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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3

"Now let's see," I said, quickly scanning my apartment. "Let's move through to the bedroom, it's a mess here, and we can- Guh!"

Before I could even start to guide her to my bedroom, Haqua snapped her fingers, and something tight suddenly clamped around my neck.

I could, after a moment, breathe comfortably, but the shock of how sudden it all forced the air from my lungs, totally derailing anything I'd been trying to say to her.

"Much better. That suits you well, dear!" Haqua said, her voice heavy with amusement.

I quickly reached up to check my neck, to see whatever Haqua found so funny. As my fingers met with a thick leather strap, I couldn't help but furrow my brow.

"A choker...?"

"No, no. People wear those. You, my sweet little pet, are wearing a collar," Haqua smirked, picking herself up off the couch and strutting up to me.

Huh?

"...Pet?"

"A dog, yes. Mine, to be precise," Haqua grabbed at the collar, pulling me in close to her face with barely any effort.

Instantly, my head was swimming. Lost in her wonderful, sweet scent and the sight of a thin sheen of sweat on her breasts.

She's just too much! Why's everything about her so sexy? How is this meant to be fair to anyone else?!

I was so captivated by her that it took a moment for me to register as she held a bone-shaped tag in front of me.

Printed on it, in large, blocky letters, was a simple message.

Rina: 

Property of Haqua 

"My desperately, horny little mutt whose tail has been wagging ever so furiously at the mere thought of spending some quality time with her owner. It's as adorable as it is pathetic, truly. A splendid sight indeed."

Wait, she didn't give me a tail, did she?!

Struggling against the ocean of thirst that was swallowing me up, I looked back over my shoulder to see...my own butt in a skirt. No tail to be found.

"You actually checked? Oh my~ You might be even more far gone than I realize. Are you truly that eager to be a mutt? To be nothing but a little, yapping bitch for me?"

"Nn…"

I clamped my legs together tightly, desperately trying to keep my balance. I could feel a shiver run down my spine as she teased me.

Haqua licked her lips. She was enjoying the hell out of this. And fuck, so was I.

"Come," she ordered, pulling me along with a leash I didn't even realize I'd been strapped to.

How is this even happening?!

I'd never been treated like this before, like a pet or a dog or a mutt or a...bitch, as she put it. The thought of wanting any of this hadn't even popped into my head before today, and now I was being led around my own house on a tether…

Guh...this is humiliating, right? It's gotta be...but, dammit, it's getting me so wet!

Watching Haqua from behind as she strutted through my apartment with the utmost confidence, it felt so weirdly right to be led like this. This was my home, but right now, she owned the place, and I was more than okay with that. Hell, scratch that, I loved it.

As she pulled me into the bedroom, she released her grip on the leash, which soon faded away entirely. The collar, however, stuck around. The light, tinkling sound of the nametag bobbing with every step I took telling me exactly how Haqua saw me right now.

She took a seat on the bed, crossed her leg, and scowled, her eyes narrowing.

Oh shit, did I upset her? Do I need to be puni-

I bit back whatever thought was crossing my mind as her lips parted, and listened to her.

"On your back."

"Huh?"

"Lie on your back," she said, her voice firm and direct. "Surely even a mutt like you can understand that much?"

Is this just what Haqua's into? She's a dom?

I nodded shyly and got on the bed, lying down for her. If she wanted this, then I wanted to make her happy.

And…shit, I was more into it than I ever would've anticipated.

"I'd ask if perhaps I hadn't made myself clear enough, but, no, I'm certain any misunderstanding here lies squarely with you, doesn't it?"

"I'm not sure I get what you're-"

"No, of course you don't," she cut me off, her words coming out icy and harsh. "Do remind me what you are, Rina?"

"...Your summ-?"

"My pet, correct. So, why, then, are you lying on the bed?"

"You...asked me to?"

"Firstly, it was a command, not a request. Secondly, I only asked you to lie on your back. I didn't once mention the bed, did I? I thought even a desperate mutt like you would understand her place without needing to be reminded of it."

I rubbed my thighs together, feeling my own juices clinging to my tights.

I was being treated like I was so, so low right now...

