Chapter 4
The Long Road Home
Part 1
Dad was right. It was time to get moving. So, I rose early each day at 5 am and began my walk with my guardians and a nurse, whether or not if it was grandma. Instead of six laps, I did seven. Pushing myself to the limit and doing more each time every two or three hours. Dad kept his promise calling them to check if had done my walks and how many. Grandma made a chart and posted it on my wall so we could keep track. Having a nurse and my guardians sign their names below each time I took my stroll.
Even though it was working in a way as I strolled down the nursing track in my shorts and socks. It didn't count on Sunday as being work. Considering I'd walk this far in one day regardless. I was also the cleanest boy on the floor. I knew that if I kept my word Dad would keep his and would begin to trust me. So, I walked and until I could do no more and pushed myself saying one more, just one more. By the time Brother Sakes and Brother Niles arrived; I had walked twenty-one laps and had two baths.
Brother Greg D. Sakes was mine and Shane's Sunday school teacher and would soon become one of my closest friends whenever I needed help with anything. He taught seminary at Lehi High School and would be my teacher and adviser.
Brother Sakes fit the nerdy type of stereo class. Wearing black frame glasses and straight black hair which covered most of his receding hairline; dark brown eyes that changed to gold when he stood against the sunlight reaching six feet nine inches. The most amazing thing about him was his half smile and his beak nose would wrinkle when he laughed, and he could imitate a penguin. If you want a good laugh after feeling bad all day, he's the guy who could turn your frown into a smile. He was also in charge of our ward boys' Basketball and Baseball team.
To say God had a sense of humor as I lay on top of my blankets in nothing but my boxers and socks. With wet hair and a hospital towel over my shoulders, while others were dressed in a suit and tie. I was decent enough considering I would look stupid wearing my tie without a shirt. Yet I was fairly comfortable, and no one mocked me for being well under-dressed for a simple Sunday sacrament meeting. Even Kerry was dressed in comfortable jeans and tee-shirt and going barefoot so she wouldn't get her feet wet every time she helped cool me off. Yes, God has a sense of humor.
On a normal Sunday, we would have a church for three straight hours. But we aren't in church, so we got an hour-and-a-half condensed version. Kerry led us in song, and I gave the opening prayer, and Brother Sakes and Brother Niles blessed and passed the sacrament. I myself have done this many times as we visited the sick and the elderly at home or rest home.
Kerry laid on the bed next to me sharing one of my pillows and asking if I needed a warm blanket, and for change, I shook my head that I was fine for now. Grandma sat in the chair next to me in case I needed anything taking my hand in her lap while brother Sakes gave the lesson and we all followed along with our scriptures taking turns reading. When we were done Brother Nile's ended the meeting with a closing prayer. We all shook hands and Brother Niles said he be back tonight for our family devotional and to keep an eye on me as he winked at me and Grandma.
Shane arrived an hour later meeting us on my stroll in his bare feet, having dropped off his shoes and socks in my room and wearing a pair of shorts and a comfortable tank top. That really showed off his well-defined shoulders and abs. So, Kerry could help Mom and Jody in the kitchen and prepare the Sunday meal before everyone arrived for the family devotional.
By the time I made my eighth lap around the track, my doctor was waiting in my room so he could examine me. He seemed quite pleased noting my lap chart and asking how many. Shane and Kerry told him twenty-nine laps in total for the day so far. He looked at my back and frowned that still wasn't making a lot of progress even though I was in less pain, and I had cut back my pain medicine to twice a day. Or more if I really need it.
Asked if I would like to go out for some fresh air and some sunshine after being cooped up indoors for so long, since the hot weather would do me a world of good. I could walk around on the grass until my parents could bring in my sneakers from home. Kerry nearly hugged me to death and said I would have them by tonight. By four thirty the nurses came by to take the I.V. out of my arm capping of the needle so they could hook me back up during the night with just the antibiotics and said there was a good chance that I could go home on Wednesday providing I kept my temperature and blood pressure down. But I still won't be able to start school until my back can handle me wearing a shirt.
