Aisel

Hi myself aisel, I am studying in class 9 in the nearby school of my town. My house is filled with girls, me my sisters and my one and only loving mother. She is tooking care of us a lot, but sometimes it becomes a problem for me and my sisters.. For example last sunday a boy was camed near by our house, he didn't rang the bell just whistled from there, but that signal my elder sister didn't heard but my mother heard it. Within seconds she came and opened the door, by seeing my mother he just ran with his life. You may wondered how did I know this, it is only because of my stupid rubber ball. While i was completing the homework for monday, I just found out my old rubber ball when you throw it then you can't catch it, it will strom around your room without a break. I know if i through that then it will not come to my hand soon but what to do my curiosity and naughtiness is always in a high count in my blood so I through it after disordering my entire room that ball directly went outside of the window, i just go and look through the window at that time a boy or a guy I don't know his age let's consider him as a boy now, so that boy is standing there by scrubing his head by one hand and started whistling looking at the window by seeing him I just go to the shades of the window and peeked through the gaps. He is still whistling then the next moment he just vanished from there, then I realised she had came there. So it is so difficult for us , I mean for the GIRLS in this house to love someone, I also wanted to love a man who is born to me, even though my mother is so being strict in everything but also she gives a lot of freedom for lot of things which can be done inside the home including games, movies, etc. Me and my elder didn't have any interest in games but when the young ones insisting we will play with them for a little while other than that we spend time for watching korean drama's. We don't like action, violence, or such things, we only like the pure love between the people's and how they are developing the love between them, how they are sacrificing for their loved ones, these are factors that influencing us towards the k-dramas. After that incident happened on sunday, mother started to take a special care about everyone she came to our room and said " angel, aisel both of you don't open the window on the front side anymore use the one on left side okey..' me and my sister just shaked our head which means a YES (forced answer) by hearing that my sisters face dusk. I know what is she thinking, she is in a relationship but she don't know how long could she can continue that with such a stern parenting. But i don't want to worry about that because i am completely free and I don't have anyone. Mostly I will not get anyone in my life, who will love a girl like me, what is special in me, even after turning fourteen i didn't get any proposal in my life. But, may be someone will come to my life and give the all pleasures that i am eagerly waiting till this age and I am damn sure that my love will happen in the school, it will starts from there, a cute boy will come and kneels before me by holding a red rose towards me and I will take hold of that with a I Do or I Will whispering from my lips. I didn't wanted to wait for long time for it to happen within a week a new boy is transferred to our class from another school..