It seemed almost incidental that she was a woman. So vast, has her inner voice grown over the years that she preferred an identity with humans to an indemnification with a particular environment. And yet as a woman, she seemed to have made one of the best statements "I am just like anyone". It was as though, her soul was a puzzle left to be fixed and a missing piece meant an incompletion. She hated every particle around her, the everyday event of sunlight, the people and the mini animals and creatures summing up to make a normal environment.
Then there he was, a man she had always envisioned, tall, beautiful, well built and well kept. His name was Arthur. A man she had never seen before, one she never knew she would come across in the park. She felt their feelings were paralleled, she felt most of what appealed to her, appealed to him, they were basically twin souls, a Yin and Yang or so she thought to herself and she felt that, and this was their first encounter.
They met on two occasions after getting to know each other but never personified it, in vivid detail, but within themselves. They went on several dates, got to know each other more bothe were in love but it was all but a facade, because after he proposed and the got their bows exchanged before a whole wedding hall filled with family and friends and got into their new home they both got from their wedding congratulatory money, then she begun to see the real him.
The real Arthur who was hidden several walls within his human frame, the Arthur who could exchange words with her, both slander and in attempts to raise his hands in her face and beat her, the Arthur that no longer returns home early from work, the one who decides when to come home and when not to come home, the one that gets drunk till he falls unconscious.
"Becca's POV"
I married a monster, I married someone who does not value me, I married a man who I thought loved me but all this whole was waiting for the day he would drain me and skin me alive, I married a man who would gamble with my hard earned money, I married a man who doesn't fright, but rather brings his friends over and mess the house up for me to clean up after his mess, I married someone who would cause me pain time and time again. I married a man who would end me.
Our fights were continuous and consistent as tho, they were pre- planed or strictly laid out as to do stuffs it gets draining each day, i can feel my self not being myself, I cannot feel my self love and worth anymore, I'm now in constant fear as I do not know what the coming minute holds.
On this faithful Friday, I got a nosebleed at work with was spotted by one of my colleagues, my staff advised I go to the hospital for a checkup, a checkup which I have been constantly rescheduling, today was a day I could not reschedule. I closed an earlier today, got my car keys ready and headed out to the office parking lot.
Arrived at the hospital early, and was glad to have met the doctor my appointment was set to be with, he run vigorous check ups on me and got quiet disturbed. He had a long face as if, to tell me he hates to be the bearer of bad news but that was his profession and he could not ignore it.
" Doctor Sander's POV"
Becca, I'm sorry to announce to you but you have a tumor in your brain, you've been diagnosed with stage 3 cancer, that explains the sudden nosebleeds you get, and how stressful and depressed you are lately. So sorry but at this satge it would be very hard, likely impossible to remove the tumor and even if we were capable of removing it, your chances of survival would be 2%, Becca you can die if an operation is attempted on you.