As soon as I felt it touch my teeth, I pursed my lips slightly to keep them from touching my teeth. It was my first time doing this, so I wasn't very good at it, but I've experienced my teeth being scratched before, so I know how much it hurts if you scratch them wrong, so I decided to be careful.
'Ugh, I feel sick… .'
Even though I did give it to him, I still feel bad because I think about how I ended up having a dick in my mouth.
I squeezed my eyes shut and tightened my grip on Seonghyeon's pants. I moved my feet, straightened my posture with the sound of the soles of my shoes dragging on the ground, and quickly moved to wait for him to cum.
Strangely enough, when I smell the scent of the mosquito, my mouth starts to water.
It's not that it smells good or anything, but it's just that it smells so bad that my mouth starts watering. The smell itself isn't good, but it's a smell that makes my mouth water.
I didn't know why my mouth was watering, but when my mouth started to get wet, Seonghyeon grabbed my head and started shaking it back and forth.
"Ugh, um…, ugh…."
At first, I was flustered and let out a sound, but later I corrected my posture and moved my body little by little to match the movements so that I wouldn't fall by mistake.
Huh? It doesn't seem like much of a deal.
After holding it in my mouth for a while, I didn't feel like the smell or taste was numbed, and it really felt like I was just holding it in my mouth.
Rather, what is harder to endure than the teeth is the hair. Every time the hair moves back and forth, it gets into the mouth or tickles the nose, which is difficult.
I want to shave it… .
"Phukkup… hurrup! Ugh…."
There's so much saliva in my mouth that it keeps dripping out of my lips every time I move.
Why is there so much of it? I guess it'll be okay if I drink it once, but I don't like that...
I wish you would just take it out for a moment and let me spit… .
"Ugh, ugh, gasp…."
Seonghyeon is so excited that it doesn't seem like he'll have time to do that. I open my eyes, which had been closed slightly, and look up. He's looking down at me from above, shaking his hips.
Well… if you have a condom, I'll just let you do it once.
Looking at the way she's desperately shaking her waist, I feel like letting her do it once. If I think about it, it's hard to say that she's sympathetic even if she's done it with her mouth, hands, and chest.
But still, it's a bit weird without a condom… .
"Kup, um, kurup, hooup…."
Seonghyeon, who had been moving little by little, gradually started to move his waist bigger and bigger, grabbing my head and thrusting his penis deep into me.
Knock knock? Knock knock… What should I call this sound? It's a strange sound as the needle touches my throat inside my mouth.
I'm really out of my mind. I'm trying to hold it in, but when I keep tapping my neck, tears and saliva come out on their own, and it's hard to pay attention to them. I think it'll be okay if I just swallow it once, but I still don't want to swallow it.
Finally, when I felt my saliva dripping down and wetting my chest, I just gave up and knelt down on the floor, putting my hands together under my mouth.
The saliva keeps flowing down into my hand… .
"Ugh…ugh…ha, ha, lick me once…."
Seonghyeon stops moving while putting his penis in my mouth and speaks.
Lick this? In your mouth?
…Is this how it should be done?
"Hoogu…Hooguup…Ung…."
My drool keeps dripping. Ugh, this is getting to the point where it's hard to deal with. I wish I could take a short break so I can wipe my mouth and hands.
But from Seonghyeon's perspective, it would be unthinkable to stop for a moment. He wants me to keep moving my mouth, and he vigorously shakes his waist back and forth to the point where my hair, which I had worked hard to tie up, begins to loosen.
"Uh… huff, huh…."
The sound of saliva continuously leaking out of my mouth tickles my lips. I can't hear it, but I can feel it coming from inside my body.
Is it good? Do you like it now?
I don't know why I care about that, but I keep opening my closed eyes and looking up. Then, when I look down slightly, I vaguely feel saliva dripping down near my chest.
'Oh, I just bought this sweater.'
How should I wash a sweater? Handwashing? More importantly, it should not leave any marks on it so that I can wear it back home.
"Whoop, slurp… Koop, slurp…."
No matter how much I swallow, the saliva doesn't stop flowing out. Sometimes it drips down, and other times it comes out all at once in a gushing stream.
