What is this feeling? Like getting under a warm blanket during a chilly night. I open my eyes, a familiar face in front of me with their arms around my body, warming me up. It's like I know them but I can't remember... Ahh I feel so sleepy...
It's been about 5 years, the last four have been very hazy almost to the point that I can't remember anything. Let me introduce myself first! I'm Rosemary Quill! And I'm 5 years old. I've started to learn to cook on my own. Was surprisingly very simple!
Oh and, I don't really like my mom, but I'm not exactly sure why. Sometimes I get this dream about, being so hurt by her and it's so realistic yet it doesn't feel like it's me. Which is very odd.
My mom, Jasmine Quill, is always doing things for me and it's really nice of her! I sometimes feel very guilty because I still dislike her... Although I can't exactly explain why.
Today I told mom I wanted to learn to cook but she got worried for some reason... She said she'll cook anything for me or learn to cook anything to make for me! I don't understand why she does that, I just find it interesting but oh well, guess I have to find another hobby now...
Today was such a bad day, well, it started a week ago when one of the boys in my class asked me to be his girlfriend. I didn't know what to do so I said yes but I was hoping I could be annoying and he'd leave me but instead, another boy asked me to be his girlfriend too and I didn't know what to do so I said yes... Now they're both fighting and... Now all the boys in school avoid me...
This helped me get a friend though! Her name is Rebecca and she's so nice to me! She saw what happened and came to help me when she realised I was about to cry. She's the best!
It's my 14th birthday today and mom's annoying habits have only gotten worse!
I'm in high school now and we're getting some new student this year! Oh and I've been seeing alot of weird dreams lately... Today was of my mom and I eating dinner at a nice restaurant but she was on the phone the entire time, weird...
"MOOOMM! I'm getting late!!" I yell "I prepared my lunch box already mom so can you please hurry up with my hair?" Jasmine rushes over "I'm coming" and starts to tie my hair into little braids. "The way you do braids are really cute" I compliment her! "Thank you so much baby"
What an uncomfortable day it is today, I don't feel so good... I reach my classroom and sit down, Rebecca right beside me but unfortunately I'm too sick to talk to anyone right now so I just lay my head down on the table and rest.
It's the teacher! The first class's finally started? This is going to be a long day. I already see so many new faces but I'm don't feel like doing anything... Ah, after all that effort I made to look neat and tidy for the first day of high school!
It's lunch time and I feel like throwing up... "Hey Rosie meet Linda! She's new today" I look up at Rebecca and back down, "Hey are you alright Rosemary?" Ah, just leave me alone "Yeah!" I don't wanna deal with all this right now just go away with your new "Friend"
Today was short with only 2 classes, anyways, last class and I'm finally free! Right as I get up, one of the new guys comes over to me to hand me a small paper, all flustered he says "For you" and runs back to his desk with his friends as they giggle and make fun of him...
I act like I put it in my bag and as I leave I throw it away. I don't have time for this shi*.
This may be karma but the way back home was awfully painful, my legs hurt, I just wanna go home and rest...
I get home, finally! Mom sees me and sprints towards me, what's this? Am I hosting a pizza party? Why such a hurry mom?
She hugs me and then yells at me "Why didn't you tell me?" Tell what mom? Ugh, just let me go to bed "Your first period!"