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Chapter 28 - The Wounds We Carry

The days following the battle were heavy with silence, as though the world itself was holding its breath, waiting for the dust to settle. Tianwu, Yuren, and Xianglu traveled in relative peace, their steps echoing through the barren forest. Despite the apparent calm, a tension simmered just beneath the surface—one that was impossible to ignore.

Tianwu had never felt so torn, as though his very soul was at war with itself. The divine energy that coursed through him was both a gift and a curse. It gave him the strength to fight, to protect those he cared about, but it also reminded him of the darkness he had once fallen into. The power was still there, just beneath the surface, waiting for the moment it could consume him.

Yuren had been more quiet than usual, his ever-present warmth now replaced by a coolness that left Tianwu wondering what had changed between them. He couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted between them—something unsaid, something they both refused to acknowledge.

And Xianglu… His presence was steady, a comforting force in the chaos of their journey. But there was something in his gaze, something unreadable in the way he watched Tianwu, as though he was waiting for the right moment to speak. Tianwu couldn't help but wonder if Xianglu had seen something in him that he hadn't yet fully acknowledged—something dangerous, something that could unravel everything.

The silence stretched between them, thick and uncomfortable.

It wasn't until they reached a small village on the outskirts of the forest that the quiet was broken. The village, though small, had been untouched by the devastation of the recent battle. It was a peaceful place, surrounded by fertile fields and blooming flowers. The villagers greeted them with cautious curiosity, offering food and shelter in exchange for protection from any lingering threats.

Tianwu, though grateful for their kindness, couldn't shake the feeling that the peace was only temporary. The world was changing, and he was no longer sure of his place within it.

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That evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a golden glow over the village, Tianwu sat by the edge of a small stream, watching the water flow calmly. His thoughts were scattered, drifting between memories of his past life and the present challenges that seemed to pile up at his feet.

Yuren appeared beside him without a sound, his footsteps soft on the grass. Tianwu didn't look up at first, but he could feel the young man's presence beside him, steady and unwavering. It was a comfort, but also a reminder of the distance that had grown between them.

Yuren spoke first, his voice quiet but clear. "You've been distant, Tianwu. Ever since the battle... I can feel that something is eating at you."

Tianwu finally turned to face him, his gaze meeting Yuren's searching eyes. There was concern there, but also something more—something deeper, something that Tianwu wasn't sure he was ready to confront.

"I'm not sure what I've become," Tianwu admitted, his voice low. "I defeated Nian, but at what cost? The power inside me... it feels like it's slowly taking over. I can't control it, Yuren. I'm scared."

Yuren's expression softened, and he sat down beside Tianwu, close but not touching. "You're not alone in this. You've always had a choice, Tianwu. You don't have to carry this burden by yourself."

Tianwu swallowed hard, his heart aching at the sincerity in Yuren's voice. "I don't know how to let go of it," he murmured. "The darkness inside me, the anger, the bitterness... it's still there, lurking. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I can feel it. Every day, it gets harder to fight it."

Yuren turned toward him, his eyes intense. "You're stronger than that. You always have been. And no matter what happens, I'll be here. I won't let you lose yourself."

Tianwu closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. The warmth in Yuren's words was undeniable, but it only made the weight of his fears heavier. How could he be the man Yuren needed when he couldn't even control the darkness inside him?

But before he could respond, a voice cut through the moment.

"Tianwu. Yuren."

It was Xianglu. His voice, though calm, carried a sense of urgency.

Tianwu turned to face him, noticing the tension in Xianglu's posture, the tightness around his eyes. There was something in his gaze that was impossible to ignore, something that told Tianwu that this moment of peace—fragile as it was—was coming to an end.

Xianglu walked closer, glancing between the two of them with a look that was hard to place. He seemed to hesitate for a moment before speaking again.

"I've been thinking about what we're doing," Xianglu said, his voice quiet but firm. "And I've realized something. We can't keep running forever. The world is changing, and it's only a matter of time before more threats arise. We need to make a choice. We need to decide what kind of future we want to build."

Tianwu frowned, the weight of Xianglu's words settling over him. He had known that this moment would come, the moment when they would have to stop fleeing and face what lay ahead. But the thought of stepping into the future, uncertain as it was, filled him with dread.

"What do you mean?" Tianwu asked, his voice strained. "What choice are you talking about?"

Xianglu looked at him, his gaze steady. "The darkness inside you, Tianwu... it's not something you can fight alone. But it's also not something we can ignore. If we're going to face what's coming, we need to understand it. We need to confront it head-on. Together."

Tianwu met his gaze, his heart pounding in his chest. There was something in Xianglu's words that struck a chord deep within him. It wasn't just about the darkness inside him—it was about the people he cared about, about the future they were all trying to carve out in a world that had already been irrevocably changed.

For the first time in a long while, Tianwu felt a glimmer of hope. Maybe, just maybe, they could find a way to make it work. Maybe, together, they could overcome what lay ahead.

But as Xianglu spoke again, Tianwu felt a shift in the air—something heavy, something ominous. The ground beneath them seemed to tremble for a moment, and a cold wind swept through the village.

"Do you hear that?" Xianglu asked, his eyes narrowing.

Tianwu's heart skipped a beat. The hair on the back of his neck stood on end as he listened to the unsettling sound growing louder in the distance. It was a low rumble, like thunder, but there was no storm in sight. No rain. Only a strange, unexplainable sound that seemed to vibrate through the very earth beneath them.

"What is that?" Yuren whispered, his eyes wide with concern.

Before Tianwu could answer, the ground trembled again, this time more violently, and the distant rumble grew louder, a deep and resonant growl of something ancient, something powerful.

And then, through the trees, they saw it.

A shadow, dark and formless, moving swiftly toward them. It was vast, too vast to be anything natural. It was as though the very darkness that had been banished by Tianwu's victory was now coming back, more powerful than ever.

Tianwu's blood ran cold as he stepped forward, instinctively moving to protect Yuren and Xianglu. But even as he did, he knew—whatever this was, it was only the beginning.

The storm was far from over.

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To be continued...

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