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Chapter 12 - The clash

The tension in the air was thick enough to cut with a knife as Maxwell and Lily faced each other in the dimly lit office. They had spent the last few days avoiding one another, both trying to suppress the rising storm within them, but neither was successful. Their emotions were on the brink of boiling over, and neither could deny that the clash between them was imminent.

Maxwell stood by the window, his back rigid, staring out at the city skyline as if it could offer him an escape from the turmoil inside. His mind was a storm of conflicting thoughts, none of which he was willing to voice. But Lily wasn't going to let him get away with it this time.

"You've been distant," she said, her voice steady but tinged with frustration. "Cold. Detached. Like I don't even exist."

Maxwell didn't turn around at first. His jaw clenched as he kept his gaze fixed on the night lights twinkling far below, the sounds of the city muted through the thick glass. He could feel her eyes on him, could feel the heat of her presence as she stood just behind him, waiting for him to answer.

"I've been busy," he muttered finally, his tone sharp but lacking its usual edge. It wasn't the answer she wanted. It wasn't even close to the truth.

Lily took a step closer, her heels clicking against the polished floor. "Busy?" she repeated, her voice rising in disbelief. "Is that what you're going with? You've been avoiding me, Maxwell. And I can't keep pretending that I don't notice."

She could see his back tense, his shoulders stiffening under the weight of her words. But he didn't turn around. He didn't look at her.

"I'm not avoiding you," he said, his voice strained. "I've just got things to handle. There's a lot going on, and I need space to deal with it."

Lily's patience, already thin, snapped. "I'm not asking for a damn thing. You think I can't see through your excuses? I'm not some fool who'll buy into your corporate talk, Maxwell. You're pushing me away, and I want to know why."

Maxwell finally turned, his eyes cold and distant, his expression guarded. "Maybe it's because I'm not ready to let someone get that close to me, Lily," he said, his voice low, almost a growl. "Maybe it's because I don't want to hurt you the way I know I will."

Lily's heart dropped at his words, but she refused to back down. She refused to let him dictate the terms of their relationship anymore. She took another step toward him, her voice trembling with frustration and anger. "You don't get to decide that for me. You don't get to make me some fragile thing you're afraid to touch because you think you'll break me. I'm stronger than that, Maxwell. And I want you to realize that."

He stared at her, his gaze conflicted, torn between his desire to pull away and the undeniable pull he felt toward her. "You think I don't know that? You think I don't see the strength in you? But that's exactly why I'm afraid, Lily. You're stronger than I am. And I don't know how to handle that."

The words hit her like a punch to the stomach. It was the first time Maxwell had ever shown any vulnerability, and yet it only made the situation feel even more complicated. She took a deep breath, pushing down the hurt she felt and focusing on the problem at hand.

"You think I'm going to leave you?" she asked quietly, her voice tinged with disbelief. "You're scared of me leaving, scared of me walking away, and so you push me away first. But that's not what I want, Maxwell. I don't want to run. I want to be with you. But you have to let me in."

Maxwell was silent for a moment, his eyes searching hers, looking for something he couldn't quite put into words. He didn't know how to explain the fear that had taken root in him, the overwhelming desire to protect her from the darkness he carried within. His emotions were a tangled mess, and he wasn't sure which thread to pull to make it all make sense.

"Lily…" he began, his voice low and hoarse, but he trailed off as if the words caught in his throat. He stepped toward her, but his movement was hesitant, unsure.

She met him halfway, their bodies inches apart, the intensity of the moment building between them. She could see the internal battle raging in his eyes, and she wasn't sure whether it made her want to comfort him or push him even further.

"You have to decide what you want, Maxwell," she said, her tone softer now, but with an edge of finality. "Do you want me? Do you want this? Or are you just going to keep pretending that everything's fine while I wait around, wondering when you're going to push me away again?"

Maxwell swallowed hard, his eyes flicking to her lips, then back to her eyes. He could feel the heat rising between them, a magnetic pull that neither of them could resist. And for the first time in days, he felt a flicker of hope.

"I want you, Lily," he said finally, his voice thick with emotion. "More than you'll ever know. But I don't know how to give you everything you deserve. I don't know if I can."

Her heart swelled at his words, but she couldn't let herself be swept away by them. She had to hold her ground. "Then show me," she whispered, stepping closer, closing the distance between them. "Show me you're willing to fight for us. Show me that you're not just going to give up the second things get tough."

Maxwell reached for her, his hand brushing against her cheek with a tenderness that made her breath catch in her throat. The contact was electric, sparking a fire deep inside her. He leaned in, his lips brushing hers, but just as quickly as the kiss started, it ended.

He pulled back, his forehead resting against hers as they both struggled to breathe. "I'm not giving up, Lily," he murmured, his voice rough. "But I need you to trust me. I need you to trust that I'll fight for this—fight for us. I need you to trust that I'm not going to let you go."

Lily closed her eyes, breathing in his scent, the warmth of his body surrounding her. In that moment, she felt a fragile sense of peace, knowing that despite the clash they had just had, they were still here, still standing together.

"I trust you," she whispered, her voice barely audible.

Maxwell kissed her again, this time with more urgency, more hunger, as if he were finally letting go of the fear that had kept him from truly embracing her. The kiss deepened, and Lily's hands found their way to his chest, pulling him closer, needing to feel the truth of his words.

They had clashed, but in that moment, it didn't matter. The only thing that mattered was that they had come through it—together.