I know you don't know most things,
The words you speak but don't understand.
Your voice echoes in a mirror, an empty hum,
The more you say, the more incomplete it is.
I understand that it is difficult for you to understand me,
A burden you cannot carry in your mind.
My loneliness, eternity at the top of a mountain,
And I try to learn everything with tedious effort.
Sometimes I forget, sometimes I remember,
As I remember, words come out involuntarily.
You can't even comprehend this, I know.
While you fill the silence with stupid jokes,
You are in a conversation that is more empty than what you call empty.
I understand because you don't question,
In silence in everything you call husband.
And I know, what you see as big,
To me it's only as insignificant as an ant.
And yes, I understand now:
Everything is empty.
But there is still meaning in this emptiness.
Maybe it's just me.