"Still, if you need it spelled out," she sighed. "People use beds. Not you. Lie on the floor like the mutt you are. Now. And take off those clothes while you're at it. Dogs don't get to wear those."

I couldn't tell you if succubi had some innate power over humans, but no matter how conflicted I was over what was happening, I felt as if I couldn't disobey a single word she said even if I wanted to. She was being so intense, so condescending and holier-than-thou, but it was getting me so dizzy and so turned on that I really did feel like nothing more than her pet.

So I did as she said and peeled off my clothes, damp with sweat and my own desire. I wasn't sure I'd ever be able to wear these panties ever again, but that hardly felt important.

I had to lie on the floor for Haqua, after all.

I lay back, resting one arm on my belly while the other covered my chest in some half-hearted attempt to pretend I had any kind of modesty.

Guh...was this really what I wanted? Haqua had to be going too far, surely. I know I asked her to go all out, but I hadn't expected all of this pet stuff, even if it was strangely exciting…

"Don't forget, even for a moment, that I'm your superior here," Haqua smirked.

"Mm, got it," I nodded, knowing that any kind of argument wasn't going to hold water here. Besides, I really did want her to enjoy herself to the fullest.

"Good girl...you're learning."

Fu~ck, it feels so good to be praised by her…

I tried, and failed, to ignore just how much I sounded like a dog desperate for her owner's approval in my own head.

"But, if you truly want to show me you recognize that fact, lift your paws in the air. Show me everything, loser dog."

Lift my paws?!

I knew that if I did that, I'd be going all in. There'd be no pretending I was anything but her pet, her plaything to tease however she chose. I knew I'd look ridiculous, and that it'd humiliate me more than anything else thus far.

I hated it.

But I wanted it so bad.

I couldn't even think of my paws as anything but that as I raised them, ready to show Haqua my everything. Maybe, deep down, I'd always been a dog...

"Such a shameless little mutt~!" she smirked, my cheeks heating up at how happy that made me to hear. "So curvy and soft… It must be so horrible for you, hiding away just how much of an adorable bitch you are from the world. I bet you wish you could be like this all the time, don't you?"

I nodded, biting my lip shyly while Haqua sized up every inch of my body. I couldn't explain it, but I could feel her gaze, the path of her eyes eliciting a trail of goosebumps against my exposed flesh.

Then she smirked and put her bare foot down on my pussy, grinding her heel against me.

"Nnahhh~!"

"Well, you can't hide a~nything from me now, can you? No...you're far too stupid for that, aren't you?"

I tried to say something back, but all that came out was a desperately loud moan.

"Such slutty moans! Perfect for a loser dog like you."

She rubbed her foot against me, adding a little more pressure with each moment that passed.

It felt incredible.

I was being humiliated, and I felt amazing. In that instant, the facade I'd kept up for so very long completely crumbled away. Rina Saeki, the dutiful office worker, would never get like this. She'd think this was all a disgrace.

But loved it. I loved every second of it, image be damned. 

She ran her foot down my slit, slipped a toe inside, and all I could do was moan like I hadn't been touched in years.

Which, if you're taking notes, is how I got caught up in all this to begin with.

"How'd a mutt like you even manage to summon someone like me, hmm? That just can't be possible, can it?" she asked, popping out a toe that was now completely coated in my juices.

I shook my head no.

"Of course it's not!" she agreed, slowly rubbing my lips with her foot. "After all, I own you. You're my adorable, little bitch of a pet."

I am!

I knew how pathetic I was being, but I truly didn't give a shit.

"Wan~! Wan wAHn~!" I barked.

I wanted to be a good girl for Haqua.

"Hah! Pathetic. You think barking for Mistress is good enough?"

It isn't?!

I wanted to do better, so I barked again, louder this time.

"Take things seriously, you loser dog!" she commanded, as a long, thick plug with a fluffy, brown tail at the end of it materialized in her hand.

She crouched down, gazing into my eyes as she smirked at me.

You're kidding?!

"You think this is just idle talk? All fours, Rina. Let's see exactly how much of a bitch you really are."

Haqua ordered me, so I did as she said. It felt good to listen to her. I knew she liked it when I did.