I feel like something is off as I keep shaking my head back and forth, thinking that my face must be a mess.
'I've moved around quite a bit, so why haven't I caught it yet?'
Just now I felt like I was going to cum right away when I just touched it with my hand, but now I'm doing it with my mouth, so why isn't it happening yet?
Now that I think about it, I think it's because I don't keep my mouth shut properly. That's why my drool is flowing out.
Since I'm not tightening it properly or anything, I guess it's not giving me that much stimulation…
My throat was already starting to hurt a little, so I pursed my lips, thinking that rather than continuing like this for a long time, I would rather do it carefully and finish it off.
"Ugh… haah… so good…!"
This feels good, after all.
When I hear a voice from above, I feel as if it were true and I feel a little happy. I see that you like it because I do it with my lips. Then, if I do it a little more, you'll cum faster.
I try to push it up slightly with force using my tongue, wondering if it would work inside my mouth. I also try to suck it lightly with the feeling of tightening my cheek a little.
Since I'm not really going to drink it or anything if I just gulp it down and don't swallow it, I think this much will be okay and try to suck it up, and I immediately get a reaction from Seonghyeon.
"Ugh… ah… ugh…."
He stands still, his hands on his head, his waist still, trembling.
… do you like it?
I just move my tongue and lick the penis in my mouth. Since I can no longer taste or smell it, I don't feel anything special.
"Ugh... ah, shit, shit... just a moment... ugh..."
Ah, I'm cumming. I'm cumming...
I moved my tongue a little harder. I thought that if I stopped here, I might not cum because of the subtle difference, so I pursed my lips and licked my penis with my tongue, thinking that I should just cum quickly and be done with it.
"Ugh…!"
"Ugh…!"
Sizzle, sizzle…!
It came out, it started to come out in my mouth. It seemed like I could smell the semen coming out from inside my mouth through my nose.
Seeing that I was about to throw up right away, I thought I had overdone it, so I tried to pull my head out quickly, but then I felt Seonghyeon's hand grab my head from above and press it down.
'No, straight into the neck!'
"Gulp…! Gulp…."
The semen hits my throat and I swallow it forcefully. I quickly close my eyes and try to stop it, but my throat twitches once more and I swallow another small sip.
I can't taste the semen in my mouth, but the smell rises from my throat and flows back up my nose, letting me know that semen has entered my throat.
The feeling of something hot touching the depths of my neck also tells me that fact, proving to me something I don't want to believe.
Boohoo, boohoo, boohoo…
.
"Ahhh… kekeke, haak…!"
"Woof…! Woof woof…! Woof woof…!"
Seonghyun shoves his dick so deep into my mouth that his nose touches my pubic bone and rubs against it. I try to pull my head back, pushing my legs with my arms to get my breath out, but as soon as my posture starts to shake, he immediately shoves his dick back in.
As I try hard not to swallow and continue to pull my head back, the first spurt of semen comes up onto my tongue.
'Wow...!'
My tightly shut eyes open with a squint, and my vision becomes distorted with tears welling up.
"Ugh…."
Tzuap… .
After ejaculating, the guy carefully pulled his penis out of his mouth as if there was a blade stuck in it.
The wet, shiny vagina comes out of his mouth, and steam rises, perhaps because the weather is cold.
There was still semen in my mouth. I held it in my mouth with a frown, then spit it out onto my palm, which was covered in saliva.
"Ugh…."
The semen flows out in a long thread as if it is stretching out, and the saliva inside my mouth also falls out.
As I watch the semen dripping from my mouth onto my palm, the fact that Seonghyeon had ejaculated in my mouth begins to feel real.
"Eeeeeee… Seriously… I swallowed it… "
I want to throw up right now.
"Whew."
I closed my eyes tightly with an expression on my face, let out all the semen, wiped it over my tongue with my lips, and spat.
It feels like there's semen mixed in with the frothy saliva.
Seong-hyeon is looking down at the scene from above. He sees his semen flowing out of his mouth. He accidentally spit it out and a small amount of it fell on his large chest.
