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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: A Barren Dutchess

The candlelight flickered against the dark mahogany walls of the duke's study. Eleanor sat by the window, her slender fingers tracing the edge of her porcelain teacup. She was wrapped in an elegant emerald gown, the color setting off her pale skin and auburn hair. Alfred paced the room, his tall frame tense with restless energy, his brow furrowed as he fiddled with his gold pocket watch.

"It's a matter of legacy, Eleanor," Alfred began, his deep voice cutting through the quiet. "I need an heir, someone to carry the family name and inherit what I've spent my life building. A son is the only logical choice."

Eleanor sighed, placing her cup on the table with a soft clink. "Logical, Alfred? Is that all this is to you? A matter of logic? Have you no room for sentiment? For dreams?"

Alfred paused, turning to look at her. "Dreams?" he asked, his voice softening slightly. "What dreams do you mean?"

She met his gaze, her blue eyes shimmering with unspoken longing. "A daughter, Alfred. I've always wanted a daughter. Someone to dress in fine silks and pearls, to bring to court, to guide through her first season. To see her dance at her debut ball…" Her voice trailed off, a wistful smile touching her lips.

Alfred's brow furrowed. "And what of the estate, Eleanor? What of the land, the title? It must pass to a son, or do you expect a daughter to shoulder that burden?"

Eleanor stood, crossing the room to stand before him. "And what of love, Alfred? What of the joy a child brings to a home? Do you think of nothing beyond duty?"

He sighed, his expression softening as he reached for her hands. "I do think of love, my dear. But I also think of the future. The family name must endure."

They stood in silence for a moment, their opposing desires a tangible weight between them. At last, Eleanor spoke, her voice quiet but firm. "I've been told there's a child—a girl. From Africa. She's...different, yes, but perhaps she's meant to be ours."

Alfred's brow shot up, a mixture of surprise and hesitation crossing his face. "Africa? Eleanor, do you truly believe society would accept—"

"Society can be damned, Alfred," she interrupted, her voice fierce. "Do we not make the rules of our own house? This girl needs a home, and I need a daughter."

Alfred shook his head, his fingers tightening around hers. "And what of my heir? My son?"

Eleanor stepped back, her gaze unwavering. "If you wish to adopt a boy as well, so be it. But know this, Alfred: I will not abandon my hope of a daughter."

The duke stared at her, his thoughts a storm behind his dark eyes. At last, he gave a reluctant nod. "Very well. But mark my words, Eleanor. This will not be easy."

She smiled faintly, her heart lifting for the first time in years. "Nothing worth having ever is.

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Duke Alfred had always been a man of careful deliberation. His every step, every decision, was calculated with precision, a reflection of his noble upbringing. When he resolved to adopt a boy, his heir, he approached the matter with the same meticulous attention to detail he applied to everything in his life.

The orphanage, St. George's Home for the Lost and Found, was nestled on the outskirts of London, a sprawling yet somber building that bore the wear of countless years. Its ivy-covered facade stood as a testament to its history, while its creaking gates seemed to whisper stories of countless children who had passed through.

When Alfred arrived, his carriage drew the curious eyes of a group of children playing near the gates. They stood still, their dirt-streaked faces peering at the impeccably dressed duke with wide, hopeful eyes.

Inside, Mrs. Matilda Frobisher, the matron of the orphanage, greeted him. A stout woman with a sharp tongue and a surprisingly warm heart, Mrs. Frobisher led Alfred through the halls, her clacking heels echoing off the stone floors.

"I must say, Your Grace," she began, her tone a blend of deference and frankness, "we've had many visitors, but it isn't every day we're graced by a duke. A son, you said? Perhaps you'll find what you're looking for here. Though, mind you, boys of that age can be... spirited."

Alfred offered her a polite nod. "Spiritedness can be tamed with guidance and discipline, Mrs. Frobisher. I am not seeking perfection, only potential."

They stopped outside a room where several boys sat quietly, engaged in various activities. Some read tattered books, others played with makeshift toys. But Alfred's attention was drawn to a solitary figure seated near a window, gazing out with a pensive expression.

"That's Thomas," Mrs. Frobisher said, following his gaze. "Six years old. Bright as a button but quiet. He's been here for nearly three years. His parents..." She hesitated. "Tragic circumstances, Your Grace. But he's a good lad, no trouble at all."

Alfred stepped closer. "Thomas."

The boy turned, his hazel eyes meeting Alfred's with a mixture of curiosity and caution. He rose to his feet, his small hands clutching a well-worn book.

"Your Grace," he said softly, bowing his head.

The duke smiled faintly. "Do you like to read, Thomas?"

"Yes, sir. I—I like stories about knights and kings."

Alfred's smile deepened. "Knights and kings, hmm? Do you know what makes a good knight?"