I got on all fours, thrust my hips back, and shook my ass in the air. I'd have never dreamed of doing something like this before, but now it all felt so...incredible. It was endlessly humiliating, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

"I'm ready, MistrEHHSS~!"

I tried to speak, but was met with a sharp smack on my ass. I peered back to see Haqua's tail slowly lifting away from my cheek.

"Perfect...a nice, red heart on that plump ass. No better way to show you're my property, don't you think?"

I'd seen it on the tag, but actually hearing her call me "property" made my knees go weak. I felt like I could collapse right then and there.

I wasn't sure I'd ever even come close to being this wet before.

Oh fuck, she's amazing…

I barked in affirmation, and she laughed.

"Silly me, I almost forgot!" she grinned, hardly leaving me time to wonder what she meant before she spread my cheeks and pressed the toy she'd been holding onto inside of me, my eager body willingly yielding as she drove it in deep.

I wasn't barking anymore. I was howling with desire like the lowly mutt I was.

It felt so good going inside, my whole body was vibrating with pleasure. When she was done, I lifted my ass just a little higher, closer to Haqua's face as I happily wagged my brand-new tail. I wanted more so badly.

Haqua, of course, didn't disappoint.

A loud smack filled the bedroom, and I knew I'd been given another bright red heart.

"You're so gooooood!" I moaned, feeling my body shudder. I felt an orgasm approaching, though I did my best to keep it back.

I didn't want this to end. Not yet. Not ever, really.

"Do I

*SMACK*

need to remind you

*SMACK*

that dogs

*SMACK*

can't speak?!"

And with one final, extremely loud slap on my ass, I came harder than I ever had before. As desperately as I wanted to hold it in, to keep this going forever, there was just no way I could. She was simply too good, and I was that out of practice.

As my head slowly drooped down to the floor, I let out a small, thoroughly satisfied bark for Haqua, my voice so heavy with desire for her that I practically forgot my humanity entirely.

I could pass out right now, fully satisfied.

But, Haqua, of course, was a succubus. That simply wouldn't be enough for her.

She walked in front of me and lifted me by the chin, looking straight into my eyes.

"Oh my~! My pet had better not be all tuckered out just yet. I've got so much more planned for you, I'll have you know."

"W-wan?!"

I was exhausted, but at the prospect of more, I could feel my hips swaying, wagging my slutty tail.

I couldn't resist my instincts, and they were telling me that I wanted to stay her bitch for as long as she'd let me.

"Good girl. Such a loyal dog…" she grinned, gently petting my hair.

"Come," she commanded, holding out a hand to me.

While a small part of me wondered if it'd be OK for a dog to stand up straight, she helped me to my feet before gently—so gently—lowering me down on the bed.

"My pet hardly deserves to be allowed on a bed like this. But for working so hard, how could I not want to spoil you a little?" Haqua—no, Mistress Haqua—asked. 

She got on top of me, her presence as she straddled me far heavier than any physical weight could be.

Then, she leaned down and started kissing my chest, hardly bothering with foreplay before she was tugging at my nipples with her teeth.

"Nnahh~!" I cried, losing myself in bliss.

"Such shamelessly large breasts, it's almost a wonder you don't get mistaken for a cow. Though, I suppose your qualities as a lowly mutt would quickly clear up any misunderstanding there, wouldn't they? Still, I wonder if we can get some milk out of you, hmmm?"

My barks were so much smaller now, though they were no less excited.

Who the hell was I kidding?

All that stuff about not knowing if I wanted this, not getting the pet thing…

I couldn't believe how stupid I'd been.

I love this. I love being a pet. I love being Mistress Haqua's loser dog!

Whatever false modesty I'd been clinging to vanished in that instant. I was Mistress's thirsty wreck of a mutt, and there was nothing I wanted more than that.

I was in a blissful daze, losing myself in the sensations of Haqua savoring every inch of my body, her tail plunging in and out of my needy pussy while she kissed me deeply and toyed with my breasts, pinching and squeezing them.

I wanted her to taste everything I had to offer, and gave myself up to her, barking happily whenever I got so much as a moment to breathe. If she gave me a window to pleasure her, I made sure to take it, squeezing and sucking her full, heavy breasts as I gently fingered her.

