On weekends, the commercial center of the city is bustling with activity, and the huge signboard of the cinema flashes with colorful light, like a bright pearl, attracting the bustling crowd. Xiao Xue came to the entrance of the movie theater early with a mood of apprehension and anticipation. She was wearing a simple white shirt, the pure white like her complex and simple state of mind at the moment, the shirt's cotton fabric is soft and comfortable, close to her body, the corner of the shirt casually tied in a pair of blue jeans. The color of the jeans is like the deep ocean that has been baptized by the years, with a light blue tone, and the trouser pattern outlines her long and slender legs appropriately. She footsteps a pair of white as snow sneakers, shoes on the surface without too much decoration, only a few strands of simple lines, but highlights the vitality of youth and spontaneity. Her hair like black satin naturally draped over her shoulders, a few strands of hair in the breeze gently fluttering. Her face was wearing light makeup, the foundation was so light that it was barely noticeable, just to add a hint of qi, the light eye shadow was dyed on the eyelids, like a light mist in the mountains in the early morning, and the color of the lipstick was also a light pink, just like the petals of the budding cherry blossoms. Her eyes were bright and alert, but there was a hint of nervousness and anticipation hidden in the depths, like a frightened deer, cautiously peering into the unknown world.
Xiong Yufang also appeared in front of the movie theater in a graceful manner not long after. She looked like a burning flame, wearing a bright and colorful red low-cut dress. The red color was as intense as the summer sun, hot and flamboyant, the material of the dress tightly wrapped around her plump body, like a second layer of skin like a fit, will be her concave and convex curves of the body to show to the fullest. The neckline was opened just right, showing off her hidden career line just right, drawing people's imagination. The hemline of the dress reached just above her knees, swaying as she walked, each step like a dancing flame, exuding a mature and seductive charm. She carefully coiled her hair into a bun, coiling it without a trace of disarray, not a single strand of hair scattering mischievously, the bun coiled high on top of her head, like a magnificent crown, highlighting her confidence and arrogance. She wore a pair of exaggerated earrings on her ears, which were long, almost hanging down to her shoulders, and were made of large red gemstones and sparkling diamonds inlaid, gently swaying with her movements, refracting a dazzling light, like the twinkling stars in the night sky. She wore several rings on her fingers, each of which was uniquely shaped, either coiled with a lifelike snake pattern, or inlaid with huge and colorful gemstones, and under the light, these rings exuded a fascinating glow, as if they were telling of her pursuit of luxury.
When she saw Xiao Xue, she immediately walked over to her with passion and fire, walking like a model walking on the runway, each step full of confidence and flavor. She quickly took Xiao Xue's arm, her arm tightly entwined, as if she was afraid that Xiao Xue would suddenly disappear. A bright smile blossomed on her face, which was as delicate as a peony in full bloom, and she said, "Darling, have you been waiting long?" Xiao Xue shook her head slightly, her voice as soft as a breeze brushing across the strings of a zither, "No, I just arrived as well."
The two walked into the movie theater arm in arm, Xiong Yufang's mouth corner hooked up an imperceptible wry smile, secretly calculating in her heart, "Watching this kind of romantic movie, it is easiest for Xiao Xue to get emotional, and then I will be able to control her better." The movie theater was dimly lit, only a few small lights emitted a faint bean-like glow, like a few cold stars flickering in the darkness, baking the whole space ambiguous and mysterious. They found a seat and sat down, Xiao Xue's heart inexplicably began to beat faster, she herself is not sure whether this accelerated heartbeat is because of the unknown plot of the upcoming romantic movie, or because of the side of Xiong Yufang exudes a mature charm. The sound of her heartbeat echoed in her ears, as if it was a drum beating rapidly, disturbing her thoughts.
The movie began, and a picture of a pair of lovers strolling along a stunningly beautiful beach appeared on the screen. The sunlight, like golden threads, pours over them in a fine and even manner, outlining their silhouettes like a dream, and everything seems too good to be true. As the plot slowly advances, the twisting and moving love story between the male and female protagonists gradually unfolds like a picture scroll. They go through a lot of difficulties and obstacles, each setback is like a violent storm, trying to overturn their love boat, but they are always unwavering and steadfast in their passionate love for each other. Xiao Xue was completely captivated by the plot of the movie, her eyes were wide open, staring intently at the screen without blinking, as if she wanted to see through the screen and into the world of the movie. Her face was full of varied expressions, with the ups and downs of the plot, sometimes showing a sweet smile, that smile is like a flower blooming in spring, warm and charming; sometimes frowning, her eyes full of worry and concern, as if she herself is the main character in the movie, personally experiencing the pain and suffering.