"Ha, haaah… haa… haa…."
As I exhaled the breath I had been holding in order to spit out what was in my mouth, the breath that had been choking and tormenting my throat came out in one breath.
The slightly salty and slippery taste lingering on my tongue is annoying, so I stick my tongue out and continue to drip the saliva that has collected in my mouth onto my palm.
It's not as tasty or smelly as I thought, but it's not delicious either.
I feel rather repulsed. Eating semen, and being fed it to me. It's absurd.
"S, swallow it…."
Seonghyeon spoke to me without taking his hands off my head, as if he wanted me to put his semen back in his mouth and swallow it gulp.
The sticky liquid mixed with saliva and semen that was spit out on the palm of his hand was steaming just like Seonghyeon's penis, perhaps because it had just been heated up.
You want me to put this back in my mouth and swallow it?
This is crazy.
"…Haa…Haa…Sorry, I don't like it…."
I slowly got up from my seat, put my hands under my mouth, and went to the bathroom.
Fortunately, the bathroom on my floor was open. However, it had not been cleaned for a while, so it was dark and smelled musty. There was dust on the mirror, but when I turned on the faucet, the water seemed to be flowing cleanly, so I washed my hands and spit out the saliva in my mouth several times.
Swaaaah-
"Haa, haa… Whew, Whew… woof…!"
I wanted to throw up the contents of my stomach right away, but I was worried about doing it in front of the person who had ejaculated, and I remembered the price of the meat I had eaten earlier, so I held back my nausea.
I lift my hand, which has been washed with water, and wipe the dust off the mirror. I see my messy reflection in the mirror.
Her hair is stuck to her skin from sweat, there are tear stains under her eyes, drool is flowing from her mouth, and her face is red from breathing, creating a lewd atmosphere.
I wiped my mouth with water, but I didn't rinse my mouth. I really wanted to rinse, and I kept feeling like something was stuck in my throat, so I wanted to spit it out like phlegm, but since the bathroom was dirty, I thought there might be something wrong with the water, even though it looked clear, so I just wiped my skin a little and didn't put it in my mouth.
"Haaah…."
After calming down and washing my hands thoroughly, I put my hand under my sweater and roughly adjusted the position of my bra. Then I put my hand in the back and turned on the hook.
I'm a bit nervous because it doesn't charge properly, but I think this will suffice for now.
When I put on my bra properly, I noticed that the white sweater was slightly wet only on my chest, and it seemed like it would leave a mark.
I roughly washed it with my wet hands, recalled the instructions for washing a sweater in my head, washed it until there was no trace of it, and left the bathroom.
In front of the bathroom door, Seonghyeon was waiting, dressed properly, with the toilet paper inside his clothes, not knowing when or what he had used to clean it.
When I turned my gaze to the guy's lower body and thought about it, it didn't seem like it was that big of an object.
But if you put it in deep enough, it will touch your throat.
Up until now, I've only ever been in the position of putting it in, and I've never thought that it would actually be put in, so it's something I've never even thought about, but even if it's that long, it feels like it touches my neck.
It looks small from the outside, but it feels big once you go inside.
… Anyway, I'm tired. Every time the cold wind blows, my lower body feels damp, and my underwear feels a little wet, but no matter what, I don't feel like having sex with her right now.
"Are you satisfied?"
"Uh, yeah…."
Seonghyeon still hesitates as if he can't believe what he experienced.
I'm glad I was satisfied with just one. Rather than being satisfied, I was so nervous that I couldn't even think about controlling my ejaculation, so I ended up ejaculating all at once, and I might not be able to do it even if I wanted to.
"From now on, if you feel like you're going to pee, tell me."
As I kept talking about how I had swallowed the semen after it came into my mouth, Seonghyeon suddenly stammered and asked.
"Can I do it again next time…?"
Oh, my.
Does that make sense?
Seonghyeon is waiting for my answer, as if he has high expectations for what I have to say.
He put it in his mouth once and then where did he get the courage?
There were some actions that I didn't like, but it's not like I couldn't understand them.
You shouldn't keep understanding it like this.
