Because of one of my friend, it reminds me again about Sandra Kirana, I don't know where she is now. But she's always support me but my mother deny her, not agree to her with me, I don't know exactly what the reason, but if I have real mother so my real mother must be agree if I want to married with someone that really I loved, with another woman, not kissing lips her child like incest when I was slept. There are the song, Damai Bersamamu by Chrisye, ".. Hanya padamu Tuhan tempatku berteduh, dari segala kepalsuan dunia.." and then Felix Irwan singing, ".. Terlalu indah dilupakan, terlalu sedih dikenangkan, setelah aku jauh berjalan dan kau kutinggalkan, setulus pesanmu kepadaku, engkau akan menunggu, andaikan kau datang kembali jawaban apa yang 'kan kuberi..?"