That Tuesday evening it was a new term a new phase.The school's routine every new year was to move the lockers to the new class."Belle move other people want to pass another jerk told me." I glared at him.Wait a new boy was walking this way I just couldn't stop looking at him.He looked at me also.I think my whole system shut down for some seconds.I kinda wished he was in my class.
After moving lockers I arranged my stuff.
School had never been fun for me.I couldn't make friends all the girls were shitty they spoke shit to me they made me feel like shit.
So why would I love this place everyday was a new day to feel how not good enough I was.
His name was Alons the new boy I had sited earlier and he was in my class.I couldn't stop looking at him.He sat behind me."Hey can I borrow an eraser?" "Yeah sure I looked behind with a small smile I handed it over to me.He had smiled back.
Foxy was my best friend as people put it my ride or die it was her and me against the world.She made highschool less of hell to me.
We always sang with her our little song
You can stay under my umbrella.She was my umbrella protecting me from the constant hurt people poured to me." Belle you forgot this."A sweet male voice said behind me it was Alons.
How did he know my name. Ooooh thank you. He helped me take the books I had left on my locker. We walked together to the chemistry class. Was he always this shy? He wasn't talking that much. He looked kind and nice. I could talk to him all day and never get tired. Foxy had booked a seat for me next to her in the lab. She giggled when she saw me enter with Alons. I told her of the crush I had. "You're late she said looking at me with her cute blue eyes. I would really do anything for this girl. She was my world. "I had left my books I had to go back for them." I told her softly. Debsie was this really beautiful girl in class. Kind of soft spoken. She also liked Alons. I could see it from the way she looked at him all the time. Debsie saw the connection I had with Alons. We had clicked so well. Looking back in class in class became a norm because he sat behind me. We would joke, laugh and just be happy. I had found a less shitty person in this place. He took care of me. He made sure I was thriving and that nothing ever harmed me. Sometimes things never stay the same. I really liked Alons since that first meet cute we had. The eye contact. He had these eyes. Ocean eyes mesmerising. He was my best friend acleast that was what he always said to me. How could I tell him that I had feelings if he considered me as just his best friend. Debsie was now my new seat mate Foxy was shifted and taken to the back. I felt my heart aching. Something was missing. Was I happy? not really. Belle you must be tough I always told myself that. Just to escape from reality. I had always been the kind of girl who cries her problems away. I wanted to be strong not to shed tears. I knew that it was a sign of weakness. Finally the term was over. I could finally breath. I felt that this place had me feeling trapped. The last day was when people gave out dares. By then I had made some friends. I don't think they were actually friends just people to fill the lonely void in my soul. They had noticed how close Alons and I were. So they dared me to kiss him. I smiled this was so crazy. I knew the feelings Alons had for me were mutual. So no I couldn't do the dare. I was too scared. In all this I remembered I had to do something to bring Foxy back. Before Alons develops feelings for Debsie. She was so sweet and nice to him and that was just so annoying I could scream with anger. "Guys come see this."someone shouted from across the room. It was a notebook someone had written mean stuff about everyone in that book. Alons held my hand. Don't read it. Was he scared that I would hurt? I freed myself from his grip and walked towards the notebook. Looking for where my name was written in that book. I melted with pain could this place get even worse. Words cut deeper than a knife and I guess this words were a dagger to my soul. Alons sat beside me he held my hand. I wanted to cry but not here. I could feel the hot tears burn from within my eyes. Fuck this place.