It was already evening when Bel finish and come out from the hospital, she took a taxi home , when she was in the hospital she remembered something very important, she forgot that when she start a new identity, she can't stay in this apartment anymore and she also has to get rid of this her current identity.
So when she got home , Bel first look for houses close to Junin college , she saw different one bedroom apartment, she choose one , she told the landlord that she will come to pay tomorrow and book an appointment she is planning to rent it for three years , three years is enough for her to get her revenge.
She plan to move there after her surgery but would pay tomorrow , now it's time to think how to get rid of this her identity. She can't say that she is going to stay with her relatives because everyone know that she has none .
So the easiest and most reasonable solution is faking suicide, not only will it make people forget her, she also wouldn't be a suspect when people are investigating.
So she decided that tomorrow she would prepare her accommodation and move all important stuffs to her new house without raising any suspicions, she wouldn't lock herself up immediately instead, she would burn some of her things , to divert attention. People will think that all stuff she took with her was been donated or throw away to forget her daughter, then she would lock herself inside, without eating, drinking or bathing.
So Bel did everything according to plan , after one week of moving stuff , burning stuff and throwing things away, Ahe lock herself inside, she didn't step a foot outside of her house, when uncle Kim and Aunt Noana comes to greet her, she did not let them in , instead she speak with them through the window, looking thin and sick, she answer them because she don't want them to think she is not inside so that when she didn't answer they would think something is weird and would enter inside to look for her.
Two weeks goes by and on the evening before her surgery, she sat down and wrote a suicide letter before putting on a dress, she walk around her neighborhood making sure people see in the dress .
After two hours outside she walk to her house and left the door a little open before walking to the river.
When Bel get there , she stood there for a while before jumping in, in the river, Bel pull off her dress and take out a knife from her pocket, without hesitation she cut her leg, because she don't want anyone to see her injury in the hospital, she rub the blood on the dress and then use her teeth to tear the dress before letting it go.
Under the night sky , Bel swim to the other side of the shore and climb out, there was a bundle at the shore, she hide this here the night before , she took out a shirt and trouser and then put them on, she wrap her head with a scarf and put on a black glass before entering a taxi to the hospital.