Chapter 2
First Time
Part 1
It has seemed my world around me had changed completely, after finding out that my mother had been forced to have sex with a seventy-year-old man at the age of fourteen. She seldom talked about her own family. I knew she hated her stepfather and now I knew why. I had always been told when I got older and found a girl; I wanted to marry that I should save myself for my first time when having sex. That moment should be special.
Something I would pass on down to my children. Yet that none of that was true. My first time was memorable, but it wasn't special. Instead, it was a crash course on how to have sex and pleasure the girl you are with. I consider Becky lucky than me and my mother. Her first time wasn't having sex with your mother, well my adoptive Mom anyway. Yet as I look back on it, parents are supposed to teach their children, so my adoptive parents were only doing what they felt was right.
I don't have any regrets about it now, but I remember how scared I was and was glad my brothers and my Dad were by my side at the time and were surrounded by people who were my friends and family. Becky only had me and my sister, Jody, and my friends. My mother should have stayed, and I wish that my father weren't the asshole he is, that he too could have been here for her. I had no love for Susan or Becky. I did not even like them.
Yet because I decided to put my feelings aside and be her big brother during her first time being with a boy and having sex. It changed us both. Not completely, but enough that we had some respect for each other. There were fewer cruel words between us and less fighting, and more understanding of each other. For the first time, I was able to see her as my sister, not some stupid animal that had no brain inside her head. I saw my sister become a woman.
I was surprised when she came down to the kitchen by herself as I was fixing us all a snack of leftovers. When she asked me if I would be by her side and hold her hand if I wanted to, as she had sex for the very first time. She took my hand like she was my sister, and I was her brother. I reached down inside of myself and pushed the feeling of hate I had for both of them aside. I laughed and said. "I guess you don't care that we're both naked anymore?"
She giggled and said. "Being naked is not as a big deal as I thought it was, now that I have actually touched a naked boy and kissed one. It was more Susan and Dad telling me how immoral it was to see boys naked or without a shirt on or in a pair of shorts and barefoot or watching other girls kiss boys.
Mom is right. There is nothing scary or different from seeing someone naked. Besides, I know you won't lie to me as Susan and Mom did. You will always give me an honest answer. Like if I ask how many girls you have actually been with? Or how many boys you have been with you'll tell me. I am sick of lies and secrets. Susan said I would hate kissing boys, that I would hate having sex with them, I should hate touching them, and how gross it would be to stick a boy's penis inside my mouth and have him climax inside of it.
"So many things I would hate because I was stupid enough to believe her, finding it all untrue. I enjoyed kissing Evan, and enjoyed stimulating him orally, and liked him doing it to me as well as the girls did, but better. All this time Susan was telling me I shouldn't look at them naked.
"Yet we would sneak into boy's locker rooms and watch them shower or look through porn magazines discussing how big their penises were. Sometimes we would turn our heads when you think we aren't looking at you and your friends running around the house naked or skinny dipping. And now to come to find out that she has been having sex for months, paid or not makes a difference. When it was all a lie, and she did it so I could never know what it was really like.
"No, I want you there. I want no more secrets. I am sorry I was cruel to you and Aaron all these years. I am calling a truce, standing naked in front of you, hiding nothing from you. Now that I understand what that actually means. No masks, no hidden secrets. Just us being us and sharing ourselves. You see, I was listening and watching. I just did not understand it. That being naked wasn't about sex, it wasn't about showing off your penis or how big your breasts are. It was showing yourself, it had nothing to do with being naked at all. I understand that now."
I was stunned because she apologized to me. She did not hide the fact that she was naked. She still blushed when I looked down at her breasts or her sweet spot, but she let me and did not hide the fact that I had embarrassed her by looking. I offered my bedroom because it had a bigger bed.
I made it clear up front that I was never going to have sex with her or stimulate her or let her do the same to me. All she really wanted was just to feel my penis to see if it feels any different from Evan's. That I would allow, but nothing else and she was more than fine with it. She gave it a few strokes and brought it from a soft state to a hard state. She said. "It feels exactly the same as Evans. I have always wondered what one would actually feel like instead of seeing one in a magazine or from a distance."
Susan spooked us as she said. "I can't believe it. My own sister has just masturbated her own brother. Next thing I know you will be bathing together and have sex together."
