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After having an awkward conversation with Kyungsoo like the day before and seeing him off to the academy, I got dressed and came out, sat down at a cafe in front of the station, ordered a cup of coffee, looked out at the station, and checked the messenger on my phone.
'… So you finally came.'
In the end, I thought of it as a last resort and even tried contacting Seonghyeon in the morning, but for some reason, there was no reply from Seonghyeon.
I thought maybe she was avoiding me, so I sent her a text message through the messenger I used to use when I was a man, but there was no response from that either. Did something happen?
I made an appointment with the intention of having just one person, but… I'm still anxious.
… I thought about contacting Youngho, but I already told him to cut off contact first, so doing something like that would be a bit… Besides, even if I contacted him, if I think about the conversation we had before we cut off contact, it would be no different from selling my body.
"ha…."
A sigh comes out on its own.
What if the other person suddenly threatens me with a knife? Or what if they try to steal my wallet and money?
I was a little anxious, so I put the TS Stone in my bag to run away if something went wrong, but I was still anxious.
I held the shoulder strap of my slightly mismatched black backpack in my hand, afraid that I might lose it, and fiddled with my phone with one hand.
'… I feel suffocated.'
Are you feeling nervous?
… Even though I've become quite accustomed to having sex with men since I've been having it with Sunghyun almost every day, I still feel strangely nervous about waiting like this with the thought of selling my body.
The word 'prostitute' won't leave my mind.
'… I'm originally a man, so if you look at it, I'm a prostitute… No, I'm a woman now.'
It's a little confusing, but it's the same in that it involves selling your body.
It may be a delusion, but I kept drinking coffee because I was nervous and anxious that a few men from the other side might come and forcefully attack me or that something bad might happen.
After drinking all the coffee I ordered at the cafe, I felt like drinking something different.
I'm not thirsty, but I have a hard time sitting still without doing something.
[You're all here, where are you?]
'Ah, here it comes.'
I felt a vibration in my pocket so I took my phone out and saw that I had a message from the person I was supposed to meet.
Suddenly, my heart started pounding and I felt like I couldn't breathe, so I just sat there and took a deep breath.
"Hoo… haa… hoo…."
It doesn't seem like the stuffy feeling is getting any better, but my head feels a little clearer.
I immediately sent a message to the other person, left the cafe, and quietly watched the station.
[What are you wearing?]
[A red and black coat and jeans.]
I immediately looked in front of the station to see if there was anyone wearing such clothes and playing with their cell phones.
[…You are outside, right?]
[It's at the station entrance.]
[Raise your hands.]
I looked at it a few times but couldn't figure out who it was, so I sent a message and quietly looked toward the station, and then I saw a man raising his hand in front of the station where we were supposed to meet.
… Is it okay for me to come alone?
[Cross the crosswalk from there, you see McDonald's? It's right in front of you.]
I sent another message to move in case someone came with me or something… I followed my words and
Okay, I saw something moving.
When crossing the crosswalk, don't talk to anyone around you or tell them that someone is following you.
Judging from the fact that he didn't come, it seems certain that he came alone.
"Whew…."
Although my anxiety was a bit excessive… I sighed and walked towards the man, thinking that it was fortunate.
Jeans and a sweater… I want to wear other clothes, but I can't help it since these are the only clothes I can wear.
I should have brought more clothes.
I took a deep breath as I walked toward him, feeling nervous at the thought of receiving money and having sex with him.
On the other hand, the other side would be extremely excited rather than nervous, right?
You might be excited about the prospect of having sex.
And that too with someone I'm meeting for the first time.
"excuse me…."
When I got closer, I saw that he looked much better than I expected. His head was slightly upturned, as if he had applied some wax.
If there's anything that bothers me a little, it's the slight smell of cigarette smoke.
The high school student, who was trying to look cool in his own way, looked at me and immediately turned his gaze to my large chest and face.
I looked at my chest alternately.
"Ah…uh…whoa…."
I was surprised, then dumbfounded, then amazed… .
I think he really likes it.
"Uh…is that right?"
"Oh, by any chance…."
After we awkwardly confirmed with each other, the corners of the other person's mouth suddenly went up as if he was certain that I was the one who had just sent the message.
"Oh, should we take a walk first?"
"Oh, yes."
I'm a little nervous, and I don't think I can say anything in a place with a lot of people like where I'm standing now.
With that in mind, I followed the other person's words and walked behind him.
He looks pretty ordinary… I think he takes good care of his hair and skin. He doesn't look that ugly, but he looks a bit like a bully.
He's also quite big... He's bigger than me even though he's a high school student.
The guy was walking next to me, glancing at my chest, and then suddenly grabbed my hand.
