about 1 week later, Saturday at 3:30 PM
I have been training a lot lately.
with all that happened, it keeps hammering in my head all the time
man, I shouldn't have done that...
I need self-control, Caroline doesn't talk to me at school.
every time she sees me, she runs away, her friends probably already know
what if she gets pregnant? What the hell am I going to do? ..... damn it, if it were to get some girl pregnant
that at least it's someone I love...
and that's why in my past life I didn't like relationships
this always causes problems, always causes drama, always someone ends up sad
even if they say I should just move on like a stud
this shit doesn't exist, being with a bunch of girls just to end up feeling like crap
for none of them to truly love you? or you yourself not loving anyone
all of this is vanity, the guys do and say this to show off to other people
or maybe I'm just strange like this ...
the next day: school end of classes ....
while I was walking, I saw Caroline with Bonnie and Elena
HEI CAROLINE ...
she kind of froze in place, only the other two turned around ...
"Hm Caroline, Gabriel is calling you.."
"I know I heard ..."
She turned to me with a fake smile, "oo~~hi hi Gabriel, what's up?"
"Um OK, come on Elena, let's leave the two of them alone ..."
Caroline, can I take you home? when I said that, she started to tremble
"Actually, my mom is coming to pick me up today, no need ...."
"I wanted to talk to you about all this..."
What do you have to say? I seduced you into doing all that...
I'm just upset that you didn't come talk to me after everything...
I am feeling used and discarded... I also won't say that I am a virgin.
I was with one guy once and it was the only time, but this, this was different.
I've also been wondering if there's something wrong with me, I shouldn't
doing that in such a sneaky way....
Thoughts: there it is, it's never black and white when it comes to these things
there are always problems, feelings are not as simple as those
people talk, they always say it's just sex, it doesn't lead to anything
it's just moving on, there it is, moving on...
"Caroline, listen to our desires, they are things we often cannot control."
it's connected to our nature, when we give in to it
we end up doing crazy things
I didn't talk to you these days because I was afraid that
you would get pregnant ...
Caroline: WHAT? I am not pregnant, before that happened I had
taken a pill ....
"Ah, I see. Phew, I thought I would be a dad at 15."
actually, I thought I would die at 15 years old because if you got pregnant
your mother would have killed me, brought me back to life, and killed me again...
Caroline "PUFF hahaha yes, you're right, I think she would actually kill us both."
"so everything is fine between us, right? no hard feelings?"
Caroline: "Of course, you silly, I know you don't love me."
but I can't say I wasn't jealous when you talked about that "girl from Los Angeles"
and also, I wasn't having those thoughts, but I saw how you talked about her
I knew she wasn't just anyone...
what's her name?
Her name is Tory, she is the same age as me, and she also carries a very heavy burden.
she has been working since she was 13 to take care of her sick mother with blood cancer
and also for her little brother, she gives her all ..
her personality is like a tigress, totally aggressive, but this is the way she
found to protect herself from the enormous weight she carries...
Caroline: "... I wanted to meet Tory and be her friend"
I would help her .....
😀😁 you are definitely very cool, Caroline, I am lucky to have you as a friend
Caroline: "Haha, yes, I am very nice, thank me more..."
hahaha
2 months later...
In the end, everything was fine with Caroline, and my life has been going
pretty normal, I have been strengthening myself with magic, I am using magic
like a physical strengthening, it's very difficult, it's as if I were
all the time using all my concentration for this
but using this I fall just below a vampire in terms of physical strength
of course, I'm still not as fast as one, but I'm already above the Olympic level in terms of speed
maybe I run as fast as a Cheetah
I'm waiting for the protagonist of the story to arrive in Mystic Falls.
in this case, Stefan Salvatore
I want to borrow his diary without him knowing, of course.
I need to find out what he knows about them.
since in every place I went, no one knew anything and thought I
was making fun of them ...
since that time until now I haven't grown another cm, I'm stuck at 182 cm
I wanted to go back to Los Angeles with 1.90 to impress Tory, but I think
that it won't be possible Haha
I still haven't tested if my theory was right about me being the peak of evolution of any race.
I mean, the only werewolf I know is Tyler Lockwood.
like, what exactly would I say to him ..
"Hey, bite my arm so I can turn into a werewolf hahaha that would be totally gay dude, it's really weird."
that's why I'm also researching hypnosis spells
but so far I haven't found anything about it ....
the best way would be to use a vampire to hypnotize him for me
the only "cool" vampire I know who would at least consider doing this is Stefan
but I'm not so sure about that
I don't know exactly when he comes back to town.
so the only thing I can do is wait .....
3 weeks later... in my room at night
I looked into my finances, um, money is definitely no longer a problem.
33 million dollars, when Bitcoin is launched in this world I will definitely invest around 1 million.
but I'm not sure if this is also a thing here, it's not literally the "real" world
so I'm not sure about that, the only thing I can do right now is wait .....