Author's note: Thank you for reading chapter 2! I'm still improving my writing, so im sorry if its bad..
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"God— Why dont you reconsider? I dont think I deserve to be in heaven."
Just let me go to hell!
"Oh dont think so low of yourself child, I understand dying is a really hard thing to accept.."
This B####—! I can accept I'm dead, but I just can't accept that I'm going to be an Angel! Fuck, this is so.. irritating..!!
I smiled my way through him, cursing him out in my head.
"Dear God, thank you for being so considerate of me, but I'm not what you think I am, I actually—"
Suddenly, I went plunging off before I could finish
That Brat! How dare he flick me off when I'm speaking?! So rude!!
"Rude? You shouldnt really say that, you know." A weird voice said from behind me.
I looked behind me, to find an angel, oddly familiar but I couldnt tell.
Wait— That's not the problem here. Did this bastard just read my mind?
"Yeah, I was blessed this power upon my birth, amazing, right?"
If you know everything than just shut it up Bastard.. Ill kill you.
I was conversing my thoughts to him as I glared at him.
"Oh really? Will you? With that scaredy-cat mind of yours?"
You Bitch! How dare you call me th—!
"Its true." He cut me off.
"If it was false, why arent you saying it instead of just thinking it?"
I didn't say anything back.
"Say it, you're scared to do the things you have in your mind. God knows, that's why he sent you to heaven. You're too shit scared to even do anything, so all you can do is act and pretend to not care."
Fuck— You bastard..
Even though I was angry, I couldn't do anything about it. Ultimately, he was correct. Even if I had nasty thoughts, I wouldve never acted them out.
It's not as if im scared—
"It is because youre scared."
...
I wanted to talk back, but before I could, he cut me off, again.
"Say something, unless you really are scared?"
I was ready to give him a piece of my mind— I opened my mouth.. nothing came out. Words wouldnt come out of my mouth no matter how much I struggled to try and get them out.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck...!
Was I really scared? Of this bastard..?!
I struggled even more to try and get words to come out of my mouth— til' i realized I was shaking.
Ah, im scared.
"Good, you really do admit it. I think we'll be good friends.." he said, grinning from one side to another.
Bastard, I don't want to be friends with you...!
"We'll be friends anyways, my name is É*, and you?"
I dont have to tell you anything.
"Hm... Is that so? Well, it's alright. Ill know soon." He said, as he walked away.
It was only after he walked away when I realized the shaking finally stopped.
Was I seriously scared..? That.. can't be..
I clenched my fists in defeat, realizing my true nature.
So, that's why God let me in heaven... Ugh..!! I'll show him then, that I'm not scared at all..!!
I just need to learn how to not be scared, and I can finally become a devil!.. right?
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Short chapter, I didnt feel like writing today...
*Also, when the angel says his name was È, it was the È in 恶, meaning Evil. I didnt really think much into his name, sorry.. I just thought it fit him, since im going for his character to become this guy who hates the MC and makes fun of him to not be able to do things..
I don't think I stated this, but the MC's name, Ai, or 爱 stands for Love. No other info.
Yes, they have full names btw, or atleast currently only the MC does. I'm still in the thinking for È's full name.
Thanks for reading this chapter, cya!