Why am I sitting here, no matter how hard I try to remember something, I can't remember anything. This kind of mindlessness is really terrifying. I have been sitting here for hours, I can't move even if I want to, what made me like this, I can't remember it.
I have a mouth, I can still remember every word of the language I used before, however, my body can't remember how to form a word. and worst of all, I can't look away from the dark sky that feels like it will devour me at any moment.
The sky is dark, darker than the deep sea, more terrifying than the depths of a well. The clouds move in circles, like a black hole that is ready to destroy me without a trace if I enter it even once.
Even so, after hours in the same place, I realized something strange, I don't feel hungry, thirsty, tired, sleepy, I don't even blink nor smack my lips. All of this was driving me crazy, or so I thought I would feel, in reality, I felt nothing, my mind was calm, so calm, so much so that it made me shiver in fear.
Before I knew it, I could feel someone's breath, and her voice sounded like a gentle young girl's.
I couldn't see her appearance, as if my head was tied, I kept staring at the sky that felt like it would collapse at any moment.
But the young girl's voice kept whispering through the right side of my ear, saying that she had come to save me, she said, "Hey sir, do you want to leave this place? I can help you if you want"
I didn't answer, not because I didn't want to, but because I couldn't. I wanted to answer that I wanted to leave this place, or at least, give me the ability to speak and move once again, because this feeling was so suffocating.
As if she could read my mind, the girl giggled, laughing like she was mocking, then suddenly stopped, when....
"Don't do that, please!"
Another voice echoed, this time, I couldn't feel her breath, her voice, came straight into my head. It was quite disturbing, but I guess it didn't matter, compared to my confusion, because the voice that had just forbidden me, was exactly the same as the young girl who had laughed teasingly at me.
My mind was calm, but my soul was tense, as if I were a bird in a cage. As the voice inside my head suddenly disappeared, the young girl's breath and voice also gradually faded. Once again, leaving me with the sky that was about to collapse at any moment.
After a while, a small dot was seen falling from the sky, the longer it was, the clearer its shape became, a book, without the slightest flaw, the book fell, then stopped falling, right in front of my face. White cover, with the symbols of the moon and sun protruding out.
Without being touched, the book opened, showing its contents, it seemed that it was just the things the author of the book wanted to show from his writing.
Because there, I saw the contents of the book, praises, poems, songs that glorified something called the "Observer"
Why is it called the "observer"? Was he the one who created all the current situations? I'm not sure, anyway, it doesn't matter.
Now, I feel dizzy, strange, for the first time, my body reacts. Honestly, I was a little happy, until the book fell right on my thigh. That's when I realized it, the sky that was falling, was now becoming more and more terrifying.
Now, I could feel my body shudder, seeing the sky that was somehow getting closer to the surface, the clouds that were previously only circling, now turned into two giant hands that were about to approach me.
My breath became heavy, my mind became confused, now I began to feel the thirst and hunger that I had previously questioned. Unfortunately, I still can't move nor talk. Instead of feeling soothed by this change, I struggled in silence.
I had no choice but to continue observing the sky that had completely changed. Vaguely, I could see shadows behind the clouds, well, that might just be my imagination.
Until finally I realized, there were buildings surrounding the group of shadows. They had humanoid shapes, but I couldn't understand their true forms, or, did they really have shapes? It had been a big question mark for me for a while.
I don't know, after all I was actually just trying to distract myself from the desperate situation I was in. Honestly, I didn't care about all this strangeness, I didn't care about the previous voices, or the sky that seemed like it would collapse at any moment, even so, once again, a part of me screamed to maintain all this situation.
I don't know since when, a nostalgic sensation crept into my soul. I subconsciously knew that I couldn't escape, all I could do was stay awake and stare at the sky.