This is the 10th year since I got married to him, a marriage which turned out to be the biggest mistake of my life. But still I am hoping that he would look kindly upon my unborn child and me.
I clutched my belly and looked at him, I couldn't feel anything but I knew that my baby was ready to come out, "Caleb, I think our baby is about to come out." I pulled at his shirt hoping that he would look at me softly, but all I got was a cold glare from him.
"Can't you see that Ava is in a lot of pain because you pushed her! You cannot even feel anything! How do you know the baby is about to come out!" He yelled out me, while holding tightly to the one girl that took everything from me.
"Caleb please…" I pleaded not knowing what else to say.
"Ava is unconscious because of you so I have to take her to the hospital. You can find your way to the hospital!" He pushed me away and carried Ava out in a hurry.
Watching him I couldn't say anything, Once again I just have to remind myself that I am the reason why this is happening. I took a deep breathe and crawled to where my phone was, then went on to call 119.
How could he leave me so heartlessly, I was also pushed by Ava. I am bleeding! I have his child but why did he never look at me or ask me if I was fine.I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes, knowing that I have no one to blame but myself.
I sat there waiting for 119, Although I couldn't feel pain i could feel life leaving my body because of the heavy bleeding. Will 119 be here early? What if I lose my child? What if I lose my life?! That means those two will live a life happily even without me…
But I don't want that!
While I was still lying there in a daze! I heard someone breaking in! Even at this time, I am about to be robbed! What a life.
"Rora!" I heard the desperate call of my name.
Heh! When was the last time I heard someone call my time so desperately, Although feeling dizzy I looked over to see who it was that was calling me, "Doctor Kaiden." I mouthed as I saw his clear face.
"Rora! What's going on? Why are you bleeding?" He walked over and carried me in his arms, I couldn't even feel anything and on top of it all I was falling unconscious.
"You are bleeding too much. Just hold on, I will take you to the hospital, I will make sure that you and your baby are born safely." He assured me as he ran out of the apartment.
I slowly looked at him and sighed, "I thought you said you were not going to see me again" I asked with a faint smile on my lips.
Kaiden has been the only one that had sincerity towards me, when everyone turned their backs on me, when I feel like the world has left me alone, he always came to assure me that I am not alone. Although he was just a doctor, he cared deeply about my heart than my so called family.
My breathe was getting weak, but I know that Kaiden ran a lot of red light with the way the car was going. It is not like I am going to survive it, I don't know why he is trying so desperately.
The car stopped as he picked me up again and carefully lay me on the stretcher in front of the hospital, "Prepare for surgery!" I could hear him ordering the nurse, as I was pushed In.
I could feel my eyes closing and I don't know if I will ever be able to open it again, "Kaiden," I looked over and called out to him while holding his cuff.
"I am here." He looked down at me with a glance full of reassurance.
"I am sorry for not listening to you, I am sorry for always going back to him. I hope you don't despise me because of my foolishness." I apologized with tears streaming down my eyes.
Dear Unborn Baby, Mom is sorry. Mom is sorry for being so indecisive for putting you in so much danger. I am sorry for not being unable to bring you into this world.
Everywhere suddenly became peaceful and I couldn't hear any other thing, I don't know how long time passed, but when I regained consciousness again I was standing right behind Doctor Kaiden.
"What's going on? Why am I here?"
"SHOCK 1! 2! 3!" I Looked closely and I saw that he was trying to revive someone. Looking closely again, the person that he was trying to revive is me.
I staggered trying to process everything that is happening at the moment, "Did I really die! What about my child" I walked closer and watched, Kaiden didn't want to give up. Despite everything he still tried to revive me.
"Professor, I think you should stop now. We already lost the mother and son." The nurse that was beside him tried to stop him, but he didn't. For the first time I saw Kaiden in tears.
Even when he knew that there was no hope, he didn't stop trying, "Rora! You told me that you are going to stay with me for a very long time why are you suddenly leaving!" He shoulders shook, his tears dripping on my body but he didn't let go.
"Did you forget the promise that you made to me? You promised to marry me when we become adults!, you promised so many things to me! Why did you break all the promises that you made to me!"
A memory that I forgot a long time ago finally came back to me, "Kaiden I am sorry that I broke our promise" Now he is even unable to see me is not like I can do anything.
I hate myself! I hate Caleb! I hate Ava! I hate everyone that killed my son and me. Everyone who was a part of my misfortune.
If there is another life… I want to change everything! I want to see my child again! I want ti live happily! I have to follow my dreams.
Most importantly… I want to fulfill my promise to Kaiden