As I walk by, my tears can't stop dropping

"what's wrong, Agshly?"

A familiar and gentle voice I always want to hear.

I turned and found the man I used to love.

"Oh, it's nothing. I'm just a little dramatic hahaha"

I responded.

I can't believe my eyes,

I thought I'll never see him again.

The gentle breeze flows and it's like a sign to distance myself from him once again.

"Still the same Girl I used to love, huh?"

He responded.

I have no words to respond, cuz he is right,

I am still the Girl who always cries in silence.

"You're still so naive and coward.

You never show them how you truly feels.

You're still the Girl who's afraid of judgement."

He added.

I felt the tears dropping into my cheeks,

the breeze is so cold and I want to go home.

"I guess I-"

"Stop pretending to be okay."

The words he said while he tightly hugged me. I hugged him back and all I remembered was crying and hugging him tight.

I woke up in the morning and found him sleeping in the chair next to the bed I'm sleeping in.

"Where am I?" I startled.

He yawned and respond

"Chelax, you passed out last night while crying and I don't know where your address is so I brought you to my house."

"Is this your room, Tom?"

"Nope, my room is nextdoor"

"So whose room is this?"

"This is your room, I bought this house before.

I was planning to propose to you, but the incident happened. I... I moved because I want you to move on."

I felt empathy in all of a sudden.

To be Honest I'm still stuck from my past and unable to move on.

I don't even know what is "happiness" anymore.

But I can't say that to him.

"...."

"I... I'm sorry, I was too naive."

"You don't need to say sorry. The past is the past."

"Even though... I want to apologize. I always want to apologize so I looked everywhere to find you, but I can't find any trace of you..."

There's a Silence covering us, it feels just like...

"I was naive too, you know"

he responded

"I left, because you asked me to. The very moment you said you don't need me anymore scars my heart and remains in my memory."

He added.

I felt like I'm the villainess who ruins the hero's world. I have a lot to say, but I know he suffers much more than I do.

please proceed to chapter2♡