I was always wondering how it all started,like why I'm the single one having this cause in school
I was in grade 3,when it all started,it was a beggining of a living hell life.My classmates suddenly started abusing verbally and also physically,it wasn't so clear what was the reason for all this,but they were seeing,they found out a 5 year old news on google where it was about a woman being rapped,but it wasn't actually what I thought,in the news there was written my familly name "Tarro".I was wondering how my classmates found out about,well in my perspective I know the news from my classmates.I think they found out,randomly scrolling on google,the downside of the search bar there are random news,I think it was a update about the case so that's how some classmates found out about my mother,i think the other classmates found out from their friends or parents.
It was a normal day of Monday,actually the second week of grade 3,in my school the first week of the school we barely do anything,sometimes in grade 1-4,there are other teachers coming to teach apart from the main teacher,we ended up getting 3 new teachers for the fallowing classes:music,religion,english.
When i got in class after the last break,putting my backpack on my chair,then my jacket on the harder in the back of the class,then it started
"Hey Shirrö,did you know you have a whore in your familly?" Then proceeds to laugh
"What do you mean,and how do you even know about that word,I don't think you should curse in the class…" Making an confused face.How does Shirrö know that word,well he has a phone since he was 8,and he was basically scrolling on YouTube,and accidentally pressed roasting video,and he heard some curse words,he didn't know why they meant,so he decided to search them up on google,as for his classmates,i think the same thing happened.
"So what if i say curse words,I do whatever I desire and want" Staring at Shirrö with a mad face
"And I don't take order from a kids who's mom is a whore"
"My mom is not a whore!"
"If you don't believe me then search for yourself on your phone at home"
As the kid sayis that the bell rings for the kids to start the classes
While Shirrö is staying on his chair,the other classmates are whispering to each other about Shirrö's mother,he can't do anything on this case,so he decided to just ignore them and minding his own business.This is also the last class for today,so Shirrö can't wait to get home even tho his siblings and dad were waiting for him to abuse him,Shirrö doesn't really care anymore since he got used to it since he was 6,now that he is older with 4 more years,he has a better mind and smarter,and also his mom is waiting for him,his mom was very sick,she was put in the bed,without any help except for Shirrö's good will,her sickness was getting worse every year,it was said from a Doctor that she has a cancerous cell in her body,and in some years,if she's not careful,she'll get cancer
After the bell rings once again,now is time for Shirrö's class to go home.Shirrö has been waiting for this moment a lot of time,he was bored out of his mind,but now that Shirrö can go home,he can also see his mom,who he's taking good care.
Shirrö is now packing up his things,then pick up his jacket from the hanger,leaving the class then entering the school's yard,leaving the main gate of the school's yard.While he was walking towards his home he sees a group of kids,with all their people from his class,Shirrö walks past them but before he can leave the place for good,one of them says:
"Hey is the guy who is a son of a whore" Then another kid asks the first guy:
"Where"
"Right here,dumbass" Pointing out his index finger at Shirrö
"Ohh,that loser that got born by accident" After saying this,everyoane starts laughing at the joke made by the second kid.Since Shirrö wasn't old enough to control his emotion,he got so mad he ended up saying curse words he learned from the internet
"You all should fuck yourselves"
"What did you say?" His laugh fades,making him mad.Most of them got mad,but on of them had an idea:
"Yo,why dont we form a circle then start pushing him"
"Good idea"
"Yeah" Most of them agrees.While they were arguing,Shirrö starts moving again,ignoring the group of kids,but before he could move farther he feels 2 hands holding him from moving
"Your not getting away,little shit"
"Let go of me,you dick-head" Then they all come around me,forming a circle
"""Son of whore"""
"""Son of a whore""" Until they get bored,and leaving me weak on the ground.After they leave,I stay unmoved on the ground unshaken for 5 minutes,then i start feeling better,being able to get up,but with a mad face,but I can't do nothing about it,so I start moving again to my destination that is home
After some minutes of walking,i finally get home,walking towards house's door,it seems the door is open,so i enter the house without knocking at the house's door.When i entered,i closed the door,locking it,then walking towards the small room i live in putting all my items down,also changing my clothes to my pyjamas that are not really pyjamas,but I still call them that because they are my home clothes anyway.After finishing changing my clothes and all,I decide to go to my mom's bed to check in her health.Wait why so quiet in the house,oh I think they went outside to go around the city,good thing this happened.Is pretty rare for that happen,but is actually a good thing it happened,so i continue going to my mom's bed where it was positioned in the most quiet room,it was my idea to put her here
I finally get to her bed,and it seems she is awake looking at the window so I walk towards and say
"Good afternoon,mom" Making a sweet smile
"Good afternoon,Son" Saying with a hoarse voice,struggling a bit to put a smile on her face
"I hope you're doing well,also tell me when you're having problems"
"No need for any help,I'm only struggling sometimes to get my head up from the pillow but in rest in rest,I'm pretty well"
"Okay mom,sorry that i can't talk anymore,but I need to do my homework from my school,is pretty long so I need to finish it faster,I'll check on you,tonight"
"No problem sweetheart,go do whatever you want" Still with a hoarse voice
Shirrö leaves the place,going to his small room,starting doing his homework.He doesn't know that this smile was his last smile ever because from tomorrow it will be worse than today's event.