Chapter 18
"Haa…" I sighed. Now that pleasure had come to an end, what left me was the realization of what I was doing. I was not only risking my relationship with my aunt's entire family, but I was also committing a crime.
"You do what we're doing, right?" I asked. That's right. We. I wasn't going to put this on her. I was enjoying it just as much, or maybe even more. If I truly wanted to stop her, I would have done so by now yet I hadn't. This was on me more than it was on her.
I wasn't too far gone to realize that.
"It's nothing but harmless fun," Sasha replied as she got up and snuggled up to me, laying in my arms like she was a child which she practically was.
"It's not," I replied, "You know it as well as I do. Besides," I looked at her before I asked, "Shouldn't you be doing it with someone you know? Like? Or something like that?"
She came on to me without any indication. It wasn't like there was anything like this between us. The last time I saw her, she was just thirteen, the child of the family which she probably still was.
"I've always had a crush on you," She simply replied.
She was circling her finger on my chest, without even considering what she was doing. But, I couldn't tell her off for that. It's not like she was the only one who had a familial crush. My first crush aside, I've always had a crush on Aunt Elise and not to mention, my first love was always, and still was, Sara.
So I couldn't say she shouldn't have feelings like that. But…
"That's not enough of a reason to do what we're doing. If it got out, it wouldn't just end with me going to jail." I said, trying to tell her the consequences.
"You won't go to jail. You have my full consent." She replied before she looked at me with a cheeky smile, "Besides, no one has to find out."
"So you mean you're gonna lie to everyone's face for the entire time we do this?" I asked.
"Just until I turn eighteen," She replied, her tone indicating there was something more to her plan but she didn't say anything more than that which honestly worried me even more.
"Do you want to stop?" She suddenly asked.
No.
It took all of my willpower to stop me from saying that.
The truth was, I didn't know what I wanted. As I said, I was enjoying this, more than maybe I should but it was the first time all my pent-up desires were unleashed and the one to unleash them was this girl in my arms.
No matter what, I couldn't just say no to her. Say it was all her fault for doing this when I should be the responsible one here wasn't just the right thing to do.
"I don't know," But that didn't mean my answer was yes. I knew what I was risking and for what? As I said, I liked her older sister but I held no feelings for her. While for her, I was her crush, for me, she was my cute little cousin. And that was the problem number two.
But…
I didn't tell her that. I didn't love her was a phrase she didn't need to hear at her age. I knew from personal experience how hard could it be to love someone and not be with them.
Just because I did nothing but fap for the last few years didn't mean there was no room for other things in my life.
"I can work with that," She said, her tone holding expectancy. I was afraid of that; making her expectant but there was just no way I could deny her.
"Haa…" I sighed at the strange feeling in my heart and decided to deal with this later. Of course, it'll come back to bite my ass harder than ever, but at least, Sasha wouldn't be hurt at such a young age.
Instead, I asked, "You seem to enjoy drinking my… you know… Don't you find it weird?" It was a little awkward asking an underage girl that question but it was for research purposes. After all, whatever it was, it was related to the system so I needed to know.
"Well, I did read that it was fishy and sour so when I swallowed it the first time was just to make you happy because I read that as well," Sasha replied after musing a little about it.
What I was curious about was where she read all that stuff.
"But then I tasted yours and it was… well, how should I say it… yummy like a crème burley." She replied after thinking long about it. Besides, what sort of comparison was that?
If it was so yummy, should I start selling it like that instead of wasting it down the toilet or in a bunch of tissue paper?
"But… there's something else…" She said after a while.
"What?" I asked.
"Well, I don't know if it's just my imagination or it's for real, but… I feel something funny in my stomach whenever I eat yours." She said, thinking very hard from her face, and then asked, "Can girls get pregnant this way?"
"Girls most certainly cannot." I quickly replied, a little terrified of the word. It once again made me realize the dangers of… you know… sex.
Anyway, that was actually something to think about.
"Next time you feel something like that, focus on it," I said to Sasha but then I realized. I said 'Next time'.
Fuck.
"Hmmm…" Sasha moaned with a cheeky expression on her face, "My cousin is already waiting for his next time, huh?"
Without hesitation, she grabbed my hardened cock and began to stroke it. I was hard the moment she started teasing my nipple through my shirt. It felt… odd. Oddly good.
The bottom line was that I was hard and ready to go. Sasha got up, heading for it when I stopped her.
"What?" She looked at me, confused, "You don't want me to?"
"I… I just wanna try something else." I replied, a little embarrassed for what I was about to ask.
"What is it?" She asked, her teasing expression the same.
I gently pushed her down on the bed and got on top of her, putting my knees beside her. Once I was in position, she didn't wait for me to do anything and unbuttoned her shirt from the top, revealing a braless pair of soft tits.
It was dark in the room with only the lamp on so one wouldn't have been able to see that well but I could. Of course, not like in daylight, but I could still see well enough.
A pair of soft tits that were milky just from a single glance. It kinda made me a little guilty that I was about to taint them with my filth but they were too irresistible for that.
Especially when she pressed them from the sides, mashing them together, creating a narrow tunnel for my cock to enter. Without hesitation, I pushed forward, entering the narrow but soft tunnel, stimulating my cockhead so much that my dick began to throb.
To be honest, it wasn't as pleasurable as her mouth, but, maybe it was the feeling of tainting something so beautiful that made it all the more enjoyable.
Not to mention, seeing her under me was oddly satisfying. I didn't want to be rough on her for that, but I sure as hell felt something. I just couldn't describe it.
Since I couldn't, I decided to focus on what was in front of me. Immense pleasure. I pushed in, pushing my cock's base to the end of the tunnel, making my head pop out from the other side. Her tits were that big so half of my upper cock was out, but that was perfect in its own way because, without my saying, she had her open mouth and tongue out prepared for me, licking my urethra too, stimulating my sensitive glans.
Now that we both knew how to do it, I began to pick up the pace, and while it was a lot of work and there was a little awkwardness at first, we both managed to establish a rhythm soon that felt pretty good to me.
But that was when I realized. There was no pleasure for Sasha anywhere. Whether it was the handjob, the blowjob, or even now, the titjob, there was no pleasure for her anywhere.
Finding it a little guilty from my aspect, I recalled the only time I heard her moan in pleasure. When I groped her breasts. So, increasing my work a little and leaving the moving completely to my waist, I reached for her breasts.
"Ahhnnn~~~" As I touched her already hard pink nipples, I felt her shiver. Shiver in pleasure, I hoped. But what was most important was that that shiver was transmitted to my cock through her body and it just felt amazing. More than those vibrating toys I got back at home.
And the icing on the cake was Sasha's expression. The way she was biting her lower lip to stifle that moan was just too much for me to resist.
Since so many pleasurable aspects of the titjob were added to the plain and boring humping, why wouldn't I enjoy them to their fullest?
So, once again, I grabbed her nipple and without pinching them too hard, twisted them a little to…
"Aahhng~~~"