Dec,31 2019( new year's eve)
It was my first new year without my mother🥺...in previous year during this day (New year's eve) I'm very happy but today no..I spend my whole night laying in my bed...I don't care about loud music's..fireworks..people yelling of joy🤷..
its 1 hour before New year's eve ..
he texted me..
Him:hi,so what's up there?
me:hello!nothing's special.
Him:huh??it's almost New year's eve there.
Him:you know that I did a research about ur country and I know people there never missed this kind of celebration.
Me:yeah,you're right..but I'm not in the mood to celebrate and enjoy!
Him:oh..uhmm is it because of your mom?
Me:....
Him:sorry,🙂
Me:👍