•Here I stand again, "Latef" I'm crazy rational and madly sane.. Calm and every part of me wants to bring down the other.. As if I want to stumble again.. I don't understand the reason but I badly need some inspiration.. I'm content with the war internally me and my schizophrenia on the battlefield ready.. I'm ready to commit folly and it's ready to stop me from ruining everything.. Shhh.. She's sleeping in my coffin and in the grave of my room.. Don't disturb her.. Don't dare.. You all encouraged me to kill her, no one tried to stop me.. Ya Allah, wake up I won't listen to them again, you corpse of the world.. I've retired from loving the living.. I love death now and hum to the highest love.. Take me to you let me see what you see I'm unable to accept the idea that fates are tired and I can't see..
Malek: you wants to get there, you wants to meet her soul again?
•Yes and at any price..
Malek: If you just listen to my voice.
•But everyone said you sound like the devil..
Malek: It's not my fault that they're alone with their devils..and they know her voice very well..I'm here for you only.
•But you're invisible even to me..
Malek: When did you last see yourself..Surrounded by love from all sides..holding a cigarette and thinking like the greats..I pulled you out of the damned depression..and made you a legend whose denier will die but it will live.
•Why you should be always be right?
Malek:..Inside every human being in all his cells and corners We are what surrounds you..We are love and hate..But no one but you listens..
•This nonsense is shattering the folds of my mind
Malek: Calm down
•I am suffocating..I do not understand..I do not comprehend
Malek:..I said calm down..People do not care what happens inside you..Your outside is what convinces them of everything..And you have made your outside a paradise that burns without burning..
•You are the one who lights up..
Malek: Your frail body is what lights up..And money..And sons..And beautiful women..And banks..Blood and scars..And even the mind and madness..The adornment of the world..make_up boy..Just bad cosmetics
•And what am I now? a painting?..I mean colored..If I was not really burning, why would I appear as ashes..
Malek: "latef" Remember, you drain your feelings quickly, and no one could bear for all this evil to appear..People have really gone too far..And love Last hope..
•I don't understand many details and my mind can't comprehend the matter..
Malek: Slow down, take a breath.. cool down.. you'll be fine now.. calm down.
•what about her? the one lying on my coffin.
Malek: we'll take you to her as soon as you finish your mission..
•How can we pay you?
Malek: boy, stop this farce of fame and money, we said it's just distractions.. stop angering me.. even though you're not really to blame.. there's still something human in you.. that boy inside you will get you into adult problems.
• I apologize.
Malek: Never mind, I'm the only one you owe everything to.. and I only ask that you listen to me carefully.. and I give you the recipe for great royalty.. how you become a god?
•But what will they say?
Malek:.Aaah don't worry..everyone is interested in the matter..and believe me even their elders will want to steal the opportunity..they will listen and listen with all caution
•what are you waiting for I am listening
Malek:..haha people always will race to know the secret without shame..the important thing is gather the world in a circle..bring out their insides one by one put it in front of them..dirtiness will appear and purity will appear..in short, put an end to this damned hypocrisy..let lovers live their world..and the wise men their world..and psychologists their world..without anyone interfering in anyone else's affairs
•Oh damn world , listen to me..I went crazy in my twenties..and lost my mind completely..but I am listening..listen to something that is about to blind people from the intensity of its brilliance..and you people listen to me..I am an artery that everyone is trying to cut..the world will not last..neither its land..nor its borders..nor its rulers..
Malek: And if you want to Become a god.. Be the purest and cleanest ever!
•Everyone will love you to the point that no one will notice your flaws
Malek: . And everyone is busy loving you so you become perfect and complete
•Just like Sifat Allah Wahid,,?
Malek: .. Not really but a wise person once told me that it is a superficial society.. It does not care about what happens inside it.. Rather, it is the outside that convinces people of everything
•.. No no no no sultans here, take control of your death first.. End the matter immediately.. Order it not to take you.. And we will all be convinced, Insha'Allah
•..And the idea increases every time someone drops me..And the idea increases in horror..I become something that does not fall..Bring the worst of you, I am a beggar for inspiration..And believe me, if you are present in my life..just because you inspire me in some way..I split up and did not realize that we got closer than it should have..We are the last flash..Me, me and all my followers..My little Milena, sex is not enough to calm my headache..Why? What does it have to do with you?
Malek: ..I want to expose people, my friend
..Please finish their question
Malek..Fools are too inept to find answers..That's why they just keep asking their questions..Why? What does it have to do with you? Throw yourself between me and me and end your fear .. We will embrace you .. We are love if we find it we cling to it without leaving .. We talk about love not about the filth that you celebrate once a year.
•.. And I no longer differentiate which one is Valentine and which one is Halloween and which one is the end of my life and which one is the end of the year .. The matter is really intractable .. I no longer walk and people carry my body from one place to another .. And I am not here .. I am talking to God on a hill and I am intoxicated .. How do I love you? Like people love or like I love .. Humans need a hug
Malek: Stop you will spoil everything
•.. I apologize
•I will hug you! but they won't leave you alone.. One as you can see.. I am lucky in my love for you and hatred of people at the same time.. Let's wake up hugging.. Damn the writers they are all lies.. The printing press does everything.. I meet the voices I get intoxicated by their truth and cook I put my plate and some wine on the stage.. I leave the audience with an open mouth even if I write in my sleep.. I wake up I put on "latef" perfume and bathe in black.. You see I am not only talented.. I am talented.. Language will reject but I am two things.. I commit two sins.. You look performative and beautiful.. You look desperate and happy.. You look warm good news.. And your smile is like proof of God's forgiveness for all human sins
Malek:.. Stop you are ruining it again
•.. okey .. okey. Another covenant Yama.. I finally agreed with myself.. Remember I used to run away from home at night because I used to throw arrows of love everywhere.. I was innocent and young.. Share the crime with me
Malek: ..With pleasure..We love love..Don't you love me!?
•..The Lord brought me together..The Lord put us here..We moved away near the God..And I moved away from you..And there is no hope my friend..Let the matter become unfair..Get us for the price of a weapon..As long as it will be placed between your eyes in the end..We have nothing to lose..If the last word..Damn them..Take me to her and finish their matter..And listen to my whisper..Your whisper is Adan.