Shane and I gave a knuckle bump asking the nurse if I could go out before dinner while the sun was still up. She sighed and said as long as I didn't overdo it having my Grandma come in with a wheelchair because it was hospital policy plus they wanted to make sure I could make it back alright. We didn't care. I was going outside at last. Grandma could barely contain herself as she quickly took off my socks so I wouldn't get grass stains on them. Letting Shane pop a couple of wheelies down the hallway and the three of us were off to explore the great outdoors.
When the door opened the fresh air was intoxicating as I inhaled deeply. Shane helped me out of the wheelchair. Letting me stand there letting the warm sunshine on my bare back and the green grass tickle my toes. Shane removed his shirt tossing into the wheelchair so he could lie on the grass. Knowing Mom would kill him if got grass stains on his clothes. We laughed as I spun slowly around with my eyes closed letting the hot sun play with my skin.
Grandma laughed as we frolicked on the grass; taking a seat on the bench as she watched me, and Shane walk around the large circle of grass until it was time to go back inside. So, we could eat and bathe me and change my bandages before the Rothwells showed up for family devotional. It was sad to leave the fresh air behind, but I knew I would be back as I watched the doors close, locking me back in for the night.
Shane watched as Grandma bathed me and dressed me in another clean pair of new shorts so I would at least have two and a clean pair of white socks to keep my feet warm. While I lay on top of the blankets with a warm blanket around my shoulders in case I caught a chill. We ate quickly as everyone started to arrive. Mom placed my sneakers in my closet and placed some more clean boxers and new shorts in my dresser near the bed. Leaning over to kiss my cheek and feeling my forehead smiling to see that I was doing better.
Shane told everyone there was a chance that I could be going home on Wednesday. Providing the fever would normalize and we had just taken my first walkout side almost an hour ago; Mom, Jody, and Kerry nearly hugged me to death with the news; while Dad studied my walking chart, asking the nurse if it was true. She nodded if things held then there was a chance. But stated I wouldn't be able to go to school until my back was almost healed.
Dad said. "We will see about that when the time comes." But he did seem proud of my progress. That was until brother Niles walked in the door bringing in a couple more folding chairs; taking a seat near my bed while Mom took the other one squeezing my hand. I knew Dad didn't like it one single bit as his eyes glared at brother Nile's. But he calmed himself; bringing the room to order while everyone found their seats in my very small room.
Once again Arthur was sitting on the floor as if he was a child like Jared and Jason, while Shawn towered over him. His eyes lowered to the floor like a beaten dog. Shane and Kerry took the other bed. Grandma eyed the room telling them not to stay too long being a school night and I still needed my rest; telling me if I needed anything for me had to press the button.
Dad closed the door to keep the noise level down, took his seat in the middle of the room, and opened our family devotional with a hymn and a prayer. Shane began with his oral report letting the next person give theirs. Until it came back to me and Kerry telling everyone what we learned today from our own special meeting.
Dad had me read one of the scriptures that tied in with our lesson. Mom and Kerry helped me down on my knees for family prayer. When it was done Dad decided that he and Mom would walk me around the floor "alone." Telling brother Niles, that he could watch from my door, but they wanted to spend a few minutes "alone" with me. I was terrified until I realized grandma was watching me and Dad didn't know about her, or he would have been really pissed off. So, I nodded that it would be fine, but it wasn't fine.
By the time I had made my fourth lap with Dad's hand on the backof my shoulders, I vomited right there on the floor. Nearly falling as my stomach kept heaving up all the medicine and my dinner right there on the carpet and down my chest and across my feet. I was a mess. Grandma and a nurse ran quickly to my sides, letting me sit there against the wall until there was nothing left, but dry heaves.
I was dizzy as I closed my eyes letting Grandma remove my socks, so I didn't track more of it all over the floor. Mom placed her hand on my forehead and said. "I thought he was getting better?" Grandma simply told her. It was always bad at night; that I have been fairly good all day, but when nighttime comes to my temperature spikes the worst. Telling me she would call housekeeping and bring me a wheelchair and take me back to my room. I shook my head no and slowly rose to ask Mom and Dad if they would walk me around just two more laps.
