I went for a walk with a blank expression... then my heart skipped a beat when I saw the guy a love I was stuck in that place. I wanted to go towards him and talk with him, asking about his life – if he was happy without me or not? Did he move on? Many things came into my mind. I forgot everything; I just kept looking at him. And
wwwwwhhhhhaaaaatttttt!!!!!
And then, to my surprise,
our eyes met.
He smiled and made his way towards me.
I was paralyzed,
my mind on the brink of collapse from the weight of overthinking.
I didn't know what to say or how to start. I had lots of questions in my mind. Does he have another girl in his life? Is he still waiting for me? Has he changed? Why is he coming towards me? Does he want to talk to me? On what subject? If I sayanything wrong to him or say something strange? I am so nervous. He came after me. We both were so calm.
He asked me how life was.
I replied, "Fine.
What about you?" He said, "Nothing so good,
just that we are in front of each other." I wanted to talk to him about many things, but I was too shy and afraid to talk, almost on the verge of tears. So, we both stayed calm.
He asked me, "Can we sit and talk?"
My mind was racing.
What does he want to talk about? I was never prepared for this but I little curious why he wanted to talk with Me And
I said, "Sure."
We sat on the bench. He was very different from the last time we talked. Now I was thinking, he definitely has another girl inhis life, and she never loved him the way I love him, or there are some family problems, or he is living alone. The number of questions increased.
He looked into my eyes and said sorry for what he did to me.
I replied, "Yeah, fine, I forgot about that." "Really?
You forgave me?"
"Nah, what you did to me was never forgivable."
"I'm literally sorry. Now I know I was wrong. I learned more bad things without you."
We talked about our past.
Suddenly,
he said, "Please, can we be like old days?Can we live in a relationship again? I promise I'll never treat you that way."
My eyes widened, my heartbeats were faster and louder than a train, the whole area was calm, the birds stopped chirping.For a few seconds, the whole world stopped for me.
Automatically, a tear rolled down.
I was like,
"Of course, why not? All I wanted for the past 3 years is this. I wanted to hear this from you. How can I say no? I always thought about you since we broke up. I always waited for this day.
Thank you so much, God, for this.
" Now it's my turn to say, "Yes, from this day, we can start a new life. My wait is over."
I closed my eyes,
took a deep breath,
and then slowly opened them. With a hopeful smile,
I whispered, "Hey, my love, all I wanted is just Y..O....."
However, as my eyes fully opened, reality set in.
I saw a fan slowly moving and then stopping.
I heard, "Wake up, see what's the time." I sat on my bed, put my hand on my heart.
"Calm down, my heart, it was just a dream!!!"
I went to the bathroom, washed my face. I saw my dull face in the mirror. I took the phone, opened Instagram. There was a close story of him. I thought, he's putting a story for my comeback. I opened his story; there was a picture.
He was with his girl, enjoying time with each other. And there was a caption,
"HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY MY GIRL."Yeah, I had to be happy after seeing this, but my heart never felt happy.ì