Not happy? Hehe... I too am not. But I can only strive to be a bigger ant. And you? Why would you read this if not for something much more than you are?
Is our world real? Why do we exist? Who wrote us down and to what end? Did I came to be just to please some unknown being with my life story and relieve him of his boredom?
You see, ever since I was born i keep doubting our existence, our... setting, the meaning of my... life. Hehe in what kind of genre can my world be classified?
Hahahaha Do you feel dejected with me now?
We are just some sims in some games mindlessly being brought to do their bidding for their entertainment.
But worry noty friends for as long as you and I can think we ARE no matter the form, place or time or so i was made to think.
Since I surrender to my fate accept yours and let's enjoy each other company shall we?
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REALITY?
You can introduce yourself in the comments section below (not that I will read them tho) Well now it's my turn humhum.
In this lifetime and reality my name is Bradley Octobers born in country S the land of the big dreamers, envied winner and countless loser.
I am currently in my fifties and still alive (for now). Well for my appearance it's meaningless for you to know since I am now old and weathering (haha yes it's an old Mc finally (haha I am finally THE MC)).
Hum, so, back in the days I use to be quite a stud with good grades, a nice look, pleasant personality and naturally, some romantic encounter. I graduated with a master in psychology and started working after a period of time when my license was released earning myself a good reputation.
Naturally my parents were proud of my achievements, they never had any trouble and so did I. Truth to be told at that point in my life I had no complain, the world was good to me and I enjoy it's wonder happily but of course as a trendy man born in this modern era I took it's custom and habits such as keeping in touch with my friends, networking on social media, listening to hits of the week, binging on novels, catching the lastest Tv shows and enlightening myself with novels and anime. A true man of culture.
Latter on I met her, Carmen, and no she wasn't the love of my life but she was the final winner of my heart (and lust. DOUBLE DEAL!!!). When I was looking for an opportunity to settle down and have a family we got acquainted with each other from mutual friend's. After all I was nearing my 30s and she too was close to becoming a misfit because most of the people around us got married already. She was quite gorgeous, had this exotic gypsy body type while being modern, chic, intellectual and she was a realistic person with whom you would barely held any opposing view as she was quite flexible in moral and emotion. Plus she was very supportive, fidel and was quite submissive in bed. A true pearl!!
In those next years after we got together we had kids, well two daughters (sadly no twins and luckily they got our goods genes), those kids grew up and for some reason I started to get depressed in that time period especially when they started to get attention from those snotty brats in the neighborhood, latter those popular kids in school and finally when they start to get secret letters complimenting them.
Aiiihho!! how I want to shoot down those thief for wanting to steal my treasures!!!
Alas a few years ago the inevitable happened and they started dating some decent boy with good moral (he! if they weren't I would have help them with a good beating humph).
And now here we are on my death bed, my old and gentle wife by my side and my unmarried daughters visiting me (where are the grand kids???).
Yep, I am dying, nope nothing serious like the Legendary Hitman Tr**k-sama or some incurable decease. I just albeit temporarily survived being attacked by one of my patients who went batshit when we started evoking her childhood, curse my old bones preventing me reacting fast enough as she threw the ashtray kept there for therapeutic marejuana (studies defend my points). Well at least I am spending the rest of my lifeforce in family, I can't talk because I am too weak, I can barely register what I am looking at but I can feel their warmth and love. I am quite satisfied with this ending of mine even though we could have stayed together a bit more, it's seems that I have to go.
Forgive me for leaving first my dears. Together with you this life of mine was not wasted in the slightest.
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Back to REALITY?
"So how was it?"
"... I can only say that you are a truly peerless genius..... To cram a whole lifetime in the span of 1 year, this will revolutionized the world as we know in all the sectors ..... But those ending are seriously mess up they need some less urgent death. "
"Sight, the time limit one can stay in the Imaginative World can't exceed those 1 day per cycle so unlike the life scenario process, the end (death) need to be executed swiftly to disconnect the user if not he will be lost in the multitude of phantasm existing through the multiverse and you can't come back to the same or maybe one with alternative content. After all it is using the connection between the Dream World of each humans as support so it's prone to change and influence. "
" Well it's still pretty realistic. When will it be launched ? "
" Officially never. After all the world's generate for each person are different with some rare case of some being share but the content may not be to one liking and we can't even monitor them. Why? You already want to go back inside? "
"Well, haha, I would be lying if I said no after all it's basically a whole lifetime and I get to experience, explore and learn a lot, but I am afraid to end up inside those containing twisted thoughts and changing for the worst, plus I may not distinguish reality anymore ."
"This is why I kept working on it, simply too valuable to be stop by the negative part but it's still not safe enough for it to be shared and that why I need your help to keep making observations on the phenomenon it manifest when in use as well as your feedback. "
Phew..." Let's go, i want some of your home made cooking it's like decade since a had that taste."
"Ok,... At least you didn't forget about me in there... Hey Bradley..."
"Yes?"
"I love you, don't forget about me in there"
"Haha, I may meet a lot of people in those cycles but i will always love you the most, May. "
A well deserved rest later moments later ~
"Everything is ready to go, we can start when you are"
" I was born ready."
" Hum, I already experienced it early I though you would be too tired to do anything"
"Haha you know very well how hard it is"
"Humph the rest of the staff is near don't talk nonsense and check your condition"
"Alright seriously I am ready"
"Ok sweet dreams"
"Thank you, see you later!! "
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