Xiong Yufang, on the other hand, was secretly observing Xiao Xue from the sidelines, she slightly turned her face sideways, and the rest of her eyes were always locked on Xiao Xue. When she saw Xiao Xue's concentration, she was secretly pleased with herself, and the feeling of satisfaction was like a surging tide in her heart. She intentionally slowly approaching Xiao Xue, arm gently, inch by inch, touching Xiao Xue's arm, Xiao Xue immediately felt Xiong Yufang's touch, her body slightly stiffened like an electric shock, her muscles instantly tensed up, but she did not avoid. Seeing this, Xiong Yufang took the opportunity to gently lean her head on Xiao Xue's shoulder, her hair sliding down onto Xiao Xue's arm like silk, bringing a hint of itchiness. She whispered softly, "Honey, their love is so beautiful, don't you think so?" That voice was as gentle as a babbling brook, flowing through Xiao Xue's heart. Xiao Xue's face flushed slightly, and that blush was like the evening sun in the sky, gradually spreading across her cheeks. She nodded and said with a slightly trembling voice, "Well, it's wonderful."
The male and female protagonists in the movie finally went through a lot of hardships, overcame all the difficulties, and came together happily. They embraced each other deeply in the melodious and romantic music, and then slowly kissed each other. Seeing this scene, Xiao Xue's heart surged with a complex and indescribable emotions, like overturning a bottle of five flavors, sweet and sour, bitter, spicy and salty flavors in the heart intertwined. She couldn't help but think of her own dull and even a little boring marriage, and thought of her own deep-seated special feelings for women that are difficult to talk about. Her eyes revealed a trace of confusion, like a walker lost in the fog, unable to find the direction, but also mixed with longing, that longing as a weak candle flickering in the darkness, although small but tenacious burning.
Xiong Yufang looked at Xiao Xue's expression and keenly sensed that the time was ripe. With extremely slow and gentle movements, she gently held Xiao Xue's hand, Xiao Xue's hand was like a frightened bird, slightly trembling for a moment, but she still didn't break free. Xiong Yufang slightly raised her head and brought her lips close to Xiao Xue's ear, her warm breath blew on Xiao Xue's earlobe, bringing a tingling sensation. She used that seductive voice to gently say, "My dear, in fact, everyone has the right to pursue the love they really want, don't be bound by the world's eyes." Xiao Xue turned her head, her eyes met with Xiong Yufang's eyes, Xiong Yufang's eyes looked like a deep bottomless lake, the depths of the lake were burning with a blazing flame, that flame seemed to engulf Xiao Xue. Xiao Xue's heartbeat steeply accelerated, as if it was going to jump out of her throat, as if she saw in Xiong Yufang's eyes something she had dreamed of but did not dare to touch.
After the movie ended, the lights gradually came on, illuminating the dark movie theater a little bit. Xiao Xue and Xiong Yufang stood up, Xiao Xue's face was still a little red, like a ripe apple. They walked out of the cinema, outside the street is brilliantly lit, neon lights flashing all kinds of brilliant colors, people coming and going, bustling and lively. Xiong Yufang said, "Honey, let's go for a walk." Xiao Xue hesitated for a moment, her heart was doing a fierce struggle, like two little people fighting in her head. In the end, she gently nodded.
As they walked slowly along the street, Xiong Yufang continued to talk incessantly about some topics about love and freedom, her voice was full of infectious power, every word was like a stone thrown into a lake, stirring up layers of ripples in the lake of Xiao Xue's heart. Xiao Xue listened silently, the ripples in her heart grew bigger and bigger, just like the raging waves, constantly impacting her rational defense. Suddenly, the sky drifted up pattering rain, raindrops like broken pearls, sprinkled down one after another. Xiong Yufang quickly pulled Xiao Xue's hand, which was soft and strong, and said, "Let's find a place to hide from the rain." They quickly ran to a nearby pavilion, which was quiet and empty, just the two of them.
