If you ask Deon how death feels, he would say "death is really scary at first. Every single part of your body try to live but you'll die. After that your body died you feel coldness. A really serious coldness. And then it turns to hot. It will be really hot and you feel you are gonna sleep. A deep sleep that make you forgot everything. Every single part of your life will be forgotten so easily if just you sleep."
Reality is that death is more that these words. All this time you feel pain and if you don't give up into sleep you will take a serious pain inside your head. After that warmness feeling you feel cold again.
Deon feel his body is froze. Pain inside his body may kill him.
He thought this cold was caused by wetness and also, he was right.
He tried to ask help. "Ungh ungh ungh"
He stop suddenly. This was a baby cry? He chose to try another time. Only for sure, maybe... "ungh....ungh"
Nope...there was no doubt. This a baby cry.
He hear something.
"It's a boy." An old woman said.
"Let me see him." A younger woman said.
He couldn't see anything but he can hear everything. What was happening to him?
"No no no, this is not my son. Get him away. This is devil, not my son." Woman yelled.
She scream and cry and repeat that he isn't her son.
'Of course I'm not your son. Who the hell are you?' He thought.
"How can this me? This is not my son's weirdness. Look at him, Jesus it looks like devil." A man said.
"What do you order lord?" Old woman asked.
"Get him away. I don't wanna see it for now." Man ordered.
He can feel that old woman hug him and get away.
He was sure he died after that accident. He still can remember his sister cries.
After few weeks Deon's eyes opened to reality.
First, He was died, at less at his own world.
Second, He birth as a week baby wich everyone hates him even his own parents.
Third, Here is not a normal place. He wasn't sure but it looks like he wasn't borne on his own country. Maybe another country? He wasn't sure because his eyes was still too week. He saw everything white and black and so obscure.
Forth, In this life his parents who hates him so much, didn't give him any name. This wasn't normal because even his father who was his nightmares someday, give his mother permission to give him a name.
Deon still was too confused. Everything happened so fast but here he is. Still alive and breathing. Even strange things at here was so much, he can't forgot everything in his life how changed so easily. He feel something in his heart and being confused and lost doesn't help it.