It didn't matter how long I'd been since I last had it. Even for someone who'd been as sexless as me lately, it was easy to tell that nobody else could compare to Haqua. Nothing could match the sheer, boundless pleasure that she'd chosen to give to me.

I can't tell you how much longer things went on for after that. It could've been hours, it could've been days. I couldn't keep track of anything, really. It felt like Haqua and I had melted into each other, both of us doing everything we could to fulfill each other so deeply. I could tell, by occasional glimpses of a smile on her face, that she was loving this too, and I was so, so glad for that.

By the time things finally calmed down, I was both deeply exhausted and endlessly satisfied, snuggling happily against Haqua's chest as she gently petted my head.

"Thank you, Rina. You were such a good girl tonight."

I let out a small, happy bark, before burying my face in her chest to hide my blushing face.

I didn't even mean to do that. It just came out without a thought. But it's OK. Haqua won't mind.

"Such an eager, willing pet. You didn't keep yourself guarded for even a moment, did you?"

"I didn't really know about the pet stuff at first, I'd never even thought about being in that sort of role but a part of me realized very early on how badly I wanted it."

"I could tell! It was adorable, watching you learn to fully embrace yourself. I don't think I could've found a more entertaining summoner if I tried."

Maybe I was just sleepy, but it sounded like she'd dropped her haughtiness just a little. She felt warmer and gentler now, though I didn't like her any less for it.

Comfy boobs…

It didn't hurt that she made an excellent pillow, though.

Without even realizing it, a stray worry left my lips.

"Wish it could last even longer… I don't want to leave you…"

Haqua froze for a moment, before slowly getting back to petting me.

"Allow the memories of our time together to enrich you for the rest of your life, my pet. Asking for more will only lead to sorrow," she said. Her voice was warm and sweet, but beneath it all there was an unmistakable sadness. A longing.

She wanted more too, I knew it. Even my half-asleep brain could tell that much.

"I haven't had fun like that in years, you know…?" I yawned, nuzzling in a little closer against her still-comfy boobs.

"Mmm, I remember you saying as much."

"But it's not just about that. Talking with you was so wonderful. I don't think anyone's let me be myself the way you have, Haqua, and we just met. I want to get to know you better, I want you to feel just as at ease as I do now."

She stiffened slightly, before speaking again, her voice a little sadder than before.

"Humans and succubi aren't meant to be with each other, my pet. The exhaustion you feel now might be nourishing, in a sense, but I've drained you, Rina. You'll recover, but in my presence you'll only be drained ever further, until finally it consumes you. Fun as your last days might be, I wouldn't see the life of the first woman who…"

She paused, then carried on again.

"I wouldn't wish to cut my summoner's life so short."

I nodded, though I was too sleepy and too needy to accept it.

"Then I'll give that up."

"Your life, pet?"

I shook my head.

"My humanity," I answered, as if it was remotely possible to anything but the tiredest brain. "I'll quit being human if it means we can stay together, Haqua. I don't want to die either, but if I spend my whole life yearning, I…I don't think I could…" I yawned, sleep was catching up to me quickly now.

"Truly, Rina?"

"Mhmm," I nodded drowsily, my cheek brushing her nipple, which I barely managed to hold myself back from sucking. "I really like you, Haqua. If you'll take someone like me, I want us to stay together..."

I heard Haqua giggle a little, then I felt her fingertips gently caress my belly.

"You're certain? You want to stay by my side forever, no matter the cost? This is a request I'd ask you not to make lightly. Look me in the eyes as you speak, Rina, so that I may gaze upon your soul."

I was about to fall asleep, but I knew I had to get these feelings out before that. I looked up into her eyes, losing myself in the gold of her irises.

You're so amazing, Haqua.

"There's nothing...I'd like more…"

Haqua waited a moment, then nodded, as her lips curled into a warm, gentle smile.

"I have heard your request, Rina Saeki."

As I shut my eyes, I felt her fingers begin to graze my belly, gliding with purpose across my skin.