Was it because he was excited and bold? Or was it because he thought he had been 'bought' with money, even if it was only temporarily?
Are you running?
As I thought about that, I suddenly wanted to finish it quickly and go.
"…Where are you going to do it?"
When I asked in a small voice, the boy, who seemed to be a high school student now, answered in an excited voice.
"Oh, let's eat first. Have you eaten?"
Hey, rice…?
Suddenly, something very unexpected came to me.
"Huh? I haven't eaten yet…."
"Then I'll buy it, so let's eat first. Oh, and let's use informal language, right? It seems too formal."
"Uh…? Yeah…."
I also felt a bit uncomfortable using honorifics toward high school students.
"What do you want to eat?"
"Are you speaking informally too?"
"Why, you don't like it?"
"…No, it's okay."
Anyway, you're seeing this person now and you won't see him again later. Don't worry too much about it.
Since we suddenly ended up eating together, this high school student and I walked down the street for a while and ended up going into a tonkatsu restaurant.
"Please tell me your name."
"…Kim Hee-yeon."
"Where did you go to college?"
"…Do whatever you want with it."
I was listening with one ear and letting it go out the other, thinking that we would only meet once anyway, when the other person started introducing himself/herself.
His name is Seongwook, and from what I've heard from him talking about his second year of high school, he doesn't seem like a very honest guy, although he may not be a bully.
"But you're really pretty. Do you have a boyfriend?"
"…Phew."
I feel like I'm being treated like an object.
It's not like they keep asking you this and that like it's an interview before having sex in Japanese AV... They ask quietly, perhaps thinking of the people around them, but it's quite embarrassing.
'… Let's not be too sensitive, after all, it's true that I'm trying to sell my body.'
After I finished eating and vaguely answered questions like, "I have a girlfriend, but she's much prettier than my girlfriend, so I want to date her," and "Do you have a boyfriend?", a high school student named Seongwook got up from his seat, hugged my waist, and pulled me in as if to show off to everyone around him.
'Huh?!'
My lower back is so sensitive that even the slightest touch would make me flinch, and I would jump up. I held my breath and endured the tickling, but the moment he took his hand away to pay, I immediately moved far away.
"Ha, haa…."
I thought I was going to die.
Of all places, you had to put your hand on that sensitive part… If you had just put your hand a little lower, it wouldn't have been like this.
Before I felt any discomfort or anything like that, my heart started racing because I was so surprised.
If it's fortunate that no strange sounds come out of your mouth, then it's fortunate...
"Shall we go to karaoke?"
"Uh, yeah."
After finishing the calculation, I came out… What was the name?
…was it Seongwook?
Anyway, the other person walked up to me from behind and tried to put his arm around my waist again, so I pulled on the shoulder strap while wearing my backpack on my back and told him not to do it.
'Ugh… .'
Then he just grabbed my hand.
"Whew…."
Really… what should I say?
It's stuffy and frustrating.
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After dinner, I was dragged straight to a karaoke room.
They didn't just go straight to the karaoke room that caught their eye, but they went into a few different places and looked around before coming in. From my perspective as a man, it seemed like they were looking for a karaoke room that was suitable for having sex.
"Ah… the room is full right now."
"How long do I have to wait?"
"Just a moment… please wait about 20 minutes."
It's a little strange that the karaoke room is already full of people even though it's not that late.
Is it because it's vacation and students are flocking in? The voices of what seem to be high school or middle school girls resonate through the karaoke room, and occasionally a man's voice can be heard mixed in.
"Um…what should I do?"
Seongwook seemed to hesitate for a moment after hearing what the man who appeared to be a part-time worker said, then looked in my direction.
"What do you want to do?"
I've had sex in karaoke rooms... I've, but I've never gone to a karaoke room with the intention of having sex in the first place, so honestly, I don't know what makes this karaoke room different from other places, but since you've been looking for it, I guess you're planning to do it here.
Even if we told them to go to a different karaoke room, there was a high probability that they would go in and out like before, and spend more than 20 minutes looking for one.
"What… why don't you just wait for about 20 minutes?"
As I said that, thinking that I wanted to finish quickly since I was already doing it, Sungwook looked at the karaoke lady and said.
"How much per hour?"
'ha….'
My head started spinning as I thought about having sex here in just a moment.
As I watched Sungwook take out money from his wallet and give the money in advance to the lady, I sat down on the sofa inside the karaoke room, wondering where I could sit and wait for the next 20 minutes.
"Sister, let's go outside for a bit."
"Huh? Huh?"
But just as I was sitting down, Sungwook grabbed my arm and forcibly lifted me up, and this time he dragged me out of the karaoke room.
