my brain suddenly feels stresses so a walk outside might be better,
"Maddie, I will be just outside the palace so don't follow me,OK?" I give maddie a look to stop her from reasoning with me and move out of the couple bedroom and besides my white and purple suit and pant is comfortable enough to go out and I have my hair tied up in a pony too with the crown on my head and no makeup at all except a red lipstick.
The whole place is empty of flowers and even if there are flowers, they are dead flowers so that adds one thing which I should improve the conditions of and I see a gardener with purple hair and black eyes is sitting on the ground and looking sadly at the dead roses,
"Excuse me?" I ask sitting next to him on the ground,
"Yes....O-oh my queen, may I ask what is it?" the gardener says,
"I saw that you looked very sad so Is it because of the dying roses?" I ask pointing at the red roses,
"Well My queen, if I can be honest than the environment around it is very hot and the flower dry up because of it so its very sad for me as a gardener haaa" he takes a deep breath to calm himself,
"I see so how about I help you for it by the way whats your name?"
"How can I ask my queen for such a thing? Im Andrew Smith" he says looking down at the ground embarrassed,
"I have the king's agreement so I do can help you!" I saw as I use my hands to feel the dry dirt
"Yes My queen" He says although he wants to reason with me,
"I will come in a few days to help you so for now go rest and I roam around here Sir Andrew" I say getting up and leave to see more of the palace surroundings and she doesn't notice that a devil has been looking at her in jealousy from the window as she talks to Andrew.
I come back to go to the library and find books on flowers and plants and finally understand how Hell has been for past centuries under my king and didn't realize when it became night and Maddie comes to call me for bed which is kind of her and gives me a scarf to fold around my shoulder.
"Why is my king not here yet?" I ask but maddie has already gone away from inside the bedroom and I yawn for sleep and change myself with the nightsuit.
"I should just sleep now" I say as I jump on the bed and throw the blankets aside and hug another soft pillow in my hand.
I fell asleep not noticing Lucifer come and touch my forehead and smile while saying,
"why must you get close to another man, My Evan?" He says as he sits on the floor holding my hand and kisses it and I don't know why but I feel warm now even though every night has been terrible becuase of nightmares and I smile while my grip on his hand tightens and Lucifer falls asleep sitting there after saying,
"I Love You My Evan..."