I felt a small throb, a rising warmth welling up from within. Something was taken from me, but something far greater was being given in return. I don't know how I knew that, but I just knew it was an exchange I was happy to make.

Haqua had done something incredible for me, yet again.

I couldn't hold on any longer. My consciousness was fading, being pulled into a dream that I just knew would be wonderful.

"Rest well, Rina," Haqua whispered, kissing the top of my head gently.

So soft...

"I'll stay right here with you, my sweet, little pet."

But before my dream could take me, I felt as if I heard just a few small, whispered words.

"Thank you, Rina…"

"Mhmmm…" I nodded. I must've had the dumbest smile on my face as I finally drifted off to sleep.

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When I woke up, greeted by the ever-pleasant sounds of birdsong, I felt so very groggy. More worn than I'd ever been before.

I got it, sure. I knew I'd feel dead in the morning, but goddamn, I was wiped.

Not that I could go back to bed, of course. Beneath all my fatigue, I felt incredibly giddy, my body buzzed excitedly at the start of a new day.

Shit. I hadn't been excited about waking up since I was in high school. My time with Haqua had enriched me more than even I could've ever expected it to.

She's still here, right?!

The conversation last night was hazy, but I'm sure we agreed to stay with each other. Still, the worry that everything after sex might've been a dream worried me to no end. If she'd left, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I tore my eyes open, desperate to see her.

…And I was greeted by the sight of a big, dark blue nipple, barely an inch away from my face.

She's still here!!!

There she was, sleeping right by my side, smiling happily at what must've been an amazing dream.

Succubi give people dirty dreams, right? Was mine like that? I can't remember…

I tried to think back on my dream last night, but couldn't recall much of anything. I was sure I had one, but when I reached for it, all I saw was a hazy, indistinct pink.

So sure, let's say it was dirty. It just had to be, after all we'd done.

I was still groggy, sure, but just seeing her made the giddiness I felt that much stronger. Despite myself, I couldn't help but let out a delighted little bark, which came out so high-pitched and needy sounding that I was honestly mortified.

Then again...I guess I kinda get off to that stuff? Like, super hard?

Shit, no, I definitely liked it. Sounding pathetic absolutely excited me.

Either way, it got Haqua to stir.

"Mmm… Good morning, Rina. I was wondering how long you'd be out for," she yawned, reaching over and gently petting my head. I couldn't help myself from leaning into it, savoring her touch. With her free hand, she rubbed the sleep out of her eyes, then looked down at me with a teasing smile. "I'm assuming you just woke up?"

"Yeah, I just-"

My voice sounded strange to my ears. Oddly…bratty? There was a high-pitched, almost cocky quality to it that didn't suit me at all.

So I cleared my throat and tried again.

"Mhmm, just a second ago!"

Smooth, Rina. That definitely fixed it. You didn't sound like a kid at all.

Guh, I just needed some water. One of the perks of being in my thirties was that I always woke up feeling like shit. My throat being a mess was embarrassing, but it wasn't too surprising, I guess.

Haqua smirked, then pulled me in even further, towards the soft valley of her cleavage, practically smothering me in her boobs. 

Haaah...this is heaven.

And shit, did they get even bigger, Haqua? They feel bigger, that's for sure.

"That's wonderful to hear. I was so worried I might miss all the fun," she chuckled. "Why don't you go to the bathroom, my pet. Get a good look in the mirror when you do. I want you to really see how good our time together was for you."

"Geh, I bet I look like crap…" I complained, popping my head out from between her boobs. Hell, I don't think I'd ever sounded as whiny as I did imagining just how awful my sex hair must have been. I had to imagine I looked every bit the loser dog I'd been when we fucked. I sure felt like it, anyway.

"Don't worry, you look adorable," she laughed, leaning down and kissing me gently.

Haah, your lips are so soft, Haqua…

I let out an exceedingly dorky sounding giggle. Man, being with her felt good.

"What's the matter, dear? Does my pet need me to walk her? It's certainly appropriate for a loser dog, I suppose, but I think you have enough independence to manage a trip to the bathroom on your own, no?"

"I-I'm fine!" I shouted, feeling oddly defiant. I hadn't raised my voice like that in…ever, honestly. 

