Download Chereads APP
Chereads App StoreGoogle Play
Chereads

Unwanted Suicide

🇯🇵Dawnsick
--
chs / week
--
NOT RATINGS
60
Views
Synopsis
Not a romance novel, but truly a novel I wanted to write to quench my ability of english language which would disappear apparently if I don't practice. I had this story in my mind since I had engaged myself in the art of overthinking at midnight.

Table of contents

Latest Update1
Prologue3 days ago
VIEW MORE

Chapter 1 - Prologue

"I love you"

A man in his thirties with a passionate voice screamed to a woman in front of him. They were both standing on a lonesome path. He was wearing quite different outfit. With the way the man called out the person it totally felt like a confession you'd make to your special someone.

The man has chosen to confess his feelings on this specific day as it was a peasant one, the weather was cold. It was the best time snowing would start. The man worn a dyed leather coat which had marks of scratches of some wild animal. He had a weird hat covering his later half of his face. He looked like a man in his thirties with the way he sounded. The snow had yet to start and perhaps the man had already pre-planned this confession beforehand keeping the weather so as to avoid any inconvenience in his confession.

Ah again this same dream!

The voice of a girl who was perhaps proclaiming this situation was a dream. This was because she has had this same dream since her early teenage. Earlier she thought of this as a normal dream, but as the time passed by she had gradually understood this as some sort of trauma from her previous life and after further examination by a psychologist she had confirmed that this was her trauma which was haunting her in the dreams or perhaps it maybe some sign of danger...

If I remember correctly then the next scene would be of the guards...

The girl had memorized every part this dream. She was familiar to every backgrounds and the faces of everyone she had seen that dream even though the vision was a bit fuzzy.

"Yukiko-sama I've been thinking about our relationship a lot lately. I had imagined you to be my perfect girl, but I think I had got the wrong idea."

"Takeshi-kun why are you saying such thing, we had decided to solve this problem together didn't we? Then why are you trying to approach it in the way I don't like and why are are you addressing me using honourifics! I had told you that I hate people who call me with respect when I have close bond with them!" The girl said those words while holding her tears. She didn't try to hide them showing how much she cared for Takeshi or perhaps she had thought he would probably try to comfort her in her vulnerable state. But the man had already made his decision so there was no looking back now.

Wait I don't remember having this part of dream earlier. Did I forget it? No I definitely didn't, I had written this dream in my diary from every detail but I still don't remember this part of their conversation. Wait this is definitely I haven't seen till now. I could just wake up but as I need to get to the roots of this weirdly romantic dreams I think I should let it continue...

"Yukiko-sama let's part our ways." He took a deep breath and now looking in her crystal coloured eyes he said as he stood up from the marble textured stairs and started heading down of the circular stairs.

The woman started crying silently or perhaps she now didn't want the man to hear her cry and now that he wasn't seen insight of the woman.

Aww I totally feel bad for her . So now then let's see how the next scene plays!

The girl was totally into the dream feeling every of the woman's emotions or perhaps she was thinking of her as in the woman's place. The dream was faint as always so there wasn't much to be noticed around apart from the circular stairs.

"Tsubaki-sama why are they taking takeshi-kun away? Didn't everyone he know that he would never do such bad thing! He is not like that then why isn't anyone stopping the guards" The woman was screaming to her sister trying to stop the guards who were taking Takeshi.

"He was never such a type of person who would do such kind of thing then why are the guards taking him to that dungeon!" Yukiko was using every ounce of her strength to stop the guards but she had been held by two of her maids. The man wasn't resisting the guards probably because he had known this would happen. He wasn't turning around just like when he had said Yukiko that they had to part their ways.

There were many well bred or perhaps the higher class people gathered in that big hall, just like what would happen while sentencing criminals so as to showcase their superiority for no particular reason. Excluding a few, every other person in that room was filled with a anger on their faces and had their looks on the man who was being sentenced to his death, he will be taken to the dungeon owned by the emperor and would very likely be fed to the wild animals.

Yeah I remember this scene this was the second last one before that weird one on that same place on that same path.

"Well then this is the last goodbye from my side..."

Wait I had decided that whenever this dream happens again I had to look at his face in this scene...

"I know you will be doing good now" Wait "There are many things I had to say to you but I think they don't matter as it's too late" Huh... I can't look up to his face, this way I won't be able to catch the feelings behind his last words.

"Thank you Yuki. For meeting me again"

"Yes! Thank you Takashi for doing this for me" The place was the same one where Takashi had decided to confess to Yukiko. The white fuzziness in the dream was now gone. The man and the woman were looking at each other waiting for the other one to speak. The man raised his right hand to touch her face but, suddenly a sound was heard.

Splash

A sound of water could be heard from faraway of a seashore. But this wasn't the sound of water. Probably of the leaves brushing or falling due to the season being autumn. No, it wasn't.

Suddenly a head appearedwas to be falling on the ground making another sound as it hit the ground.

The girl suddenly woke up in a panicked state. She was sweating after what she had seen at the last of her dream.

That dream was sure something big this time.

She had now left her bed and was now looking at herself in the mirror.

Huh?