Forest, unable to figure out before why he was bullied turns out he did something in the past that messed with his life now. It is the simple act of doing good, it is the fact that he faced opponents not meant to be faced with. It is the fact that showing what you do in public does have a legitimate price of succumbing into a fate so undesirable, so unnerving, and so criticizing that you end up yielding through life and suffer from brief to intense insecurities.
In the world right now, there are those that punish people like Forest. They respawn you through a program, and tortures you for money and means of human trafficking. The program is inhumane, criminilized and run by terrorists.
It is by far a legitimate program of the government to induce the world's population of madmen a chance to have a circus, a chance for snuff stuff to happen.
It is by far what is scary of Forest Straw's world. Built upon the foundation of a silly notion that we live in freedom, but in truth, the larger truth is that we are in Satanic gateway to hell.
There, magic exists where Forest is killed over and over again. There, exists a world where Forest is violated everyday. There is a world that exist to weaken the strong and make them weak.
Forest now investigates these known events as non-tranquil. The world where Forest Straw lives is a bit intranquil. They show up with smiles on their faces, but hides the fact that they already organized with collaborations to certain societies or secret societies designed to target someone.
There he now understands the fact that the world he lives under is a disguised, far from the truth of its world, but a disguise, one he cannot avoid or experience with such happiness. This allows him to point out the fact that instead of saving the world, he just needs to save himself.
The truth of Forest Straw's bullying is a planned repercussion. Those that show off in their past life as someone great are made to become small, to become weak. It is not only black magic entised within their propaganda that works. But the amount of coordination they do against him is so intense, that in the future, he may not seem to survive otherwise if he is awakened to his true highest self.
Remembering how to hack, Forest Straw now understand what is lurking behind the scenes with people's social media accounts. How people with fake smiles act behind the scenes when operating at their keyboards. They have narcissistic tendencies that so obfuscate the fact of the matter that they blame Forest Straw for things he had not done. Sometimes cover them up with someone else's mistake and blame them on Forest. Forest got angry at this phenomenon, this evil, that he now wishes to just protect the people he loves, including his previous wife, Reiko Sagara.
Gaslighting him doesn't work anymore, realizing the fact of the matter. He will in turn tear down other people's disguises and fake smiles. The problem now is if they are angry, these people will kill over and over again when they are angry. When they are mad for actions that exposed their truest sense and nature. This must be why politicians, says Forest Straw, always hides under a mask and never tells that something truly is happening.
Thus, we go to Forest's realization that the world is a lie. The world, build upon it the realization that magic isn't real. But in truth, it exists, and if used by bad people, and certainly are filled with bad people (Forest's world), has the foundation to make it collapse and no longer function and work. This is why the masters and their puppets are dangerous. This is why in his next steps he needs to be careful and understanding of one another's actions before he makes them beg for their knees for what they did in the past loop.