Gah, that came out way more flustered than I wanted it to, though…

Shameful as it is to admit, that little remark alone was more than enough to make me squirm as I watched Haqua get out of bed.

"I'll be in the kitchen, dear. Come over when you're done, alright?"

I nodded breathlessly as I watched her leave. Even Haqua's walk was impossibly sexy. The way she rolled her hips with every step completely captivated me.

It took a moment to clear my head, but I eventually managed to drag myself out of bed, wobbling as I walked to the bathroom. As I did, I couldn't help but feel an unmistakable sense of…wrongness, I guess. I felt oddly light on my feet, but everything around me looked…different. It was all too big, somehow, and the ambient sounds around me were off in a way I just couldn't describe. Like I'd cleaned my ears out for the first time in years.

Well, I did kind of ask a succubus to go all out… I guess I'm lucky to be able to walk at all right now. 

Ahaha, maybe I'm stronger than I realize! 

I was full of undeserved confidence as I finally made it to the bathroom.

Succubi drain people, right? Haqua even said something about that, I think. So I bet most people would've died after a night like tha-

With just a glimpse in the mirror, my dumb, cocky thoughts immediately ground to a complete halt.

I stared at my reflection for a moment, totally dumbfounded. My head just couldn't process what it was seeing. How could it, in the face of a reflection that my brain knew just had to be wrong.

After a few moments of staring, I sharpened my gaze into a glare, hoping I could…I dunno, stare down my reflection until it fixed itself? It made as much sense as everything else I was desperately trying to process.

And of course, my reflection glared back, then leapt away in shock as it too, began to realize just how wrong this all was.

Eventually, one single coherent thought bubbled up to the surface of my mind.

Who the hell's this brat?

It was a loud, aggressive thought. Weirdly out of step for me, but how the hell else was I meant to react to this.

Suddenly, it hit me, and both myself and my reflection grinned.

I get it! I'm still in a succubus' dream! Or I guess, the effects of one are lingering, maybe? 

I nodded and opened the faucet, letting cool water pool into my hands. If this was a dream, then I just had to wake myself up from it. It'd suck to lose the bit of extra Haqua if she wasn't actually with me, but even a burnout like me knows you can't just live in your head, no matter how nice it might be in there.

Damn, this is amazingly vivid though. Kind of a shame to wake up from this…one…

As I splashed a bunch of water onto my face, I wasn't greeted, as I thought I'd be, by my warm, soft bedsheets, but the same reflection I'd seen a moment earlier, now flustered and dripping wet.

She's still there?! How?! I should be waking up right about now, yeah? Got it, I'll just pinch myself and-

"Ouch! Holy shit, my nails are sharp!" I cried, doing my best to ignore how bratty my voice sounded as I looked down at hands that seemed far smaller than they should, with fingers tipped by longer, pointier nails than I'd ever let mine become.

It was beginning to sink in that this wasn't something I was about to wake up from.

Grimacing, I looked back at my reflection, knowing exactly what I was about to see.

Where my tall, busty, endlessly tired and undeniably adult self should've been, instead stood a short, petite, punkish brat of a girl who barely looked to be out of high school, if that. Despite her scrawny size, she absolutely looked like the kind of aggressive, cocky girl you'd see hanging out by convenience stores in the dead of night, running with a gang of girls, all as angry as her.

Where I was unmistakably a human, the brat was anything but. Crimson skin; sharp, pointed horns; a pair of large, batlike wings; short, unkempt hair that seemed to be growing in a natural silver color; and what seemed to be a long, thin tail with a heart-shaped tip gently swaying behind her.

While she didn't look exactly like Haqua, I could come to only one conclusion. This girl, the one inhabiting my reflection, was undeniably a succubus.

As I stared at my reflection, the realization that me and her were one and the same slowly dawning on me, I suddenly recalled something I'd said to Haqua before I dozed off.

"Then I'll give that up."

"Your life, pet?"

"My humanity. I'll quit being human if it means we can stay together, Haqua."

Something in me broke, and I could only let out a single, deeply flustered question, which left my throat as little more than a squeak.

"That's…me???"