For a high school student, she's quite strong... Even though I'm a woman now, my physical strength doesn't seem to be much different from when I was a man. Is she stronger than me?
"What…? Where are you going?"
"Come for a moment."
He continued to drag me by the arm and took me to a public restroom in the building where the karaoke room was.
Oh… I have a bad feeling about this.
"Hey, wait a minute…! What is that…?!"
"Oh, I told you to come for a moment… I told you I'd have to wait 20 minutes…."
"…So? What do you want me to do…."
"Come in first and talk."
I was practically shoved into the bathroom stall, and at the moment when I stumbled and hit my leg against the toilet with the cover down, Sungwook immediately came into the stall with me, pressed his body against mine, and locked the door.
"Hey, wait a minute… Are you… planning to do it in the bathroom?"
Before the question of why I paid for karaoke in that case could disappear, I heard the sound of someone pulling down his pants.
"Ah…fuck, I wanted to touch it for a while so I got mad…can I touch it?"
"I told you to wait a moment…!"
When Sungwook suddenly pushed me against the partition wall and tried to touch my chest over my clothes, I lowered my head and pushed Sungwook's body away with all my might.
"What…? Why?"
"Wait a minute… Are you saying you're going to do it here?"
"What? Sex?"
"Yeah, that's it."
I asked quietly inside the partition, hoping that someone might hear, and Sungwook spoke, shifting slightly in the narrow partition and making a sound of his shoes scraping against the floor.
"What should I do here? It's so cramped… I have to do it inside the room."
"Then what… why here…."
"You told me to wait 20 minutes. Let's do something before then."
"No, that's why…."
"Ah, don't put it here, don't put it here. I said just touch the chest a little."
… So, before we get into it for real, you want to do some petting here first?
"…Give me the money first."
I couldn't make a fuss in a place like this, and since I understood the gist of it, I decided to get the money first.
It may seem like you're just trying to touch my heart, but prepaid is much better than postpaid.
"I'll give it to you later."
"Give it to me now."
"Ah, okay, okay."
Seongwook put his hands in his pockets as if he was annoyed, took out his wallet, took out 50,000 won from inside, and handed it over to me.
"I'll give you the rest later. Okay?"
… When I actually see the money being offered, it's hard to accept it.
The moment I received it, I really felt like I was going to become a woman who sells her body for money… But the guy forcibly grabbed my hand, gave me money, and started touching my chest, so I stuffed the 50,000 won in my pocket with complicated feelings.
"Ugh…."
"Wow, fuck… It's seriously fucking huge…."
I stood there awkwardly, my shoulders tense, my body hesitantly pushed against the wall. But as he continued to touch my chest, I remembered the 50,000 won I had already put in my pocket, so I relaxed and let him touch my chest however he wanted.
"Ugh… huh… huh…."
"You like it? Fuck… it's so fucking soft… does it feel good?"
Every time he pressed too hard, I would lose my breath and let it escape on its own, but Seongwook must have misunderstood it as a moan and became even more excited as he continued to touch my chest. Then he lifted one hand, grabbed my wrist, and pulled it.
"Haa… haa… touch…."
As Sungwook put his hand inside her pants, the heat of her erect penis was transmitted to her.
"Phew…."
Thinking that there was nothing I could do, I held it in my hand inside my clothes and moved it a few times, and strangely enough, I started to feel comfortable.
I opened my half-closed eyes slightly and saw that Sungwook was concentrating on the movement of my fingers. Instead of pressing and kneading them as he had done just before, he was just touching them as if his strength had left them.
… Is this why you feel better?
Today, I feel strangely as I hold the penis of a man I am seeing for the first time in my life… No, it wasn't just strange, it was complicated, but I realized that the more I touch him in a pleasant way, the less strength I have in my hands that are kneading his chest, so I guess I have no choice but to do it better… .
He began to move his hand inside his clothes up and down, paying more and more attention to it.
"Ugh...oh...ugh...!"
I was wondering how I was supposed to hold and move this thing because I was standing up and holding it with my hands inside my clothes, but I got used to it quickly after fiddling with it a little.
As I moved my hand, making a loop with the tips of my thumb and little finger touching each other and the other three fingers comfortably extending downward, I could feel that Sungwook was becoming less and less interested in touching my chest.
Swish, swish, swish… .
'Phew… .'
It was no different from being dragged in against my will, but being touched like this, my body reacted on its own, and the entrance became hot… .
… I've never seen this person before, but how long has it been since I last met him? Why is he hiding in a bathroom stall and doing this?
I had that thought as I was now touching my partner's penis with my hand, completely removed from his chest, in a bathroom filled with silence except for the noise of the karaoke room coming from upstairs.
"Ugh… Wait a minute…."
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