Axton.
"Yes sir, even her cell phone has been found around the hospital," Helio replied.
"Where is the cell phone?" asked Axton, who was still looking at Helio angrily.
"Her cell phone is in Mr. David's hands, and Mr. David is looking into the data from Miss Elanor's cell phone," Helio replied.
"How long has it been?" asked Axton.
"It's been a week," Helio replied.
"How did it go?" asked Axton.
"I'm sorry, sir, I don't know how it went. Only Mr. David's bodyguard knows about the results. I am only in charge of guarding young master Ellard," Helio replied.
"If Elanor contacts you again, make sure you tell me, or I'll blow your head off!" said Axton.
"Yes, sir," Helio replied, after which Axton went into his son's treatment room. His son was currently vomiting from the chemotherapy he had just undergone.
Axton held the container held by the babysitter to collect Ellard's vomit. Ellard, who noticed the daddy's presence, immediately stopped vomiting. "Why did you stop? Just spit it out," Axton said.
Ellard shook his head. "It's okay, dady won't be mad. Just spit it out if you still want to vomit. It must be uncomfortable, right?" asked Axton with a smile.
"Dad," called Ellard.
"What's wrong?" asked Axton as he gave Ellard's vomit container to Ellard's babysitter. One hand was now rubbing his son's head.
Axton was a little surprised to find that his son had lost quite a lot of hair. Axton smiled, then his other hand held his son's shoulder. He could feel his son's thin body. Axton still tried to smile even though in his heart he now felt very guilty for his son.
"Dad, is it true that Mommy came home? But why doesn't Mommy meet El if Mommy comes back?" asked Ellard while looking at his daddy seriously. His face was so pale at the moment.
"Who said Mommy was coming home?" asked Axton, who was still smiling.
"Grandma," replied Ellard.
"Grandma?" asked Axton as he frowned. It didn't seem possible for his mom to tell Ellard about Elanor's problem.
His mom was not someone who would persuade Ellard with words if Elanor was home. "What did Grandma say to El?" asked Axton, still smiling warmly.
"El just heard Grandma was mad at Uncle Io for not letting Mommy stay here," Ellard replied."El just misheard, Mommy is still working away, dear. Momy still can't go home to see El right now. I'm sorry, Mommy hasn't been able to come home to see El, even though El is sick," said Axton in his soft tone of voice as he rubbed his son's cheek.
"Can't Mommy stop working, Dad? Can't Daddy's money buy what Mommy wants? Even though Dad can always buy El lots of toys. But why does Mommy still want to work?" Ellard asked.
"Do you have to say it again? Daddy has answered it many times, not even just Daddy. Nanny and maid also answered that if Mommy still wants to fly higher, then Mommy wants to work in many countries. Momy was not a woman who could go anywhere she wanted. Mommy was always at home, working from morning until night and even until morning again. So, after having El, Mommy wanted to work but also play. Mommy's work now doesn't need to be done from morning to night or from morning to morning again. So, Mommy still wants to enjoy her time. El loves Mommy, right? So, let me fly high first, okay? If Mommy's tired, Mommy will definitely come back," Axton said with a smile, then his hand rubbed his son's cheek.
"Don't Mommy and Daddy miss El and Dady?" asked Ellard.
"Why would El ask that? Of course, Mommy misses El. El is momy's favorite, for the sake of El, momy is willing to be in pain. El has seen how Mommy gave birth to El? Mommy really loves El. So, don't ask questions like that, okay? Mommy must be sad if El asks if Mommy doesn't miss El. Momy must really miss El, it's just that Momy wants to feel flying as high as possible. If she's tired, Mommy will rest and will be back with El again. So, El must be patient waiting for Mommy to come home, okay?" asked Axton in his soft tone of voice.
He will not get tired of giving understanding to his son. He introduced Elanor and said Elanor was looking to fly high for work and vacation so Ellard wouldn't hate Elanor. All the blame was on him for letting Elanor walk away when Elanor gave birth to Ellard. He was too hypocritical to accept the fact that he had accepted Elanor's presence in his life.
He only felt that what he felt for Elanor was a mistake. He wanted to return his position to its proper place, but it turned out that he already loved Elanor. Three days of his life without knowing Elanor's news, and he thought about getting rid of Elanor, he couldn't do it at all.
Even when he was taking care of Jef, who suffered a gunshot wound and didn't come home for several days, he didn't feel anything. He only focused on Jef's recovery. Maybe at that time he was focused on Jef, so he didn't think about Elanor at all. But he was already with Jef, even the person he took care of when he was sick did not make Axton calm after Elanor left. Something was missing in his life.
Jef's presence couldn't fill the void he felt. Even though he himself had not communicated much since the kidnapping incident. Even when Ellard was born, their communication was not as intense as when Elanor was pregnant. But strangely, he really felt his life felt empty without Elanor. It was true, the saying he had heard, something will feel very precious when we have lost it.