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Chapter 38 - Chapter 38: Darcy’s Final Proposal

It had been a long, restless week for Elizabeth Bennet, each day stretching on in quiet expectation. The days had turned into weeks since her visit to Pemberley, and she had not seen Mr. Darcy since that brief, almost uneasy meeting in the gardens. His sudden appearance had thrown her emotions into disarray. She had thought herself clear on her feelings for him, certain of the distance between them, but now… now everything seemed uncertain.

The man she had once believed was arrogant, self-important, and distant had shown her a side of him that she had never imagined. The kindness, the warmth in his words, the quiet depth of his sincerity—it had all shifted her perception of him, though she could not yet fully admit it to herself. He was still the same man who had once wounded her pride with his proposal in Hunsford, yet the contrast between that man and the one she had seen at Pemberley was impossible to ignore.

Perhaps it was not so much Darcy who had changed, but her understanding of him. The walls she had built around her judgment were crumbling slowly, piece by piece.

She had thought she could forget him after her visit to Pemberley, but each passing day had only made her thoughts of him more persistent. It was a constant ache, a flutter in her chest that seemed to whisper to her at the most inopportune moments. It was maddening, and yet, in some strange way, it was a relief to finally confront it.

She was walking alone one brisk autumn morning, enjoying the fresh air as she made her way across the familiar paths of Longbourn's grounds, her thoughts still tangled with the memories of her time in Derbyshire. As her shoes crunched on the fallen leaves, she had the distinct sensation that she was on the precipice of something, as though her life was about to shift, once again, in a way she could neither predict nor control.

Suddenly, the sound of hooves approached, and Elizabeth turned in time to see a rider—Darcy, unmistakable even from a distance, his tall figure cutting through the fog of morning mist. The realization sent a jolt through her, and her heart gave a sudden, involuntary leap.

Darcy slowed his horse as he drew near, and then, pulling it to a stop before her, dismounted with a fluid grace that always caught her off guard. For a moment, there was only silence between them, the morning still and crisp. Darcy stood before her, his posture upright yet subtly restrained, as though unsure how to proceed. She could see the intensity in his eyes, that same deep gaze that had once seemed so imperious, but now, there was something else—a softness, a vulnerability she hadn't seen before.

"Miss Bennet," he said, his voice low but clear. "I did not mean to disturb you on your walk."

Elizabeth nodded, her breath catching in her throat at the sight of him. "Mr. Darcy," she replied, her tone steady but inwardly racing. "There is no disturbance. How… how do you fare?"

He seemed to hesitate for a moment, as though gathering his thoughts. The usual distance that had existed between them was gone, replaced by a quiet tension that she could not quite place.

"I fare well, Miss Bennet," he said, after a pause, his gaze flicking toward the horizon before returning to her. "But I must admit, I have been unsettled by the passage of time since our last meeting."

Elizabeth raised an eyebrow, unsure how to respond. "Unsettled?" she echoed, her voice betraying her confusion.

Darcy's lips tightened slightly, and for the first time since she had met him, he looked genuinely unsure. "Yes," he continued, his tone becoming more measured, yet there was a rawness to his words that made her heart ache. "I have spent a great deal of time reflecting on my previous behavior—on the things I said to you at Hunsford, and the things I did not say." He paused again, searching her face as if looking for any sign of understanding. "Miss Bennet, I was wrong. I misjudged you, and in doing so, I hurt you. That is something I deeply regret."

Elizabeth's breath caught a swirl of emotions rising within her—surprise, confusion, and something much deeper, something she had not allowed herself to feel until now. She searched his face, unsure whether to speak or remain silent. The Darcy standing before her now was not the same man who had proposed in that cold, austere parsonage. This man seemed more open, more vulnerable, more human.

"Mr. Darcy," she began, her voice shaking slightly despite her best efforts to remain composed. "You do not need to apologize for what happened in Hunsford. What you said, as painful as it was, was not without truth. And I… I had my own pride to contend with as well."

He nodded, his expression earnest. "No, Miss Bennet. I was wrong to think that I could stand above you—above anyone, for that matter. I have spent far too long placing myself above others, assuming that my station, my wealth, and my title meant more than the person standing before me. I thought I knew what was best, but in truth, I was blinded by my own pride and prejudice." His eyes softened as he spoke the words, as if the weight of them had taken root within him. "And you were right to call me out for it."

Elizabeth felt her breath catch in her chest. She had never heard him speak like this before. It was as though a veil had been lifted, and before her stood the man she had never truly understood—one whose pride had kept him from seeing what was important, and whose vulnerability now made her see him in a new light.

She looked down for a moment, taking a deep breath to steady her heart, but when she looked up again, there was no denying the emotion she saw in his eyes. Darcy had always been difficult to read, but in this moment, there was no mistaking it—the sincerity was written clearly across his face.

"Miss Bennet," he continued, his voice low and firm, "I have come to realize something important. In the time that has passed since our last encounter, I have come to understand that my feelings for you have grown in a way I never expected. I cannot pretend otherwise any longer."

Elizabeth's heart raced. The words he spoke sent a ripple of shock through her, and she found herself at a loss for how to respond.

"I have been unfair to you, Miss Bennet," he said, his voice unwavering. "I know I cannot undo the past, but I must ask you to reconsider what you might think of me. Not as a proud man who assumes superiority, but as someone who has come to care for you more than he ever thought possible. Someone who, despite his own flaws, wishes to share his life with you—if you will have me."

The world seemed to stop around her. Her breath, caught in her throat, could not seem to escape. The words he had spoken were like a confession—a revelation she had never anticipated, and yet, now that they had been said, they felt oddly right. Darcy, standing before her with such raw honesty, was a man she had never known, and yet a man she could not seem to dismiss any longer.

He took a step forward, his eyes never leaving hers. "I ask you, Miss Bennet, as an equal, without the arrogance that once clouded my judgment. I ask you as a man who is no longer bound by pride, but by genuine affection for you. Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?"

Elizabeth's heart pounded in her chest, her mind racing to process the gravity of his words. She stood frozen, caught between the past and the present, between the man who had once hurt her and the man who now stood before her, vulnerable and sincere. She had to admit, she was torn. But in her heart, she knew the answer before the words even left her lips.

"Yes, Mr. Darcy," she said, her voice barely a whisper, but filled with a joy she could no longer contain. "Yes."

Darcy's face softened in a way she had never seen before. He stepped closer to her, his hands reaching out, gently taking hers in his. The world around them faded as he spoke again, his voice filled with wonder.

"Elizabeth," he said, his tone reverent. "You have made me the happiest man in the world."

And in that moment, standing there in the quiet morning light, Elizabeth knew that her life had changed forever. The man before her was not the one she had once rejected, nor the one who had once made her feel inferior. He was a man who had confronted his own pride, who had shown her his heart, and who, against all odds, had won hers in return.

As she looked into his eyes, she saw not only the man he had become but the man he would continue to be—one she could love, truly and wholly, as an equal. And with that, all the past hurt, all the misunderstandings, all the barriers between them fell away. There was nothing now but the two of them, standing together, ready to begin the life they would share.

With a smile, Darcy took her hand, and Elizabeth, feeling a warmth spread through her chest, knew that this was the beginning of something extraordinary.