"In the end, i wished I never left that mountain village."
"The memory of the wind hitting my face, the old aunties arguing over who stole their eggs. And... her warm smile."
With the stream of memories that he tried to surpass for so long breaking a scream of anguish came through lungs and from thorat that caused mountain peak to flatten.
The pain of losing everything and walking all alone on a road that he didn't know where his disntation would lead left .... with scars that couldn't be easily healed.
From there ... turned into a mortal. The only way to understand how to partially heal the scars and get back to his true self.
[scatred thoughts]
The journey of every powerful is filled with pain and suffering, there is no easy way, no cheats, and no free gift from the heavens.