When does it hurt the most? When you lose someone, or when you want to achieve something but everyone is against it. It doesn't hurt that much then, but when the people for whom you want to do something turn against you, then it hurts a lot.Perhaps it is not necessary for everyone to get what they want in life.Many times we forget what we are doing and end up hurting our own people. While thinking about all this, Neel was returning from a college. There was always a look of sadness on his face, he was unable to understand what he should do. Then suddenly it started raining and he went under a tree.It was raining quite heavily. He stood under that tree for quite some time. After some time he saw a squirrel which was carrying one of its companions in its mouth. When the rain stopped he left for his apartment. On the way he was thinking about that squirrel. A picture of that moment was engraved in his mind. When he reached his apartment he threw his bag and went to his room and opened a diary, took it and sat on the desk and started writing.'Today I saw a squirrel, she was taking someone with her in the heavy rain. I don't know who it was, he could be her son or her partner. She was emotional for him, does everyone have this quality or only some tribes. But maybe we humans are different from all these, we always read our own things and maybe I am also one of them'. After writing all this he leaves his diary on his desk and goes away. He is worried but maybe he doesn't want to tell anyone. There are some things which are being left out.He was returning after buying something from the market when he heard the sound of a kitten crying.He followed the sound and when he reached there, he saw that his mother was eating him. He saw everything. He did not feel anything. It was as if he had seen that scene before.While he was returning, he remembered a moment from his childhood in which he was asking something from his mother.At that time he was asking his mother in panic. Why does this happen? I saw a cat eating her babies. How can a cat eat a baby?Then his mother replied to him, "If you are weak then you cannot survive in this world". If you want to live then you have to make it.Thinking all this, he came to his apartment and went to his room and sat down.But he started thinking again what was that, at that time his mother did not give him a complete answer. Maybe even his mother did not know why this happens, so it was just going on in his mind?He plans to go to the library in the morning. He also plans to learn about all these things.After saying all this he went to sleep but even in his dreams he was seeing the same scene and he was unable to deny it. In the morning, when he was going to the library, he saw many children playing on the way. All of them were orphans. He knew because they were children of an orphanage. They were playing on the road. At that time, the warden of the place goes and takes them inside. Then, while looking at them, he thought how would it be if I was also like them?There was always something going on in his mind. As if he was looking for the answer to a question but he had not found it till date, in the same way he reaches the library . He reached the library, there he was searching for an encyclopedia on animals. When he found it, he started reading it. It was written there about cats too. He started reading it. It was written there that a cat can give birth to more than 3 children at a time, but she does not have that much strength to feed them, so she eats her weakest child. Reading this he remembered his mother's words that really there is no place for the weak in this world, if you want to live then become strong and capable. It will happen.He also gets to know about many animals there. Then he starts thinking that this world is quite strange. There are different things about every species.Everyone has to do something or the other to survive. Some eat their own food, some eat their own food, some others eat others.While looking at the book he started thinking that everyone needs someone or the other and no one can do anything without someone's company, but why are we humans different, we betray the person with whom we stay but the situation of others is not like this, they stay with their companion till the end. Maybe we humans do not have that stupidity, who knows when we will betray someone, when we will kill someone without the permission of the person in front.There are many questions but there is no one to answer them. Maybe my questions themselves are absurd. That is why no one wants to pay attention or I myself do not want to ask anyone. I do not know why this is so but one day I will definitely get answers to all my questions then maybe my mind will get peace. Till then I should search for them, why don't I know the answers are right in front of me and I don't know. Thinking all this in his mind, he left the library. While walking on the way, he looked towards the sky, smiled and said in a low voice that I will definitely find the answer to my question. Saying this, he went to his apartment.He passed in front of that orphanage, some people had come there to adopt a child and some were leaving with the children, happiness and sorrow were shining on the faces of those children. Seeing them Neel himself said 'to move ahead in life certain things have to be left behind, I don't know why it is so, but feeling of sorrow and happiness together is a unique family in itself' saying this he moved ahead.