Jody came in and saved me and said. "And what's wrong with bathing together? I have bathed with my brothers most of my life. I have even stimulated them or what you call masturbating them by hand or orally and the other is simply none of your damn business. I love your nightgown, it's so childish don't you think? Considering if you were sleeping with a boy, it's always best if you are both naked."
Jody grabbed my hand and said. "Evan was wondering if you two are coming. Cindy and I thought it would be best if you boys were seeing what it is like for us when it is our first time. So, we thought considering you had the bigger bed it would be more comfortable. Because we girls needed more room than you boys so Becky can have a pleasant experience."
Susan looked angrily at Becky and said. "I hope you bleed like a stuck pig and hurts like hell that you realize that sex is not for you, but only for smart people that aren't sinning against God by having sex with their own brothers. You are so all going to hell, and I can't wait to tell Dad all about how you raped your own little sister and fucked her brains out."
I ignored her and took Becky's hand and said to Becky. "To answer your question about my sex life I will tell you because you asked me to and to give you an honest answer. I have had sex with ten women and eight girls about my age. I have kissed and stimulated at least fifty or more.
I have stimulated my adoptive brother and my Dad, and my adoptive Mom and we have had mind-blowing sex at least eight, maybe nine times. I have had sex with Jody and my sister Kerry numerous times. I am not sure if that counts as a family because we aren't biologically by blood. Yet they have adopted me as one of them, so in a way, they are as much as my actual family as this one is.
"I have three best friends where I live and have stimulated them. I have a nudist boyfriend named Dillon and I have stimulated him and his two friends and his parents as well as had mind-blowing sex with his mother. I have stimulated Officer Kenly, Bishop Earl, and haven't yet had sex with Greg's Mom, but I plan to and the same goes for Officer Kenly's wife.
"I have yet to stimulate Aaron or his friends and have yet to have sex with all my best friend's mothers or sisters back home, but I will. I have had sex with Kenny's and Zane's mothers, and I have stimulated both their boys and Jim Bob, and Evan. I have stimulated Dave and Mr. Stringham and Kyle our local Pizza guy.
"All of them I have kissed. Boy, woman, girl, brothers, except for Aaron. I have kissed my sisters Jody and Kerry and my adoptive Mom and my Dad and my mother. I will not have sex with you, Susan, or … our mother, but Mom has stimulated me numerous times." I wasn't about to tell Becky that I lied about having sex with her to protect our secret. So, I paused and said, looking her straight in the eye. "And I will not kiss you or stimulate you in any way. And I ask you not to even ask me to and will not in a million years do so with my abusive, no-good asshole father.
"I will be more than happy to be there for your first-time having sex with a boy and hold your hand if you need me too as your big brother and a friend. As far as bathing together, absolutely, I am willing to share a tub or shower with you. We can wash each other's backs, fronts, and sex parts or groom each other. I freaking do not care. I just draw the line at sex, kissing, and stimulating each other. A stroke now and again is like shaking my hand and I don't consider that stimulating me.
"And if Susan says one damn thing about it or the fact of what she knows now. She'll wish she were dead when everyone will deny it all and have so much proof against her stating that she is not the innocent little prince's her father thinks she is, and that is not a threat that's a promise.
I agree with Jody about your sister's nightgown. It's so childish, that I haven't worn a pair of PJs since I was eight years old. I slept in my boxers until I was fifteen. Now I sleep naked like my sisters Jody and Kerry and my brothers.
"Being naked means nothing to me or them or my friends. All it is, as you said just showing our true selves and having no secrets. I don't get aroused by seeing any boy, girl or woman, sister, mother, father, brother, or best friend naked. All of us nudists like that to happen with foreplay for that to happen, and when it does happen by accident, and it does. We simply just don't care and ignore it. Unless we intended to have mind-blowing sex or stimulate each other.
"So, goodnight, Susan, and I wish you sweet dreams, but I doubt that would ever happen. When your little sister is about to have mind-blowing sex and scream with such pleasure that you will not be able to sleep tonight. I plan to have mind-blowing sex outside on the back lawn near your bedroom window. So, you can hear not only her but my sister Jody scream and Greg's sister Cindy scream as we boys pleasure them, and all of it is for free because I love each one of them." I left Susan standing there as she watched each of our cute bare butts walk down the hall, watching me put the cold sandwiches in the fridge for later.