Thomas tilted his head, thinking. "They're brave, and they always do what's right."

"Indeed," Alfred said, impressed by the boy's earnestness. He turned to Mrs. Frobisher. "I've seen enough. Prepare the paperwork. Thomas will join my household."

The matron's face lit up. "Very good, Your Grace. Very good indeed."

Thomas looked between the duke and Mrs. Frobisher, his small face a mixture of confusion and cautious hope. "Sir... am I going with you?"

Alfred knelt, bringing himself to the boy's eye level. "Yes, Thomas. You will come with me. I will teach you, guide you, and give you the life you deserve. But tell me, do you wish to join my family?"

Thomas's eyes filled with tears, but he blinked them away quickly. He nodded, his voice barely above a whisper. "Yes, sir. I would like that very much."

With that, Alfred extended a hand, which Thomas took hesitantly at first but then held tightly, as though afraid to let go.

As the carriage rolled away from St. George's, Alfred observed the boy beside him. Thomas sat upright, clutching his book as if it were a lifeline. The boy's quiet strength and thoughtfulness reminded Alfred of himself at that age.

"Thomas," Alfred said after a moment. "You'll need a proper name for your new life. Do you have a middle name?"

"Edward, sir," the boy replied.

"Thomas Edward it is, then," Alfred said. "A fine name for a fine young man. Welcome to Mayfair, Thomas Edward."

As the carriage entered the bustling streets of London, Alfred allowed himself a rare smile. For the first time in years, he felt a glimmer of satisfaction. His household was growing, and with it, the legacy he had worked so hard to preserve.

Little did he know, the new members of his household—Adesuwa and Thomas—would soon bring change, challenge, and a renewed sense of purpose to the lives of both the duke and duchess.

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The carriage rolled to a halt in front of Hastings Manor, an opulent estate nestled in the heart of Mayfair. The grand palace was a testament to centuries of wealth and tradition. Its tall, arched windows gleamed in the afternoon sun, and the vast expanse of manicured gardens stretched as far as the eye could see. The Duke, Alfred of Hastings, stepped out first, adjusting his coat before turning to help the boy down.

Thomas, a cautious six-year-old with bright, curious eyes, hesitated for a moment. The sight of the sprawling estate left him speechless. He clutched the small bag containing his meager belongings and glanced up at Alfred, who gave him an encouraging nod.

"Come now, Thomas," the Duke said warmly, his deep voice steady and reassuring. "This is your home now."

Home. The word hung in the air as Thomas followed the Duke up the marble steps and through the grand double doors. Inside, the foyer opened into a breathtaking hall with high ceilings adorned with intricate chandeliers. Ornate tapestries depicting the Hastings family lineage hung along the walls, and the polished floors gleamed like mirrors.

Eleanor, the Duchess of Hastings, descended the grand staircase with grace, her emerald gown sweeping the steps behind her. Her face lit up at the sight of Thomas, her eyes soft with maternal affection.

"Alfred," she said, her voice warm and musical. "And this must be Thomas." She knelt gracefully before the boy, her smile kind and welcoming. "Welcome, dear. You must be tired after your journey."

Thomas shifted nervously, but Eleanor extended her hand, and he hesitantly placed his small hand in hers. "Thank you, Your Grace," he mumbled, his voice barely audible.

Eleanor chuckled softly. "You may call me Aunt Eleanor if you wish. There is no need for formalities in your home." She stood and addressed the butler, who had been waiting silently. "Mr. Bellamy, ensure Thomas's room is prepared and arrange for a proper meal in the dining hall."

The butler bowed and departed swiftly. Eleanor turned her attention back to Thomas. "I hope you enjoy roast beef and Yorkshire pudding. You'll find we eat quite well here." She winked, her tone light and playful, easing some of the boy's tension.

Thomas's eyes widened at the mention of food. "Yes, Aunt Eleanor. Thank you."

Alfred placed a firm but gentle hand on the boy's shoulder. "You'll be treated as one of us, Thomas. Whatever you need, you have only to ask. Do you understand?"

Thomas nodded, his small frame trembling slightly under the weight of their kindness.

Eleanor reached out, brushing a stray curl from Thomas's forehead. "You'll settle in soon enough, my dear. And there's more exciting news. You'll have a sister joining us very soon. Her name is Emma. She's coming all the way from Africa."

Thomas blinked, his youthful curiosity piqued. "A sister?" he asked softly.

"Indeed," Eleanor said, her voice tinged with excitement. "She'll be your companion, your equal. You'll grow up together, learn together, and, hopefully, become the best of friends. This is your family now, Thomas."

As Eleanor spoke, Alfred watched the boy closely. The Duke rarely wore his emotions on his sleeve, but the corners of his mouth lifted slightly, a hint of satisfaction crossing his face.