I think I understand how you feel, so I tend to just let it go, thinking, "Well, that could happen."
But even so, even if it's only temporary, I think I've gained a lot of confidence now, so there's no need to disappoint me by saying it doesn't work out for no reason.
It's OK to say it, but since there's no way to contact you, there's nothing you can do about it. Should I just say I'll do it?
"Did you like your birthday present?"
"Uh, yeah… uh, thank you…."
"Do you want to do it again?"
"…huh."
"Um… Then next time we meet, should I let you have sex?"
"Uh…! Yeah…."
When I see him talking with his head down and then raising his head in surprise, I can tell that he is quite interested… or rather, he seems to want to do it.
Huh? This might be pretty useful… .
I thought I should take this opportunity to get Seonghyeon to fix some of the things I didn't like about him, so I pretended to be worried and said.
"Umm… but I don't want to just do it… Are there any conditions?"
"Wh, what conditions?"
"I'll do it if you don't stutter once when you talk to me from now on."
Seonghyeon's face hardened at my words, and then suddenly became a face filled with determination. Seonghyeon nodded.
I guess I'll try everything I can to fix my stuttering for a while.
This is a problem that I usually tell him to fix, fix, but he says he can't fix it and tells me to leave it alone. Even when I tell him that it would be better to fix it, he says he'll fix it himself later and doesn't do anything, so I'm thinking that I should make him fix it sometime.
Maybe because we spent a lot of time talking and arguing together, he doesn't stutter when talking to me, but when it's time to present or explain an assignment, he stutters so much that I thought I should fix it someday, and this is a good thing.
"Ha… So where should we go now? Do you want to drink?"
Seonghyeon shakes his head without answering.
"then?"
When I asked him where he wanted to go, he took his cell phone out of his pocket and wrote a text saying, "There's no place I want to go."
… Are you texting me right now and telling me not to stutter?
"If you keep texting instead of talking, you're breaking the rules."
When I tell him not to do something like that because I am so angry, Seonghyeon taps his phone again.
[I'm not confident right now, so why don't we do this for now? I won't fumble next time we meet.]
… I feel a little embarrassed because I can sense that you want to have sex with me.
When you become a woman, why do even your reactions become so girl-like?
If I think about it carefully, I actually received the penis with my mouth and swallowed the semen earlier, but I didn't reject it as much as I thought…
Should I assume that when a man turns into a woman, only the memories are shared and everything else changes?
I have a feeling that it's something different from that… .
I was just a little mentally exhausted, so I was thinking about going home, but then I looked out the window and it didn't seem like it was night yet, so I asked Seonghyeon.
"Want to go to a cafe?"
Seonghyeon nodded as if he wanted to go right away at my words.
Has he relaxed a bit now? Or is it because he hasn't said anything? He seems to have calmed down.
After that, I went to a cafe and wanted to wash away the remaining taste in my mouth, so I ordered an Americano, which I usually hate to drink because I like sweets.
Seonghyeon ordered a latte and drank my Americano.
I left it alone, wondering when he would notice, but he continued to drink his Americano until the end.
Was it an illusion that the tension seemed to have been released?
♀ ♂ ♀ ♂ ♀ ♂
"uh…?!"
After that, I had some coffee at a cafe and for some reason I felt tired so I said I would go home first and we took a taxi back to the dorm.
I've become more daring in going in and out of the dormitory, and now I often go in and out pretending to be a woman, but the staff doesn't seem to mind. I wonder if they think I live here.
Still, I returned to my room with a little caution, found the TS stone, and grabbed it. And then, I braced myself for the immense regret and disgust that would surely come over me the moment I became a man, and I turned back from a woman to a man.
… But when I actually changed, I didn't feel anything.
There was no nausea, no disgust, no regret.
'weird…?'
It wasn't that I didn't feel any regrets that were strange, but it was that my feelings had not changed at all.
In my experience so far, the feelings I have as a man and as a woman are a little different, so when I think about my actions before the moment I changed from man to woman or from woman to man, I feel feelings I didn't feel right before, maybe because of the difference in gender...
There is no change in emotion.
It's the same.
