Dylan's POV
"I don't believe you!"
"Come on Mia, stop being such a baby!"
She was trying her best to calm herself down and stop crying by taking deep breaths.
"Okay then who did you f*ck?"
"Would it matter or change anything if i told you?."
"Then why the f*ck are you trying to use it as an excuse to end things with me?"
I sighed, "Look, Mia. I'm not good for you at all. I've never been good enough for you, so you should move on and meet a better guy closer to your age."
"Oh wow! You're not good for me?! I remember you telling me that I'm yours and you're the only one good enough for me every f*cking time we slept together. So what's with this bullsh*t?"
"You should be grateful someone like me is the first guy you sleep with kid.", I laugh
"You…you…oh you selfish insensitive as*hole!"
"Oh come on Mia, get over it. What do you want me to do or say right now? I should tell you i love you when i clearly don't? Grow up please! all the times I said I love you was while we were f*cking, it's not like I really meant it. You're more naive than I thought baby girl."
"How are you able to say these hurtful things to me, Dylan? Okay, i get that you don't love me but you know how much i love you. I've been telling you i love you since i was twelve years old and my love for you keeps growing. You know i need you. You know i love you. So why? Can't we just work things out? Please"
I hated the fact i knew all this and i hated the way i was hurting her but i just have to get this over with.
"Did you really f*ck someone else? Did you really cheat on me or you're just looking for some excuse to leave m-."
"Cheat on you? Wake up Mia, stop being so f*cking delusional. We're not even together so how is this cheating on you.", I forced a laugh
I knew how much Mia loves me but I just couldn't do this anymore.
The sneaking around and the lies, everything was just too much. I couldn't continue lying to her brother, he's been my best friend since we were kids, he stood up for me when I was being bullied then he introduced me to his family and they've been terribly nice to me since then. They took me in as their own. How would they react if they ever found out the broken kid they took care of was fucking around with their only daughter?
I was hurting her in a terrible and unforgivable way, and I'm really struggling to hold myself from drawing her into my arms and telling her i didn't mean any of it, i want to hold her and tell her how much i love her too but i just can't.
It was easier to pretend she was just my over protective best friend's baby sister who's also like a sister to me, than letting her be my woman.
I'd been waiting patiently for when she'd become a woman so when she'd finally turned eighteen a year ago, I let go and quickly indulged in my sweetest sin that was Mia.
My feet moved on its own towards her, when I got to her, I swept the hair away from her face and wiped away her tears. She looked so beautiful even when she's crying.
I had to get this over with things fast, my emotions might've betrayed me anytime soon and I couldn't risk that. I needed to let her know I'm going to disappear from her life. I had to leave her life while I still could, so she could move on. So we could both move on. F*ck, I needed my Mia so bad, but it wasn't right. It never felt right.
I pulled her closer to me in my arms, our faces and lips inches apart, I wanted to close the gap between us with a kiss but I couldn't, instead I told her, "I'm leaving soon Mia."
Her beautiful light brown eyes widened in shock and disbelief.
"You're leaving? You can't leave, why do you want to leave? Where are you going?"
"I just need to sort my life out and i need to get away from you too. I'm not getting any younger kid. You don't expect me to keep f*cking around with you. I need to find a wife, i want a family of my own. I can't start a family with you Mia, you're like a sister to me"
She stiffled back a sob. "I'm like a sister to- f*ck that! Who c*ms all over their sister's face? Please Dylan, you can't go. You're joking again this time right? Please don't leave me" She leaned in to kiss me, but I shift my head back.
"I'm not joking Mia. I'm really leaving"
"Well no! You…you can't leave now Dylan, because…well because…I'm pregnant"
Again with the fake pregnancy sh*t.
"Come on, Mia.", I laugh,"That trick is so old, plus it's so obvious when you lie so give it a rest. I'm leaving this time for real."
She started crying again, "But you promised to stay Dylan, you said we'd work things out together so why….."
"i have to leave Mia, but before I go, you need to know this…" What I'd say to her would break her precious heart but I had to do it. I didn't have a choice.
I looked into her eyes and leaned in like I wanted to kiss her, she closed her eyes, waiting for the kiss I know she wanted badly but I stopped and told her coldly, "I never loved you Mia. I just wanted to f*ck a fresh tight p*ssy. So thanks for that but now your p*ssy isn't enticing to me anymore so i gotta move on to my next catch. Stop pestering me with your useless emotions."
I quickly let her out of my arms and turned away before she could say anything, it's not like there was anything she could say anyway but I had to leave her there.
I had to leave.