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Chapter 4 - The Line We Crossed

"We crossed lines we can never uncross, and now we're both lost."

The sun hung low in the sky, casting long shadows across the battlefield as Kane rode into the fray. The air was thick with tension, charged with the anticipation of combat. Dust kicked up beneath the hooves of her warhorse, swirling like the chaos that churned in her gut. This was not the way she had envisioned her return to battle; the memories of past skirmishes haunted her like restless spirits. Yet here she was, facing her worst fear.

Kane's heart raced, not from the thrill of impending conflict but from the sheer terror of the creature beneath her. The horse was a massive beast, its muscles rippling as it moved. Every time the animal shifted, a chill of dread shot through her, tightening the grip on the reins. 

Kane had never understood her fear of horses; there were no traumatic memories to blame, just an instinctive aversion to their towering stature and unpredictable nature. But today, with her life on the line, she couldn't afford to let her fear show. Cold determination settled over her like armor, masking the trepidation that lay just beneath the surface.

With a fierce command, she halted the horse in a display that was both enchanting and terrifying. The sound of metal clinking and leather creaking surrounded her as soldiers rallied around, drawn to her presence.

Kane's steely gaze swept across the battlefield, the coolness of her demeanor unwavering, even as her heart fluttered like a trapped bird. She had never intended to ride into battle, but here she was, making a statement. This was her domain now, and she would not cower.

From a distance, Tarsia watched, her heart a tempest of emotion. She had come to battle under the pretense of her royal status, desperate for a glimpse of the woman who had once held her heart. 

Memories flooded her mind—images of Kane shyly retreating from the sight of a horse, her face a mask of fear. Now, she rode with an air of confidence that seemed almost foreign. Tarsia's breath hitched in her throat as she saw Kane's cold eyes scanning the horizon, the fierce determination etched into her features.

Kane rode as if she were born for this moment, her posture regal, yet the sight of her stirred a torrent of emotions within Tarsia. Fear gripped her, a tight knot in her chest.

What have I done? Tarsia thought, biting her lip. She remembered the rumors that had chased her away from Kane, the whispers that had poisoned their bond. The heartache of that separation felt like a brand upon her soul. Now, witnessing Kane in her element, Tarsia couldn't help but feel a surge of regret.

Kane's eyes, cold and fierce, met hers across the chaotic expanse of the battlefield. In that moment, the world fell away, and Tarsia felt as if time had stopped. Kane looked invincible, yet beneath the formidable exterior was a girl who had once flinched at the sight of a horse, a girl who had hidden away from her own fears. The contrast was stark, and Tarsia's heart ached with the knowledge that the woman she loved was both powerful and vulnerable.

Tarsia took a deep breath, willing herself to step forward, but her feet felt glued to the ground. This is who she is now, Tarsia thought, watching as Kane steered her horse with confidence, commanding the battlefield like a queen. But who am I?

She rides into the storm, a tempest on four legs, defying every fear she's ever known. What madness drives her to this?

Surrounded by the chaotic battlefield, the air thickened with the acrid scent of sweat and blood. Soldiers clashed fiercely, their swords ringing out like a discordant symphony as they collided in a frenzy of violence. The ground trembled beneath them, littered with fallen warriors and discarded weapons, a grim testament to the ferocity of the clash.

In the midst of the chaos, Kane and Tarsia locked eyes.

"Ka—" Tarsia began, but the name caught in her throat. She stepped forward, closing the distance, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. "Please, I need to talk to you!"

Kane's cold gaze flickered toward her, a fleeting moment of acknowledgment before hardening again. "There's nothing to discuss," she replied, her voice devoid of warmth, each word a blunt instrument against Tarsia's resolve.

Tarsia's heart sank at the finality in Kane's tone. "But I—" she pressed, desperation creeping into her voice. "You can't just act like everything is fine! I'm here for you, and you're just going to throw it all away?"

Kane's eyes flashed with anger. "Throw it away? Is that what you think I'm doing? Do you even understand what you did to me?" Her voice was sharp, echoing against the chaos surrounding them.

Tarsia took a shaky breath, the weight of her past pressing heavily on her shoulders. "I-"

Kane stepped closer, her voice lowering to a dangerous growl. "Do you think I'm afraid? I'm not the one who ran away last time! You left me, Tarsia. You didn't just abandon me; you chose to betray me. And now you stand there, acting like you have the right to lecture me?"

The accusation hit Tarsia like a physical blow, tears pricking at her eyes. "I was scared! I thought you'd be better off without me. I thought I was doing the right thing!"

Kane's expression hardened further, fury bubbling just beneath the surface. "Right? You think abandoning me was the right choice? I died once for you. This time, I'll make sure it's your turn."

Tarsia staggered back, struggling to process the bitterness in Kane's words. "Kane, please.."

"I'll make you suffer before I end you. I'll make your life a living hell." Kane's voice was ice, unyielding and full of conviction.

Tarsia's heart ached at the coldness in Kane's tone, desperation clawing at her insides. "Please, I don't want to fight. I came back to find you, to make things right."

"Right?" Kane repeated, her voice low and dangerous. "What makes you think you can just waltz back into my life and expect everything to be fine? You've made your choices, Tarsia. You're not the one who gets to decide how this ends."

"I've changed! I can't erase what I did, but I want to fix it!" Tarsia's voice cracked, vulnerability spilling over the edges of her composure. "I want to be with you, Kane."

Kane's gaze bore into her, a flicker of something unreadable crossing her face. "You think I need your help? I'd rather you hate me than love me again. At least hate feels real."

Tarsia felt her heart shatter, the raw honesty in Kane's words cutting deep. "Don't push me away.."

"I wonder if, when I kill you, I'll finally kill the part of me that still belongs to you," Kane said, her voice an icy whisper.

For a heartbeat, their eyes locked, and Tarsia thought she caught a flicker of emotion in Kane's gaze, perhaps a hint of regret or longing. But it was gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced by the cold resolve that had become Kane's armor.

"I'll make my own choices," Kane said firmly, her tone final. "You should focus on your own safety."

With those words, Tarsia felt the ground shift beneath her, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavily in the air. As Kane turned to join her fellow soldiers, Tarsia's heart ached with concern, the chasm between them widening with each passing moment.

"Please, Kane!" she called out, desperation lacing her voice. "You can't just walk away from this."

Kane's back remained turned, the distance between them feeling insurmountable. With every step she took, Tarsia felt her heart break a little more.