Mom smiled at me for sticking up for Becky and asked if she could be there as well while Dave was taking a shower. The fact she was still naked, or she kissed me like any other boy did not faze Becky nor did the fact that Mom stroked me, Mom did the same to Becky and said. "It doesn't hurt that bad, and you shouldn't bleed like a stuck pig. It will be like having your time of the month."
I knew Becky was scared, so I squeezed her hand and said. "If it hurts too much, you can always tell Evan to stop, and nobody will be angry." Mom nodded that she wouldn't. She told Becky the honest truth that if she said no, she would understand, and we would wait until she was ready.
Cindy had everything ready like a surgeon, KY jelly, and plenty of towels just in case and several condoms, and a fake penis. Something that looked like a turkey baster with water in it and a plastic hospital pan with water and a bathing sponge and a package of baby wipes.
Mom did not ask if it was really her first time. It was hard to lie about it with how fast Susan adapted to taking off all her clothes and having hardcore sex, screaming in pleasure so quickly. Well, I think she was naked when having sex. I just know she wasn't when she thought she was going to shower with Jim Bob. At that time, she was wearing a full bathrobe, not like the ones I and my mother have, but a cute purple fuzzy bathrobe.
Becky was scared, and nervous about doing any part of it. She was still getting accustomed to having us see her naked. She kept trying to cover up with her hands, then realized it was just plain stupid because every person here was naked and we simply did not care. I watched her look at all our penises and none of them were hard except mine because of her and Mom making it that way. She knew up front that I wasn't embarrassed about it and nobody else even looked at them but her.
Jody had Becky lie on the bed and Cindy was right next to her. She explained in detail exactly what was going to happen since I was hard already. She told me to get on the bed, thinking it would be better for two reasons. One: I wasn't Cindy's brother and two: I was Becky's oldest brother supporting her in her time of need, not some stranger she did not know. I watched Becky swallow hard as she watched Cindy place a condom on me. She said. "Eric is going to slip his penis inside of me to show you what Evan's going to do. No simple way to do it, but show you." She motioned me to do it. I did what I was asked and put myself inside Cindy. Becky watched my entire penis and the condom go all the way in and worked it back and forth a few times.
Cindy said. "It's just that simple. The harder he goes or the faster he goes making it a very pleasurable experience for both of us. Once you get accustomed to it, you will think oh God, please don't stop … He and you set the rhythm, giving you the choice to make it last a long time or quick and dirty rabbit sex, meaning you're done in a matter of minutes. If the boy is good like Eric and Greg are, he could keep it up for hours, going from a very hard state to climax- fully. Remain semi-hard and keep going until he is hard again and repeat until you are both worn out." Cindy had me stop and pulled off the condom and tossed it into the garbage can as I got off the bed.
Jody had Becky open up Cindy's sweet spot and feel around inside with her fingers telling her, and showing her where Evan's penis would go, she had Becky take the fake penis and insert it inside her so she could feel or see about where it needed to go. Cindy had Becky lie down and opened her up as far as she could go and took her fingers and felt inside… Becky said. "It feels tight right there," Cindy asked if it hurt when she inserted a long finger. Becky groaned and said. "Just a little," as she squirmed a little. Mom smiled and whispered to me that Becky is still a virgin, I wanted to say so was Susan until you had her have sex months ago, but I did not.
Cindy grabbed the fake penis and inserted it slowly and stopped when Becky jerked and said it hurts, Jody said. "Relax and wait for your body to get used to it. It is the first time it has experienced this. So, a minor discomfort is normal at first, then it will go away when you relax." I cringed, seeing some blood drip out of her. Becky felt it between her legs and took her fingers and felt it. Her face turned white, seeing the blood on her fingertips.
Jody said. "It is perfectly normal. It will stop in a moment."
Mom took her hand and said. "It's alright, so far it just says look I am a woman. Like the first time you had your period and bled for almost a day. You lived through it did you not?"
Becky nodded her head and said. "Yes, and you were right."
Cindy twisted the fake penis a little bit and pressed it inside her a little further. More blood came out, but Becky said it did not hurt anymore. Mom breathed a sigh of relief and Cindy slid the penis back and forth slowly, and Becky smiled. Until she noticed it was almost all the way in. She looked surprised because she thought nothing that big would fit there. She moaned with pleasure as we watched her eyes roll to the back of her head. Cindy pulled it out all the way and wiped it down with a baby wipe.