'Why is it like this?'
As I returned home as a woman, I gradually began to feel less and less uncomfortable about having drunk Seong-hyeon's semen, so I decided not to worry about it, thinking that it was probably because I was a woman. Instead, I came back thinking about why I salivated so much when his semen entered my mouth. I was perplexed because my emotions had not changed even though I was a man.
There really isn't the slightest fluctuation.
'Does this mean that it's wrong to say that they only share memories but their structures are different?'
difficult.
Why on earth is this happening? When I got home, I felt mentally exhausted to the point of a headache, but then suddenly something completely different from what I expected happened, and I began to wonder.
More than anything, if I sucked Sunghyun's dick and swallowed his semen now that I'm a man and I don't feel this uncomfortable and it doesn't bother me, then what on earth is going to happen to me?
Before I left home, I had been imagining what would happen if I met Seonghyeon, and when I imagined the possibility that I, a woman, would be attacked by him, the immediate feeling of rejection disappeared and I felt completely at ease.
"…Hmm."
If this happens, we will have to rethink all the assumptions we have made so far.
Anyway, this stone that I named TS Stone is something that cannot exist with modern science according to my common sense, and the structure of becoming a woman is also unknown, so I feel like I should just use it as I want without worrying about this kind of thing, but there are too many things that make me uneasy to just let it go.
What I'm particularly anxious about is that as I become a woman, I'm afraid that I'll gradually forget myself.
It's unlikely that such a big change will happen in just a little over a month, but that's only for now, and no one knows what will happen to me in the future.
It seems like I'm spending more and more time as a woman at home these days.
Being a woman was really addictive. First of all, just looking at her beauty was fun, so just sitting still made me feel more confident, and the pain in my back disappeared, and more than anything else, I thought that as a woman, I might become someone who is needed by someone.
To be honest, I feel a sense of liberation that I can't explain while I'm transformed into a woman.
A sense of relief that I can just do whatever I want, however I feel like… .
'… Now that I think about it, how did I feel back then…?'
I remember the time when Seonghyeon's penis entered my mouth and moved on its own, and then I started to actively move it and stimulate it.
How did I feel…?
Why did he suddenly move so actively, as if he wanted to fight quickly?
I don't know….
Anyway, even after going through all this, I don't think I'll ever stop being a woman. That much is certain.
I don't know why, but I keep getting the urge to turn into a woman.
My head hurt and I didn't want to think anymore, so I turned off the lights in the room. As the bright room suddenly became dark, I climbed onto the bed, covered myself with the blanket, and closed my eyes.
When you sleep, you can forget all about your headaches. The stuffy feeling will also disappear.
And more than anything, I'm so tired right now.
'Don't overthink it. Just think of becoming a woman as a way to relieve stress, just like you initially thought.'
… Today, rather than coming back from a stressful time, I feel like I sacrificed myself for Seonghyeon… .
I think it felt good when I was with David. Now that I'm thinking about it blankly, I feel like I want to have sex a little.
'… Should I have just done that? Buy a condom.'
In the end, I said no to sex because it was awkward, but then I ended up doing it with my mouth, which I didn't want to do, so I wonder if I should have just had sex.
'Ha, so what? It's in the past.'
I decided to think positively.
… Rather than that, I just held back from wanting to have sex when I was a woman, and now I suddenly feel sexual desire.
When I think about it, it seems like it's been a long time since I masturbated from beginning to end as a man. These days, I'm a woman, so after masturbating once, I go back to being a man and just do it once as if it were my duty and that's it.
I forgot how tired I was and felt like masturbating, so I threw off the blanket and turned on my laptop.
'Should I watch the video I made of myself masturbating when I was a woman and masturbate?
Even though I am a self-sufficient daughter, I am a woman who has a body that I like so much, so I end up swearing very well.
… It's okay because I'm a woman!
maybe!
… Now that I think about it, I've often treated myself as a side dish when I was a woman, but I've never masturbated as a woman when I was a man.
hmm….
I wonder what will happen. Will I be excited? It's going really well now, but I'm not sure if it will be the same when I'm a woman.
Let's try it later.
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