The rain got heavier and heavier, the raindrops hit the eaves of the pavilion, making a crisp and pleasant sound, like a beautiful piece of music. Xiong Yufang looked at Xiao Xue, her eyes were full of tenderness and temptation, and it was as if the eyes were an invisible net that enveloped Xiao Xue tightly. She slowly, step by step, approached Xiao Xue, Xiao Xue's breathing became rapid, her chest rose and fell violently, each breath was like a difficult battle. Her mind was in chaos, like a jumbled mess that she couldn't make sense of. Xiong Yufang gently stretched out her hands, which were white and slender, like works of art. She slowly cupped Xiao Xue's face, Xiao Xue's face looked small and delicate in her hands, warm to the touch. Xiong Yufang said, "My dear, I know the pain inside you, let me help you." Xiao Xue's eyes glistened with tears that swirled in her eyes like crystalline dewdrops. She didn't know how to respond, her lips trembled slightly, as if she had a thousand words but couldn't say them. At this moment, Xiong Yufang slightly closed her eyes and slowly brought her lips closer to Xiao Xue's lips. Xiao Xue's body seemed to be enchanted, unable to move, and could only watch as Xiong Yufang's lips got closer and closer.
When Xiong Yufang's lips touched Xiao Xue's lips, Xiao Xue's heart felt like a strong electric current instantly passed through, her eyes snapped open, her eyes were full of shock and overwhelm, and then slowly closed again. This kiss was very light, so light that it was like a feather floating down, very short, so short that it was as if it was just a momentary illusion, but it made Xiao Xue's inner world completely collapse. Her mind went blank, all her thoughts disappeared at this moment, only feeling Xiong Yufang's soft lips and warm breath. After Xiong Yufang let go of Xiao Xue, she looked at Xiao Xue's eyes, which still carried that tenderness and charm, and said, "My dear, don't be afraid, this is a secret between us." Xiao Xue's lips trembled slightly, she tried to say something but found that her throat felt like it was choked by something, she could only stand there dumbfounded.
After a while, the rain gradually stopped and the sky began to clear. Xiao Xue was like waking up from a long and absurd dream, she suddenly panicked and said, "I ... should go home." Xiong Yufang nodded and said, "Okay, honey, go back and think about what I said." Xiao Xue turned around and hurriedly left, her footsteps panicked and stumbling like a frightened rabbit. Her mind kept replaying the kiss and what Xiong Yufang said just now, those images and sounds haunted her like demons, lingering. She didn't know what was wrong with her, she only knew that her heart had fallen into deeper chaos and confusion.
When she returned home, Xiao Xue's husband and child had fallen into a deep sleep. She quietly walked into the bedroom like a ghost and sat on the edge of the bed, her eyes looking listlessly at the sleeping faces of her husband and child. Her husband's face was tired, and the child's face was filled with innocence. Seeing this scene, her heart was filled with guilt, and that guilt was like a raging tide, almost drowning her. But at the same time, she could not forget Xiong Yufang's kiss and those words, those memories were like deeply imprinted in her mind, unable to erase. She felt that she had betrayed her husband and her family, and this sense of guilt gnawed at her heart. But she could not control her own special feelings for Xiong Yufang, that emotion is like a tenacious seed, in her heart to take root and grow. She lay on her bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time. Her heart was engaged in a fierce life-and-death struggle between morality and emotion, and every struggle made her suffer. She didn't know where she should go from here, and the road to the future became even more blurry in her eyes, like a forest shrouded in fog, unable to find an exit.
In the next few days, Xiao Xue deliberately avoided Xiong Yufang, she was like a frightened ostrich, burying her head in the sand, thinking that she could escape from everything. She didn't know how to face her, and every time she thought of Xiong Yufang, her heart would involuntarily beat faster, both in fear and anticipation. But Xiong Yufang was like an obsessive hunter, constantly sending her messages and calling her. The content of the messages was full of care and love, such as "My dear, how are you today? Did you miss me?" "Baby, don't let those troubles bother you, I will always be here to support you." On the phone, Xiong Yufang's voice was gentle and seductive, constantly saying things that made Xiao Xue's heart flutter, and also said that she hoped they could continue to be friends and pursue true happiness together. Xiao Xue's heart began to shake, on the one hand, she was afraid to continue to fall into this immoral feelings, on the other hand, she longed to get more understanding and support from Xiong Yufang. She felt like a ship that had lost its direction in the storm, and could only go with the waves in the rough sea, not knowing where she would eventually sail to. Her mental state became worse and worse, she looked exhausted every day, her eyes were full of anxiety and confusion, and the dark circles under her eyes were getting heavier and heavier, like two deep black holes, devouring her vitality. Her husband noticed the difference and asked her with concern what had happened, but she could only pass it off perfunctorily, not daring to tell him the truth for fear that she would lose everything she had now. However, the pain inside her became more and more unbearable, and she felt that she was about to be crushed by this conflicting emotion, as if a crumbling building might collapse at any moment.