Eleanor straightened and gestured toward the staircase. "Come now, Thomas. Let's show you your room. Dinner will be ready shortly, and after that, I'll read you a story before bed. Would you like that?"

Thomas nodded again, his grip on his small bag loosening as a faint smile crept onto his face. For the first time in a long while, he felt a glimmer of hope. Perhaps this grand palace could truly be his home, and perhaps these kind strangers could become his family.

As he followed Eleanor up the staircase, the echoes of their footsteps filled the hall, and for a moment, Hastings Manor seemed to hold its breath, as if awaiting the arrival of a new chapter in its storied history.

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Eleanor led Thomas down a long, carpeted corridor lined with portraits of past Dukes and Duchesses of Hastings. The air was faintly scented with lavender, and the soft flicker of wall sconces cast a warm glow. She stopped in front of a door painted a deep, regal blue and opened it to reveal a room that could have been taken from a fairy tale.

The bed, draped in soft linens of cream and gold, stood against the far wall, with a plush red canopy hanging above it. A small fireplace crackled gently, casting shadows that danced across the intricate wallpaper. On one side of the room was a shelf already stocked with books, and beside it stood a small desk and chair. A window overlooked the gardens, where a fountain bubbled serenely.

Thomas hesitated at the threshold, his eyes wide as he took in the space. "Is this… mine?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Eleanor smiled and knelt beside him, taking his small hand in hers. "Yes, Thomas. This is your room now. Everything here belongs to you."

The boy's lip trembled, and he blinked rapidly to hold back tears. "I've never had a room like this before."

Alfred, who had followed silently, stepped forward. "You'll find we believe in comfort here, Thomas. And in family."

The words hung in the air, and Thomas clutched his bag tightly. For a moment, it seemed as though he might retreat, but Eleanor reached out and gently removed the bag from his hands. She set it down near the wardrobe, then guided him to the bed.

"Why don't you sit for a moment?" she suggested. "The staff will unpack for you, and I'll send someone to draw you a bath before dinner. But for now, you must get comfortable."

Thomas sat tentatively on the edge of the bed, his small fingers tracing the embroidery on the blanket. Eleanor perched beside him, her smile warm and patient.

"I've always wanted a child to care for," she said softly, her tone as soothing as a lullaby. "And now I have you. We're going to be very happy, Thomas. You'll see."

Thomas looked up at her, his eyes filled with something between hope and disbelief. "Do you mean that? That I'm really… part of your family?"

Eleanor's heart ached at the vulnerability in his voice. She reached out and cupped his cheek. "Of course, my dear. You're my son now. And I promise, you'll never feel alone again."

Thomas stared at her for a moment longer, then, to her surprise, flung his small arms around her neck. Eleanor embraced him tightly, her heart swelling with emotion.

"I never had a mother," Thomas whispered. "But… can I call you Mother?"

Eleanor's eyes brimmed with tears. She pulled back slightly to look into his face, her smile radiant. "You may, Thomas. I would be honored."

Alfred, standing near the door, cleared his throat. "And I suppose you'll need a father too, eh?" he said gruffly, though there was a warmth in his voice that hadn't been there before.

Thomas glanced at the Duke, his expression uncertain. "Do you mean it? You'd want me to call you Father?"

The Duke stepped forward, his towering presence somehow softened by the gentleness in his gaze. He placed a hand on Thomas's shoulder and gave a firm nod. "Yes, Thomas. From this day on, you are my son. And I will do everything in my power to ensure you grow up strong and capable."

Thomas looked between the two of them, his small face breaking into a shy smile. "Thank you… Mother. Thank you… Father."

Eleanor wiped a tear from her cheek and kissed the top of his head. "You're a brave boy, Thomas. And you're home now."

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That evening, Thomas joined the Duke and Duchess in the grand dining hall, where a feast awaited him. The table was set with crystal glasses, gleaming silverware, and platters of roast beef, potatoes, steamed vegetables, and Yorkshire pudding. Thomas ate with gusto, his eyes lighting up with each bite. Eleanor encouraged him to take seconds, laughing softly when he asked for more pudding.

After dinner, Eleanor took him to the sitting room, where she read him a story about knights and dragons. Thomas sat close to her, his head resting on her arm, his earlier nervousness melting away. When it was time for bed, Eleanor tucked him in, smoothing the covers over him with a mother's care.

As she and Alfred left the room, Thomas called out softly, "Goodnight, Mother. Goodnight, Father."

Alfred paused in the doorway, a rare smile gracing his face. "Goodnight, son."

Eleanor and Alfred exchanged a glance, their hearts full. Thomas had already begun to settle into his new life, and they knew they had made the right choice. Upstairs, in his new bed, Thomas fell asleep with a full stomach and a full heart, dreaming of the sister he would soon meet and the family he was already beginning to love.