Dad nodded helping me up and took my hand and Mom placed her arm around my shoulders and I walked those last two laps barefoot covered in my own vomit, but I did it to make them proud and they were. Mom excused everyone to wait in the lobby as she helped me undress and bathed me herself. While Dad sat and watched and told me how proud he was for doing what he asked; telling me how sorry he was that he pushed me so hard, but I did it and I didn't complain I did it regardless. He said rubbing my wet hair.
Dad picked me up and carried me back to bed dressing me in a clean pair of boxers and laid me on my stomach, pushed the button telling them I was ready for fresh bandages. Leaned down and kissed my cheek saying how proud he was of me. Telling Mom to take everyone home he's taking the day off to spend the night with me. Watching brother Niles takes his spot to watch us. Dad grinned and told him. "It's going to be a long night." Kicking off his shoes and socks turned down the other bed. Undressed and climbed in groaning how good it felt as he watched the nurses put me back together again.
When it was the just the three of us, Dad turned on the TV and found a late Basketball game asking which side I wanted, while Mr. Niles ran for snacks. It was a guy's night out all over again; even though I ended up in the tub three times that night from my fever. Dad was proud of me and that was all that mattered, and he snores just like Shane.
When I woke at five that Monday morning, I wasn't doing that well as the fever just wouldn't let go. Dad helped me to the bathroom with my I.V. friend preventing me from falling on the floor. I had vomited all over the bathroom floor and into the toilet by the time the nurse came and wasn't Grandma. She wouldn't be in until nine; I really didn't need her with brother Niles watching my back. Dad was playing the good loving father.
Placing me into the tub so I wouldn't be standing in my own sick, running the tub to help break the fever. While he sat on the edge of the tub with the door open. Using the bucket the nurses were using to cool me off. He would slowly pour cold water over my chest and my back until the nurses could attend to me and help me off with my wet boxers and throw them into the sink. The nurse quickly cleaned up the floor enough to free Dad so he could change his clothes into Hospital scrubs so he could take his clothes home to be washed when he left.
It didn't matter if was I in the tub or not I just kept heaving up more and more, and my temperature skyrocketed. By 9 o'clock I wasn't doing well at all, but I got up anyway grabbed the I.V. stand ,and proceeded to walk my laps until Dad caught up with me. Asking me what the heck I was doing, stumbling around the hall in my boxers burning a high fever. I slid down the wall I said, "keeping my promise so you wouldn't punish me for not doing them." Dad sighed helping me up and we did them together. Grandma was angry and told me how mule headed and stubborn I was. Telling me to sit in the wheelchair so she could put me back to bed. But I shook my head no saying just two more, just two more.
Dad took my hand, and we walked those last two laps and I vomited again, losing my breakfast when I got back, but least it made the garbage can; nurse cussing my Dad for being too hard on me as he bathed me again telling him it was 103. I stayed in bed for three more hours and got back up and walked five more laps. Dad holding me up most of the way telling me I needed to stop. But I just kept going losing my lunch making him sign off that I did it.
Three more hours I got up and walked six laps falling on my knees twice, but I got back up saying two more, just two more. But my body said no more as I fought to stay on my feet almost crawling before I passed out lying flat on my stomach. When I woke the lap chart was in the garbage and Dad was holding my hand with tears in his eyes. Telling me. "No more, I won't let you walk one more lap; no more." He took me in his arms held me feeling me burning up he picked me up placed me back into the tub.
I didn't bother with dinner pushing it to the aside instead of having it ending up on the floor or down the toilet. The nurse came in with the same six large nurses. I knew what they wanted. I smiled as they each took a piece of me. Dad watched in amazement as three male nurses end up on the floor before they got my blood drawn, my screams filling the room and down the hall. They'd paid dearly for those vials. Dad couldn't decide if he was proud of me or angry after watching me fight off giants. So, he laughed and laughed until he cried watching them collect their bets with twenty-dollar bills.
Mom came by to see how I was doing and brought Dad some fresh clothes and told him that my caseworker would be here tomorrow. Dad nodded said. "That's fine, doesn't look like Eric would go home anytime soon."
Mom felt my head and asked, "rough night?"
I smiled and said with a very sore throat. "Nothing me and Dad couldn't handle."