Susan snuck a peek and said. "I told you; you would bleed like a stuck pig."
Mom corrected her and said. "She bled like a woman, not a pig. I remember when you did and how you screamed seeing the blood that dripped out of you."
Becky said. "You said it would hurt, and it did not. You are such a liar, and tonight wasn't your first time." Mom pushed Susan out of my room and closed the door. No one said anything about it. Cindy cleaned Becky up and washed out all the blood and told Evan that she was now ready.
I breathed a sigh of relief because I was sure it was going to really hurt, and she would be screaming bloody murder. Even more so when the blood came dripping out. I have heard guys call it popping their cherry, now I just wanted to slap them for making fun of a girl becoming a woman. I also cringed, remembering how sore Shane and I were when the Doctor forced something up our butts and the blood that came out. It hurt like hell, and I never wanted to feel that kind of pain ever again.
Becky was given all the room on my bed as Jody cleaned up the soiled towels and replaced them with clean ones. Evan placed her hand on his penis so she could have the honor of stroking him to a hard state. As he told her he was going to do it nice and slow until she was ready for more, but he'd only go to the brink so she could experience it the other way.
I cringed, knowing it was going to hurt. Mom saw me and said. "It's different for girls than it is with guys, because of how God made us different." I wasn't sure about that, considering I had never done a girl the first time that way, and I was still having a hard time doing it with most girls, all because of Shawn and his friends.
I did not want to watch, but I did because I was here for Becky and not for myself. It did not bother me watching Evan let Becky put on a condom for him. I breathed a sigh of relief because he was practicing safe sex and hoped he would continue too, even more so with my sisters. Evan said he only used the lube for the first few times until she was comfortable about having sex this way. She understood and wiggled with excitement. The fear of him touching her with his penis and naked body was gone and the fact she stopped caring about it and everyone in the room looking at her.
She told me later that it would have bothered her more if she had never seen us have sex in front of her. Which made perfect sense considering from now on she was going to see us have sex more often and most likely join in with us. Susan, on the other hand, would always be a solo act, which was more than ok with me. After Becky and Evan got started, Cindy wanted to have sex with me on the bed next to my sister. I shrugged my shoulders because it did not matter anymore. I wasn't hiding the fact I was having sex. Everyone in my room knew I was. I was more worried about when Evan took her through the butt for the first time more than anything and wasn't sure I wanted to watch that.
Dave knocked on the door, asking how it was going in there. Mom opened the door and said. "It went really good for her first time. Cindy and Jody were hell of a lot gentler than my first time and made it a pleasant experience for her."
Dave said. "The boys made us all some sandwiches, and I thought this was a good time to take a break and let the two love birds discover the rest on their own."
I told Evan if she says no; she means no or I will kick his ass and he will be the one reimbursing you. He said he did not want the money and left it all on your dresser. I choked on hearing that.
Becky smiled and said. "So, my mother's not paying you to have sex with me?"
Evan said. "No, she is not. I heard you apologize to your brother and something I thought was more important than money."
Becky asked. "Are we still going to have sex Saturday and Sunday because this really feels amazing?" He gave her a hard, unexpected thrust, and she moaned really loudly. "Oh God, yes!" he kept doing it going deeper and bringing her up so he could kiss her as well and made himself comfortable in that position. I watched her kiss Evan as they wrapped their arms around each other. Becky said. "Kissing boys is like tasting heaven and having sex is like being there."
Evan said. "I guess you got your answer that yes, we are going to have lots of mind-blowing sex and it's on the house. Until you treat everyone like your sister Susan does. Besides, I truly believe a girl's first-time having sex or shouldn't be bought and paid for. We only require payment when a girl is a stuck-up, cold-hearted bitch like your sister. Those we charge extra for and save the bill of sale and videotape to prove we did not rape them. So far, you haven't treated me that way.
"In fact, when you apologized to your brother, was when I made up my mind that perhaps that you might be different from your sister. So, for now, it's free until I learn otherwise, and trust me I will know. Then, like your sister, you'll be lucky if anyone will ever want anything to do with you, without payment upfront.
"Let your sister chew on that. When I tell her that you didn't have paid sex for the first time, and you are going to have mind-blowing sex all weekend long. While all she'll get is a fake penis and her hand."