Why?
Why? Why? Why?
Why now, all all damn times!?
After all that damn talk of wanting Lilliana-san to let her trust in me to help protect the village-!
How could I let myself get injured like this? How, damn it!? Ugh!
So stupid. I was so stupid and careless.
This sucks.
Am I an idiot? No, I really am an idiot.
Once again, I make promises that I can't keep.
I couldn't do it in Thersha.
I couldn't do it in the Underworld.
And now, I couldn't do it in Komaia Village.
Whenever I couldn't keep an important promise, someone died.
Someone close to me perished in a horrifying fashion, thanks to my incompetence.
It can't keep happening. I can't let others get hurt. Not again, and again, and again, and again, and again.
Only I deserve to get hurt. Only me.
Only me, the weakling, the useless Daizen Shizaki.
