So it's just two hour four minutes left I'm ready now To leave everything and just turn into Nothingness but wait there's still something missing, Something I promised I would do on my last day , I have something to give to someone I haven't met her yet. How can I leave without telling her, without giving her what I promised . I know there's no point in that or anything else now because I'm going to die but still I just wana see her one last time even just a slightest glimpse of her I wana see her , give it to her, There's so many people I wana see Rn but she she's the only priority. Why I'm so stubborn Aghhh!!! I ran to her appartment where she use to to live Hoping maybe she's still here I went there and rang the bell Nobody's coming out , I rang it few more times and a dude came out I asked him about her but he Said He's living here for past 2 years when previous owner left this place. Fuck I don't have her contact info, I don't know where she lives I don't know anything about her. How I'm gonna find her in such small time. Something I have to do somethingThink Think Think!!! Internet I could find her on internet, I rushed to a cybercafe nearby but all the store's were closed since its Christmas ,,,,,
fuck what now???? Woof I hear a woof is it Joey?
Joey ya Joey's parents must have access to internet I rushed to the house where I left Joey I knocked on the Door and a women opened , behind her was Joey Nd her daughter, So you are the one who brought Joey thankyou So Much . My daughter Loves Joey much and was missing her for a long time , I can't thank u enough for bringing him back , Why won't you come in and have a seat
I Came inside and the old man was there too Wait you came here as well old man He replied," Its the only family I have left behind and I can't spend my Christmas Alone haunted by the Ghost of my beautiful wife"
I'm glad to see u haven't died yet and thanks for bringing Joey in as well I just thanked the old man and asked for a phone or laptop or anything with internet on it
Now think what can I do ? What ??? There must be something, anything, just focus??? Got it ....
I opened Instagram online and Searched for her name Fuck I can't find her She don't have an account online damm You Dumboo I know I was the one of the only reason you used social media but least you can do is Have a social presence fuckkk. I searched for her cousin name And finally I found it I got her number from her account and As Soon I got the number I called her She didn't pick twice but I called again she answered yes ! Who's this?, "Oh hey I'm Rayan Your cousin's friend "
ohhh I've heard about you dude so much I can't even tell u , u are so famous in our family, the guy who stole the heart of our princess sister ...
So why you called me ?
How Can I help you ?
Do u know Where She's at the moment, or her number or anything?
Sorry Don't have her number but 2 years ago she went to another city to work in and I think she's still there, u can try there Oh okay
Thankyou so much Thankyou
I noted Down the address nd she was saying something but I hung up the phone
I said goodbye bye to everyone at Oldman's house and said Thankyou again everyone for everything, really thankyou so much as I was rushing back the Oldman gave me his phone telling me to take it and return back later as I will need it, accept it and ran as fast as I can to the train station
The train was on Time I got aboard nd on the way I put my sim nd memory card in the Oldman's phone I know It will come handy As I restarted the phone It was filled with missed calls nd message and texts and voice notes Wait why's so many texts nd message Ohh Everyone thinks I'm dead let's just let it be that way I don't want haunt them by texting back only if they cared this much about me when I was still alive, I guess then I wouldn't be suicidal nd this happy on leaving everyone nd EVRYTHING BEHIND...