I woke up sore and happy I've never woken so happy before. Then the image of Lex fucking me crossed my mind, in the shower on the bed and the orgasm my body was burning up again I tired to push the thoughts away.
" I see your awake" I crossed the distance between us and placed a soft kiss on her forehead before sitting by her side " here have this it will help"
How does he know my head hurts and he was ever so kind what happened laat night changed who he was . I didn't want this to end but no one else must find out this will be our little secret .
" Thank you, how did you know my head hurts"
' I figured out after what happened last night you might need it"
What happened last night my entire body flushed pink, I hope he didn't notice.
"; princess I'll get going," he paused for a while "you should put on some clothes"
I realized I was naked oh my goodness I held the blanket to cover my body properly.
I heard Lex let out a laugh
" I don't think you should be bothered about covering your body from me after last night"
He looked so graceful when he laughed. nothing made me so happy before like the sight of his smile.
Soon enough I was out eating with him there was this dark aura around him, he seems to be lost.
" Lex, are you okay"
I didn't get a reply
" Lex" still no reply,I got up and stood in front of him
" Lex " finally he got out of his trance.
" Princess "
" Lex what is the issue, you were so far in your thoughts "
Guilt was hitting me I didn't want to break her heart I didn't want to make promises I couldn't keep to her.
" Princess, about last night "
" Yes !" My heart clenched a part of me didn't want to hear what he was going to say and one part wanted to hear.
" Princess what happened last night shouldn't have happened,we shouldn't have done that ,"
" Why are you saying all this"
" Princess i can't give you that life you are hoping for,I am not a Prince charming or some knight in shining armor, i don't have a castle to promise you,my life is surrounded by darkness princess.i don't want you to be tangled up in my messed up life, am not good enough for you I don't deserve you".
Those words came at me like lightning
"Lex what are you saying. Here look at me "I raised his face to reach mine . " You don't have to be perfect, because I myself am not perfect but together we get each other we make each other perfect that's what matters I don't need a knight in shining armor or a princess charming or even a castle. All I want is you, I want you with me together I don't want anything else ."
I couldn't love her less but she didn't understand why we can't be together why I can't promise her anything not now , cursed Steffan.
"I love you Bridget "
i haven't heard him say my name before