Dear Pamela, today I am writing to free myself from this anguish inside me.
When I saw your smiling photos, so happy and beautiful, I wanted to be by your side, sharing this moment with you, but due to my cowardice and fear of trying, I lost her forever. My God, will I ever find someone like her? Will I ever feel the same feelings I had when I saw her for the first time? But Lord, I pray for her happiness and I consider myself one of the most miserable men on the face of the earth for leaving the love of my life. Will I ever live like this? Woe is me!!.
Today I am writing everything. I would like to talk and experience it with her, but it is too late to want to go back and try something, because I have already committed my mistake of loving her fully.