I don't know what to think anymore
I know you are sad, you are grieving
I know you are going through a difficult phase
But you are confusing me
It is messing up with my emotions
You did say that when you are sad,
You distance yourself from everyone
You don't talk anymore
I believed that, and gave you the space you needed
But observing you,
I realized that you are fooling me
You are playing hot and cold with me
And it is so frustrating
Three days ago, we were fine
Well, that was just over the phone
Because now, you are deliberately ignoring me
But you dare to text me
I know why
You want me to come running after you
I might have a crush on you,
I might want you so badly,
But I know my worth
I am a woman of value
Dior and Channel never go on sales
Same with my standards
I won't lower them
I am a divine creature created by God
I am a gold bar
I am, Roxane Christina
Roxane Christina
Friday 13th December 2024
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