Anger, betrayal, sadness isn't enough to describe what I am feeling right now . I could only pray for death to free me from what I am feeling right now,
well let goes back in time and know what exactly turn me into an emotionless empty trash.
on a sunny day when the sun is at its peak, I was working diligently as usual then suddenly a limited model car arrived in front of my small office, I had to look cause I haven't seen a car park in the parking lot for decades except Christmas which is my father old truck only ,cause I'm the trash of the family well you could say I'm poor or something stuff like that.
A lady walked out of the car.
hmmm she seems similar I said to my myself, while trying to recollect where I met her from suddenly I catch of a necklace which resemble the only I gave my girlfriend as a birthday gift, I suddenly realized that is my girlfriend but how ,I remember her parent not having money I haven't even started lamenting when my best friend came out of the same car, and hold her hand then start walking directly to my office , I didn't know how to face them. but a thought struck me maybe I should just commit suicide. back to present I am currently on the roof laughing like a maniac what can I do ʘ‿ʘI have always wanted a person to push me to the edge where I'm gonna lose it all, my life had been sour all year.
I waited patiently for them to come and see me hopeless and miserable and hurt,but to my surprise I just heard the sound of something dropped to the ground probably the necklace I had to look into the hole on the roof even though I still hope for them to notice something wrong, the next scene crush my heart my girlfriend and my Best friend started kissing..................................... blah blah
I just witness a real life sex, I couldn't take it anymore then I jumped. it's over I said in my mind as I fell the last thing I remember is that my dad truck ruined in an accident which occured not far from my office